Seventh Blood Vampires

Loving and Losing

Over the next three weeks, Ariana and Evander's love blossomed beautifully, like a rose dominating the flower garden next to her cottage.

Ariana has never been this happy in her entire life. Evander gives his whole loving self to Ariana. Their short time is used by sharing their joy and affection.

However, in the last few nights after three very happy weeks, Ariana began to feel pain. Realizing that all the happiness he gets from Evander is dwindling in number. Taken away by a time of just a few days.

Just wait for time, and all the feelings that make her cheerful and laugh a lot will disappear. Replacing with tears that can not until when it can dry. Ariana has never been this scared and miserable before.

Ariana never again questioned Evander's decision to return to his country. He understands. He did not want to turn their happy mood into gloomy. As long as Evander is still with her, Ariana will still look cheerful even though her heart is starting to be fragile and broken.

Evander is not not not knowing what Ariana feels, he is also holding back his cold face to keep smiling for his beloved wife. He did not want to incise a wound in Ariana's heart before the time came.

“What are you reading?” tanya Ariana was pampered in Evander's arm. Putting on a bright face even though it is actually somber because the computer monitor screen in front of Evander shows a prediction of the arrival schedule of the devil's moon.

“I was only looking for literature that discussed the miscalculation of the moon of the devil, regarding the shift of the universe and also the gap in time it caused. Just checking, once again .. to make sure!”

Evander pulls Ariana into his arms. “Am I wrong for forcing you to do all this, Ana? Make you a wife in just a few weeks? Forcing you to be with me even though our marriage has no future?”

Ariana put her eyes together, her eyes catching the sadness on Evander's face. “Why did you ask that after we had this wedding, Evan? There is nothing to change anymore.I have no regrets, I married you out of love. And I'm ready with all the risks.”

“I have Diane in the past not in a long time, just a few weeks only. I lost Diane forever, but I have a wonderful memory I can never forget, Ana! It hurt a lot when he left, but I never regretted it. I felt blessed when fate brought Diane to me, even though the time was very short. This story is not so different from ours, is it? I wonder, am I wrong for marrying you?”

Ariana froze, really she did not want to discuss something that smelled good-bye. The theme of the chat had been desperately avoided for three weeks. She did not want to be caught crying because she did not want her husband to leave.

However, Ariana is trapped in Evander's arms. He could not escape to avoid the painful topic. Worse, his tears began to pool, hanging from his lashes and ready to fall at any time.

Evander shook his head violently, wiping the tears with his lips, with a kiss around Ariana's eyes and nose. “Don't, My Love! Don't cry!”

Ariana closed her eyes, sobbing softly due to the tightness of being unable to be held. “You're not wrong, Evan! Not wrong at all. Being married to you for three weeks is the most beautiful thing I have ever felt in my life, I cannot compare it to anything in this world. Having you is true happiness, all perfect. Maybe God chose this short destiny to replace the loneliness that I often complain about, you are a gift to me.”

Evander said slowly, “I never thought that I loved you this big, Ana. I'm trying to stop time by getting rid of all the wall clocks in this cabin. I manipulated my own mind for not wanting to part with you. Yes, honestly I still want to be here with you!”

“I want to record every moment in my memory without being burdened with the seconds of the wall clock mocking me, Ana! I want to remember you without time constraints,” Evan said as he stuck his finger on Ariana's cheek down to her jaw and neck. Clean up Ariana's wet tear marks.

“You spoil me like a queen, Evan! I don't know if there will be another man who can replace you after this,” rambunctious Ariana muttered. He wasn't sure he could fall in love with another man this big after Evander left.

“If I could take you, Ana! But still I can't imagine if you'll be able to adapt to the tenth century human way of life. I don't have a car, you're going everywhere on a horse-drawn carriage. No television, no cell phones, and so on. And imagine that you live in a castle with lots of vampires. Although we don't live in the castle of Transylvania, your human side will be a big problem in the family of Count Dracula. Your life is threatened every second!”

“Ya .. I understand that, Evan! No need to discuss it any more deeply. The point is you can't stay here for one reason, it's just as impossible as me forcing you to travel time with you to go to the past.” Ariana closed the discussion. He knows Evander only scares him by discussing an uncomfortable life in the past.

Evander kissed Ariana's hand, “The fate of the sky opens the passage of time and brings us together, then separates us. If God still wants us to be together, we will definitely be reunited a second time, Ana.”

“Already, Evan! Don't talk about what makes me expect more of God. Well ... although I still pray that God will pity me and prevent you from going back in time,” Ariana said with a smile full of affection.

“So you're really sincere about my departure?”

Ariana nodded. “Yes go, I will live the life that should be in this twentieth century.”

“Like what the philosopher said, I forgot what his name was. He said it is better to love and be happy even though sad because of separation,” said Evander unsure. He scratched his cheek to remember the words he had read and had seeped into his head. He really wanted to convey to his wife as a reinforcement.

Ariana frowned, then giggled amusedly, “Stupid base!”

“Am I wrong when quoting those words?” ask Evander with a funny grin.

“Look the quote, it is better to love and lose than never to love at all, those are the words of Tennyson!” ariana replied, confirming the messy wise words from her husband.

“Ehm, yes I mean like that. The point is I don't regret loving you, My Love!”

“I didn't either! I love you, Evan ... love you so much!”

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