Selina, My Obsession Is You
CHAPTER 4 Mouth Adhesions
Dian then took the poor little baby to her house; Dian stroked the soft forehead of the sleeping baby in her cradle
..."So you kasian, son, do not think, who really could have left you alone in such a dangerous place as before...
Dian who just arrived after walking for about 20 minutes was greeted by the cry of her son from inside the house
..."Just told to go to the supermarket ahead, a long time ago."...
..."Still grateful mom wanted to go buyin, it was a little slow because the mother went also on foot. Lydia, lately also the legs of the mother often feel pain, ng mother..."...
..."What mom? asking money? want to go weighty? Whoa!"...
..."I'm not going to go check again with the doctor, because it costs so much. I just want to buy medicine at the Pharmacy."...
..."Come on. Where's the bandage? again my stomach hurts, don't make me emotional! every time you go home, never once heard the good news, always and always complaints parents, hmph."...
Dian has a daughter named Lydia, who is currently 24 years old.
..."Ma! denger didn't? Where's the pads?" asked Lydia in a cynical tone...
Lydia's position was currently sitting on her back to her mother. Lydia did not know her mother had brought a baby home from the outside, but she soon turned her head
..."Not just a catfish, it turns out Mother is also deaf now? I told you where the pads are, eh?!!!"...
...Seeing her mother carrying a baby, Lydia was wide-eyed. So surprised Lydia immediately stood up from her sitting position, "Jeez.... mom?!!! who's that-that's the kid? mom, whose kid is that? answer me!" ask her...
...Dian smiled sincerely looking at the baby she was carrying "This, mother— I don't know whose child Lydia, mother found her at the park."...
..."Huh uh? What does it mean that you found her at the park?"...
..."Ng..."...
..."This baby's in the park without his parents, is that it?"...
..."Hng."...
..."Answer me!" snapped Lydia...
...Dian nodded "Mn, i-iya yes Lydia."...
..."Gosh... Now quickly bring the baby back to where you found it."...
..."Wh-what?"...
..."Didn't hear? I said bring the baby back to where you found it! now! c'mon fast! don't make me repeat my words again!"...
..."Nah! can't be Lydia! can't do!"...
..."Why Why?"...
..."Son, you should know, I found him when this baby was in danger, he was surrounded by a bunch of wild anj*ng there, so how could you bear to bring him back to such a dangerous place?"...
..."Tsk. keep thinking I care? stupid mada!this baby's parents just threw it away. Let's now give the baby back to where mom found it. Come on!"...
..."Let's see, this little baby is so pretty."...
..."Tsk. I don't care! it doesn't matter at all! listen no? what good is that baby so beautiful? still the baby will end up being a burden again for me."...
..."Ng, Lydia...what really can't we try—"...
..."Can't!"...
..."Just think about it, you've fallen for this little baby, help Lydia."...
..."This mother still has a brain, right? so please use that mother's brain to think clearly.just this once."...
..."Lydia..."...
..."I thought, what will this baby be fed? can you not eat grass? just take it from the front of the house does not need to spend a lot of money."...
..."About that..."...
..."It must be me who bears it, right? buy milk, diapers and other baby supplies..do you think you can buy using leaves that stay plucked from trees? please think well again."...
..."Lydia's mom still wants to take care of her."...
..."You can never spoil your son with treasure, so at least don't burden him."...
..."Lydia, this is a good deed that one day there will definitely be a payoff... Lydia, this baby wants to stay alive and he has a right to live.God brought his mother with him, it means god believes that our family is capable of living it."...
..."Enough's enough! enough already! my head is so dizzy! I have absolutely no pity for my own child. I don't know myself! you're not self-conscious, are you? if you're a burden to me too?"...
..."Lydia, sorry..."...
..."Mom's not an angel, okay? and we are not people who are struggling with property. must be aware of our own circumstances, do not need to hesitate to help everyone."...
..."Lydia, let me take care of her. I promise this won't burden you because of this."...
..."Never mind."...
..."So, you can take care of this baby, right?"...
..."It's up. but nothing will change with mom's monthly money."...
..."Yeah, yeah, it doesn't matter. Thank you, Lydia"...
..."Tsk. apparently still remember having a family?"...
Almost a month Jeffrey didn't come home, somewhere he lived that long, maybe in another woman's place.
..."Jessica, it's amazing how you welcome me. I'm so impressed. Where's Samuel?" ask Jeffrey...
..."Samuel's? is that all you ask after not coming home for almost a month? should I remember you every time you forget, if you have two children? my husband, don't you think you need a doctor to treat your senile? I think you're too early to have the disease."...
..."Jessica, I'm really lazy to argue with you. I'm tired after work, so please don't beat around the bush, tell me where Samuel is now? I see there's no room."...
..."I mean very well, I'm just reminding you that you're the father of two children."...
..."I came home only to meet my son, after that I'll go again. Please tell me where Samuel is?"...
..."Don't know."...
..."You are always at home, how can you not know? if anything happens to him how?"...
..."What will happen to your son at home, huh? he's probably just playing in another room."...
..."Then find him, tell him I'm home."...
..."Jeffrey please be fair!"...
For some reason Jeffrey is being unfair to his two children, Jeffrey seems to be more concerned with children from outside marriage, rather than children who have been born by his own legal wife, Jessica
Since Rey was born into the world, as Jessica remembers, Jeffrey never once involved in taking care of his second child.Even Jeffrey never asked how the development of Rey. what he asked the first time was always about Samuel, Samuel and Samuel. Jessica must always mention Rey's name to remind Jeffrey that she has two children.
When Jessica asks why Jeffrey seems to care more about Samuel than Rey, she will continue to give the same reason; the man will say, that his attitude was simply because he felt compassion for the boy, because Samuel was abandoned by his mother too soon
Maybe at first Jessica can accept the reason, but the longer Jessica the more he made do not understand.The way Jeffrey behaved to distinguish his two children was too striking, Jeffrey so privileged Samuel, so, as if the child was his only child.he really seemed to negate Rey as his second child.it certainly hurt Jessica, her son Rey did not deserve such treatment.
Jeffrey should have loved Rey very much, because Rey was the son she had been waiting for for for many years of marriage.but in fact, since the presence of Samuel in their married life, Samuel has been, apparently everything turned out to be not in line with Jessica's expectations
Jeffrey very rarely went home, he would go home only once a month or only when Samuel wanted him home.every time he never used to improve his relationship with Jessica, they will actually be more tenuous; because every time they meet there is never no bickering or both
..."Tskc. You're telling me to be fair? while you are alone? What have you been doing all this time? don't think I don't know, Jessica."...
..."Hmph. What have I been doing all this time, huh? you know what? all this time I've been patiently treating the child resulting from your affair very, very well.but what's your reply to my son Jeffrey?"...
..."Well, you say? you keep trying to differentiate between the two of them, and you say it's good?"...
..."Whaaat! I never did!"...
..."Just controlling your facial expression you're not a dick! always have! you're expressing your hatred for my son."...
..."Jeffrey, i...."...
..."Jessica, should I repeatedly explain this to you? please, I got tired of saying it. When are you going to understand what I mean? I treat Samuel a little better because he's different from Rey, you're still here, you can pour more love on your son, whereas Samuel? he can't even get that from you, if only you could sincerely accept it, treat it better and take it as your own child, maybe I'll be more fair to both."...
..."Treat Samuel a little better? for that reason does that make sense? try to remember, all this time have you ever shown your affection for Rey?"...
..."I bought him many gifts similar to what I gave Samuel."...
..."That only?"...
..."Because of my busy life, I have never helped you take care of her. But after all, it is indeed your duty as a mother."...
..."When was the last time you said hello to Rey?"...
..."I've never run into that kid..."...
..."And you never looked for it."...
..."Look, Jessica, I went to find Samuel myself."...
..."Rey's in her room, she's studying."...
..."Oh. yep."...
..."Meet him, and ask him. tsk. lest your son forget that he still has Papa."...
..."Jessica!"...
..."What's?! just a suggestion..if you don't want to, yes it's okay. I'm sure Rey is also used to getting treatment like this."...
..."Jessica didn't I ever say? if you can't stand it, we better get divorced. rest yourself. It seems you're really too tired, stop being a very naive and fake Jessica. always pretending to accept everything, when your own heart is very resistant.The spaciousness of the chest that you always show me is fake. Your attitude, everything is fake!"...
..."You've always been like this, never appreciating what I've struggled with!"...
..."You starting to panic, Jessica?"...
..."What?!"...
..."No need to panic, Jess... Take it easy, I won't divorce you anytime soon."...
..."Jeffrey I can't believe you're going to divorce me?"...
..."Haih, actually, I'll just wait until you give up on our marriage, I look forward to the times when I see you with your little courage come to me to file for divorce."...
...Then Jeffrey added "Tsk. although, to be honest I myself am not sure. is it possible, a woman like you? Pffts. Jessica, I'm sure you don't even dare to imagine a hard life without me out there? because you realize your position now has nothing. And remember, you're no longer part of the Hills family. You've been kicked out of your own father."...
Their quarrels are almost always witnessed by Rey; Rey always secretly hides behind the wall, witnesses herself and has heard all the quarrels of her parents, although Rey is still four years old, the child seemed to have understood the situation
