Selina, My Obsession Is You
CHAPTER 22 Refusing the Truth
..."Pfft, look at you... It's like a crazy woman chasing a man!"...
..."Brother!"...
..."Hmh! If I were him, I would also want to escape as far as possible."...
Allisya arrived home just at midnight; the girl had only walked half a step into the room of her house, but again she had to hear the talk of the non-wearing, Allisya gets a mouth-watering sneer from her older brother Haiden
Haiden seemed very upset to find Allisya who returned home late at night, not because she was worried about her sister, but because Allisya had made her mother Shailene very worried about her, to the extent that he did not sleep on time to make his health decline
Instead of feeling guilty, Allisya just looks ordinary, she is reluctant to respond to the insinuations of her brother. Allisya had gotten used to Haiden's cold demeanor lately. Allisya concludes Haiden is a jealous man, and thinks he is very childish. Haiden was definitely jealous of her for getting more attention from Shailene
Even so Allisya still addressed a respectful attitude to his older brother.even though his heart was hurt by his sharp words, as usual Allisya still tried to be kind to him, and addressed his arrogance calmly, as well, even though the attitude he was referring to seemed very fake.
..."Huff~ brother! Brother why haven't you slept?"...
...Haiden looked cynically at Allisya "Someone was the cause."...
Allisya gritting her teeth dampened her deep anger, that kind of answer? Allisya who was willing to ask well got such a cynical answer of course she would be offended. but Allisya still looked at Haiden as her brother, otherwise. maybe the girl had ripped her brother's mouth apart, the mouth of a Carolina Reaper
...Allisya laughed lightly "Hihi, Big Brother is worried about me?"...
..."No tuh!"...
..."Why is it so prestige for you to say so? I know my sister must be worried about me. Brother did I make a mistake with you? Why have you been so bad to me lately?"...
..."Whoa!"...
Shailene is seen coming down the stairs; having her daughter back home late at night, Shailene is like Haiden she looks very upset and disappointed.
..."Allisya! You know go home too!"...
..."Mama!!!"...
..."Now it's quiet, right Mah? because this one mama's favorite child finally remembers coming home too and see her coming home in good condition." Haiden said...
..."Haiden, go to your room and go to bed! There's something you need to talk to Allisya about, you need to talk to her four eyes."...
..."Just talk about tomorrow! better Mama now rest. Remember the doctor's message, Mama should start to improve the mama's sleep patterns are messy. And mama promised me, that this kid's coming home Mama's going to take a break."...
..."Haiden, No! don't set up mama! go to your room and sleep."...
...Haiden nodded forcedly "Yes yes! All righty! it's up to Mama." inevitably she complies with her mother's wishes...
...Allisya looks pretty nervous "Well, Mama why haven't you slept?"...
..."Huft."...
..."Mhh that... What did you say was right! we better talk about it tomorrow, Ma?"...
..."Which parents can sleep peacefully at home when they know their daughter is still out there."...
..."Tha-that... Ak-i.. I'm sorry..."...
..."Allisya! Come on, we need to talk! Now!"...
..."Ta-but Mah?"...
..."Nothing but the fireplace of Allisya! Now come with Mamah!"...
..."Huff yeah."...
Shailene invited Allisya to the family room, they were only there. Ten minutes had passed, and none of them opened their mouths to start the conversation. Shailene was silent and so was Allisya.
Allisya was frozen frozen in anxiety after a while he observed his mother's expression, Allisya could only put two hands that were shaking on her skirt and bowed feeling wrong.this time he would definitely get angry.
...Shailene cleared her throat to break the silence that lay between the two of them "So? How long will you keep quiet like that?...
..."Ng?"...
..."Don't you want to try to explain anything, Allisya?"...
..."Ng's? i'm..."...
..."Use your correct mouth to speak, Allisya! Mom was waiting for an explanation from you!" shailene asked, sounding striking...
Allisya only spoke a thousand languages, this time he could not speak. Allisya admitted that he had made a mistake for the first time Allisya did not open his voice to defend himself
Allisya had left the house since this morning, and she had not let a single person of the house know of her disappearance. Allisya to turn off his phone because he did not want to be disturbed, and even told the driver to lie to his will.
Allisya wants to live free without being regulated, without being watched and without being dictated by her mother. Shailene often forbids Allisya from leaving the house and often restricts her activities.
Not getting a response, Shailene finally could only sigh. Shailene is then seen opening one of her palms
..."Huff~ Alright Allisya! it seems you can't give any clarity? Well, then, Mama better not make things difficult for you anymore" Shailene said...
..."Huff~"...
..."Mama's gonna go straight to your mom's destination!"...
..."Huh!!!"...
..."Whereabouts? Where's the card Stefan lent you? give it to Mama." she asked suddenly...
Allisya who had lowered her head looked up and then looked at her mother confused and a little suspicious
..."Wh-what!!!"...
..."Give it to mama?!"...
..."Ka-card?"...
..."Ms."...
..."Haha Mama, but who did you ask for what card?"...
..."Of course the credit card Stefan lent you, quick! give it to mom! Allisya hurry!"...
..."U-what did Mama ask for?"...
..."Allisya! where's card!"...
..."Answer my question, Ma?"...
..."Just give the card to Mama! Now! don't keep upsetting Mama! give me the card! Hurry Allisya!" said Shailene, full of pressure in every word...
...Allisya looked parched and shook her head refusing to give it a "No! I already know what Mama means! I'm not gonna give it to you! Mah, please don't be like this. I was wrong and I'm sorry."...
Shailene sighed, this time she should not feel pity, she should be a little firm on her daughter.
..."Should mama take it out of your bag, Allisya?"...
..."Nah! I won't let it!"...
..."Allisya, stop arguing with Mama! give the card to mama!"...
..."Ta-but..."...
..."Allisya!"...
Allisya shook her head, but inevitably she had to give it to him. Allisya took the card out of her bag and gave it to Shailene
..."Good one!"...
Shailene quickly snatched Stefan's black card from his son's hand, Shailene was seen casually playing the card in his hand.
..."Why did you take the card Stefan gave me? Mom and dad are the same."...
..."You actually know not? the real reason why Stefan lent you this?" ask Shailene...
Shailene does not expect any answer from Allisya, the girl always has a good prejudic.let Shailene try to give her a clear picture of why Stefan to give her a card
..."Mama's guess seems right, you must think Stefan gave you this because he thinks of you as his future wife, right?"...
..."Mn. sure."...
...Shailene shook her head "The real reason, of course not because of that, not because of that, Allisya! Do you want to know the real reason?"...
..."Ng?"...
..."If you want to know Stefan gave you this card, because what? well Mama will tell you now.You listen to Mama carefully, Stefan gave you this card, it's all because of your papa."...
..."Can't be!"...
..."Because your father used to insinuate her."...
..."Huh!!! Wh-what do you mean Mama? Stefan obviously gave me the card because he really understood my needs."...
..."Your father always insinuates Stefan at every opportunity, he looks down on him. He views Stefan as a parasitic man who can only use you."...
..."Wh-what!!! that's not true!!! that's not true at all, Ma!!! Stefan never used me, why did you do it?"...
..."Allisya, don't you think we're all stupid, to not know all your actions.You used your papa's big name to attract outside investors to want to invest in Stefan's company, right? why do you have to do it? huh huh? Allisya, don't you feel that you're meddling too much in his affairs?"...
..."I just want to help her."...
..."But I don't think Stefan needs your help, and now you know the real reason? the reason why he gave you this card, it doesn't mean he accepted you."...
..."Can't be!"...
..."He just felt uncomfortable because he kept getting insinuations from your father and now you should start to know yourself, Allisya. This card is not yours, return this to him."...
..."No, Mah!"...
..."But Stefan gave it to me, Ma."...
..."Please listen to Mama, don't use the card anymore huh? after all, you should be satisfied now! because almost every day, mama sees a lot of new stuff in your room.want until when are you like this Allisya?"...
..."I-i'm... "...
..."You've used Stefan's money too often, don't you feel ashamed? Allisya!!! if you can be honest, Mama as your mother feels so ashamed of her... Right now you are nobody in her life, you must realize that, son? stop acting like you're his wife, who's already entitled to all his money!"...
..."The problem is you're too wasteful, Allisya! you should start trying to appreciate the money! can't it? organize your expenses, buy whatever you need, not what you just want."...
Shailene was seen lightly massaging her head, Shailene seemed confused to face her own child, who did not want to understand.Some times Shailene was seen sighing trying to dampen her emotions
..."Please, please plug your ears and listen to Mama carefully, Allisya. Mama and Aunt Jessica have agreed to betroth you, but if it turns out you can't love each other, we also agree not to impose our will."...
Allisya shook her head, tears were already unstoppable wetting her entire cheeks.she did not want to accept the fact that Stefan really could not try to love her, she said, Allisya has loved and admired him since childhood even though Stefan's nature has always been cold towards him.
..."Allisya, please understand.You know for yourself that Stefan strongly rejected the match. So, please give Aunt Jessica time to re-discuss her about your matchmaking with her son."...
..."Aunt Jessica has been very kind to you, she wants to help you to get closer to her child.but unfortunately you are not even impatient, and instead act rashly alone."...
..."When everything has not been discussed and has not been determined, you have been excited yourself to prepare everything.the building, the ring, the dress.Oh my god! mama did not think! mama really doesn't think of you! my mother does not understand your way of mind. What exactly is your brain, huh? what's Allisya? tell my mom to understand you a little!"...
..."And again you know for yourself your condition, wandering around tiring yourself, what the hell is on your mind?"...
..."Have you ever had a little, just a little? you think about how your mom feels, huh? who worries at home because they keep worrying about you?"...
..."Allisya, mama will definitely try to realize your wishes.mamah has promised you.but everything is not as easy as turning your palm, son. then please, understand, everything takes time."...
..."Need time? okay, need time until when? until I'm dead? that so?" ask Allisya...
..."What are you talking Allisya!"...
..."Mah, you know from childhood I've really liked Stefan? and without me realizing that feeling just keeps growing as time goes on, along with me growing up. I currently love Stefan very much. I want the rest of my life I can spend with him, with the man I love. Mama please manifest one of my greatest passions, only one. mah, I do not know...is, can I survive any longer? with all the pain and suffering I endure because of my illness? I myself am not even sure if I will be able to endure it any longer? Mama should know I suffer so much. I suffer so much mah! really suffered a lot! very suffering!"...
..."Heye? Allisya, don't talk like that son, mama doesn't like to hear it! you will definitely, believe in mama, mama is sure you can fight against your illness.you are a strong girl, you must be optimistic son! mama will think of various ways, whatever it is. whatever it is to heal you, so help us fight together, Ok? Allisya, you will definitely recover.the key you must be sure."...
..."Mah, don't give me too much hope.so soon I will definitely undergo chemotherapy.which will make me look ugly, because surely my hair will slowly fall out. I just want to get engaged and marry her while I still look beautiful, that's why I'm a little rushed."...
..."Allisya why can't you try to understand, son? that feeling cannot be forced"...
..."As long as you know, I don't care anymore about it. I don't even care! I don't care how she feels about me! i love her! I love her so much! and so, we have to be together!"...
..."Allisya, mama can understand your wish, but how can it be like that, son? you can't force your own will, it's your name is selfish."...
..."If I had to wait until he loved me, how long would I have to wait? when do you want to be? does mama know? I've done a lot for him, a lot of things.but Stefan never interested me. What should I do again? I'm tired of chasing him. If he can't love me, it's okay, it doesn't matter to me. with me being so big loving him it's enough."...
..."Mah, mama kept telling me to understand.but, did mama herself ever just once? just once trying to understand my position?"...
..."I feel like my life expectancy is small, and I'm sure you know that. Even papa is my only hope, not donating his spinal cord to me? do I still have hope for life? there's only the worst possible, right? mah I'm afraid, I'm so scared. I'm like time-hunting, I have no choice. I just want my life to be happy before death to pick me up. am I wrong?"...
Selina is now alone standing in the balcony of the apartment; but she is standing not far from the door, looking across her arms enjoying the accompaniment of the rushing rain
Without a sound, Stefan suddenly approached her wearing a thick blanket, Selina who was surprised then turned her head back.
..."Uh?"...
..."It's so cold out here, what are you doing? come inside, didn't I tell you to get some rest?"...
..."Yeah yeah, I'll be in in a minute."...
..."Hmph! By the way, you're done contacting your grandmother? how's it?"...
..."Umm, i-it... "...
..."What's?"...
..."Thank you, huh?"...
..."Huh uh?"...
..."Thank you for bringing me a blanket, and thank you for lending me the phone."...
...Stefan smiled "Sama-sama."...
..."I've contacted him, and he sounds really relieved after knowing I'm fine here."...
..."Thankfully~"...
..."Why haven't you slept, sir?"...
..."Shhh, can I sleep well before I make sure you sleep too?"...
..."You can sleep first."...
..."I'm worried about your condition."...
..."You worried about me? wh why? thanks to you I'm fine now, thank you."...
..."Don't know."...
..."Huh uh?"...
Stefan then hugged her from behind, Selina who was surprised immediately turned back to push her away
..."Hey!!! W-what are you doing?"...
...Stefan smiled "Hugging you." she replied casually...
..."Nah! Unhand me! Why are you suddenly hugging me?"...
..."Let me hold you for a second."...
..."What are you doing?"...
..."It's okay, I just want to hug you."...
..."Can't!"...
Selina retreated away to put some distance between the two of them, to the point that the girl was already willing to touch the boundary of the balcony.
...Stefan stretched out his hand "Hey, Selina? what kind of man am I in your eyes? why are you so wary and afraid of me? I'm not gonna eat you. Come here. don't be there, or you'll be hit by rain."...
..."Hmph! don't want to!"...
Selina refused to reach out her hand, and instead turned her face, after all who told Stefan to be there and suddenly hugged her, making her afraid.
...When Selina let her guard down Stefan pulled her hand at once "Ah!"...
Selina was very surprised by Stefan's impulsive actions. Again he carelessly acted. Their position is now very close, for some time they looked at each other.
..."You!!!"...
Seen a deep longing emanated from the look of Stefan's eyes, while Selina who looked at his eyes looked confused.
..."Hey, uh?"...
Somehow Selina felt this atmosphere made her heart peaceful, Stefan was like the figure of the man she always longed for.His firm grasp of her hand was like giving her strength and protection. Selina felt familiar with this man.
The deeper they felt each other's heart, making Stefan's own instinct move to kiss him. Selina who was carried away by the atmosphere was silent, but when their lips would touch Selina who then realized suddenly closed Stefan's mouth with her hands.
..."Hey!!! what do you want!!!"...
..."Silly Girl!"...
..."What do you want to do to you?"...
..."Huff~"...
Feeling awkward because of her impulsive attitude, Selina then wanted to go back into the apartment, but unfortunately Stefan quickly blocked the entrance with his body
..."Nope! Stay here any minute, accompany me."...
...Selina frowned "Huh?"...
..."You still want to be here, right?"...
..."Nah! Move aside! Why are you blocking the door? I'm going in, I'm going to take a break."...
...Stefan smiled mischievously "All right. Miss Selina... Please enter?"...
...Selina smiled kindly "Huff I'm sorry, but you're blocking the entrance, sir. Stephen!!! So how do I get in?"...
..."I'll step aside, but on condition."...
..."What!!! a condition? Shh use the terms of everything?"...
..."Ms."...
..."All right, well, is that a condition, Mr. Stefan?"...
...Stefan touched his lips, "Kiss me!"...
Selina smiled, and began to approach him.not to fulfill his wish, launching to kick Stefan's daughter. Selina already suspected this man was very perverted and she should be able to protect herself.
..."Come here and kiss me."...
..."YOU PERVERTED BRAIN!!!! CRAZY PERVERTED MAN!!!"...
..."ARGHHHH!!! SHIIIIT!!! it hurts so much!!! how can I finally like a woman who behaves violently like you."...
...Selina who initially did not turn her head after doing so, turned her head after hearing Stefan's statement "What!!! what did you say just now?"...
