Seeing you from a distance

closeness that begins to have distance

a silent night, followed by a drizzle.

****vino***** "after a long time of closeness, and I think you're getting closer, but why I'm feeling this closeness is starting to have distance.I don't know exactly what is ****lia***want, I'm more confused as to what I feel the same as****.at every moment I think of strange things why there is only pain.what this is called love, love,but at least I've never felt what love is.but ga like this also hurt.why do you create a heart if to feel pain, why do you create a feeling if only to be disappointed.why god..after the effort and proof that I love him why there is only a sense of disappointment, pain and fear of loss.if I do not deserve to be with him.if it is not appropriate why you found the two of us, you find us,after the meeting I felt so different as if the earth stopped spinning, I was so amazed to see and know your creation on this one that I was too selfish to have it, he said,do I overdo it to get it.I rada not.karna every human being has the right to choose and determine his future.for whom he settled and for whom his love will be in love.but why do you give a feeling too deep like this is to me, please,honestly, if I could complain, I'm very tired and I'm very desperate to solve the problem, but do I have the right to complain while I beleum know exactly what is going on before I knew what was really going on and what was going to happen I didn't want to complain and despair at the moment, but did he give me a chance to stay,and whether he gave me a reason I kept fighting for him.

god where is this justice of the heart.why does it feel like I never get justice for this.why.why am I wrong for this gal ...