Seeing you from a distance

certitude

in the midst of the crowd and the hot sun shining, but for the vino as if hilanag crowds as in the swallow of the earth and bright matahri turned into a dense black cloud.as if life would stop, it would stop,gaerah lived life as if going somewhere.

Vino, god what should I do, why does everything go as if it doesn't work out, do I not deserve the happiness I've always hoped for, do I not deserve it,if it is not appropriate why you should find, what is the purpose and purpose of this all .honestly I do not understand your destiny.everything is like a black cloud that is scary, all,like a storm so terrible will come soon, but behind it all I am not sure there is a rainbow, the color of who will dare to guarantee there will be a rainbow after the storm passes..there are only the remnants of a very messy storm, whether I am not worthy to knit the wishful thinking that I may not have been able to reach, he said,or my thoughts are too excessive.if it is too excessive why you let it go so far, you should from the beginning give a hint that my thoughts are not worth me to reach, or my thoughts will not be achieved..why do you create a heart just to feel pain, why do you create the feeling that you finally have to be disappointed.maybe it is a silly question I ask, but that's what I have in mind,

I couldn't bear to see the person I dreamed so much of constantly feeling a heart that was as frozen as it was, 'cause I'm sure he was so entitled to be happy.he was too beautiful to be hurt, too,she was so innocent to wait for the girl who most likely would not have materialized, I did not blame her past, I was just so excited to see her happy,so I started to realize every time I remembered and I found out about her past,my heart is like in a shred of shreds.and my feelings seem to fall apart and my brain is not too functioning normally.don't you torture him for a male figure who is too wry to get on.who is too witty to start a good start they are too worried for the future of both of them..does it prove less that the man is not the best for him.but why he did not you realize from his nightmare god.even why you tortured me with feelings that are too hopeful to him.please wake him from his dream and tell him that I always hope for him even though I know that it is something very boring.something very scary .