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Regretting

Eki Mandala, a loser who just wants to enjoy the body of a woman without wanting to take responsibility for what she has done. Just marry Jessi religiously without taking full responsibility, on the grounds of parental blessing.

Not only did Jessi suffer, there was a child who did not know anything had to bear the sins of her parents. Ignored in the womb until he is big. Never the slightest affection given by an Eki Mandala to Jingga Andhira.

After Aska delivered Orange to the boarding house, the orange pensive in the room alone. The father's face still turned around his head. The fine lines that had already been seen on his handsome face. The face that hasn't changed since.

"Andhira," he murmured with a faint smile.

Orange Heart really hurt when he heard his father say the name. There was no happiness at all that he felt. On the contrary, his wounds that had healed had to be forcefully torn and caused tremendous pain.

"Nearly twenty-six years I have no father, and now comes a man who claims to be my father. Why did you come when I was happy with solitude?" he nodded with a very trembling voice.

Orange looked down inside him sobbing. A child who has been neglected is also abandoned. Even until it is not recognized. Isn't that painful?

Heartache is definitely Orange feel. Forgetting his father's actions is impossible. Too many wounds are cut. Too deep is the wound in the heart of Orange, so that Orange does not know what it feels like to have a father like? He had also forgotten what sincere happiness was like.

"Dad .. I want to serve you. However, I have also hurt you" he murmured again.

"The door of my heart has been shut for the man who has hurt my mother. If you (dad) want to take responsibility maybe you're still alive."

The tears drenched the face of the orange again. This is proof of how much sadness Eki gave him.

Orange hands have grabbed the photo on the bedside nightstand. A beautiful woman who looked very much like him smiled.

"Bun, I'm sorry .. let me be an ungodly child. I don't want to get hurt anymore" he said with tears in his eyes.

"He's been happy with his life and so am I" he added.

The orange chooses to shut down and forget all the painful memories. Let it just be a nightmare. Waking up with a new day and a new dream.

In the not-so-hot afternoon, a man was already sitting sweetly in the restaurant. He is struggling with his own mind.

"I'm sorry, you're wrong."

That sentence was spoken by a beautiful young woman and was none other than her first daughter. The heart of which parent does not hurt grunts the sentence. Let alone being said by his own daughter, like being stabbed by a long dagger, pain was unbearable.

His behavior and attitude in the past. When the lawful word is spoken by the witness, he must be responsible for the woman he marries. Although, marriage in series, still the marriage is legal in the eyes of religion.

Only at the beginning of her marriage did she behave sweetly towards Jessi, the woman she married. However, when Jessi was unable to provide pleasure in bed, she chose to leave slowly.

"I'm sorry, Jess," she said.

Only regret was lodged in his heart now. The child Jessi conceived she ignored and never got a confession. Do not be carried, not seen. He realized that his daughter was very similar to the late Jessi, his wife. A woman who was very kind to him.

"I want to atone for my sins, Jess," he said softly.

He just looked down inside at a very private restaurant. He was waiting for someone there.

"Still your life!"

Someone's voice made Eki stop her sadness. He turned his head and saw a man wearing a dark shirt approaching Eki's desk.

"Why you?" asked Arya who had drawn the chair for her to sit on. "Tumben really want to meet the cave," he said.

"The cave boy" said Eki with a trembling voice.

"Why is Melati the same?" Eki. Instantly Arya's forehead shriveled.

"Andhira."

Arya laughed at Eki's words. He shook his head as well. He did not believe what he heard.

"Since when have you had a child named Andhira?" aryan taec.

"Your son is just one, ONE!" press Arya. "Have you forgotten what you said?" sergeant again.

"The old fool, yes. Stupid," regretted Eki.

"Newly aware it turns out," Arya murmured.

Maslahah Eki Arya knew from before Arya married. He deeply regrets Eki's highly barbaric deeds. Just want his face to be, when given the burden he just let go.

"Jessi is a good man. Jessi always supported you, but what do you do with Jessi?" aryan Hardik. Little or knowing about Jessi. Women are independent and also kind.

Eki just mute with his head bowed. Arya spoke very fiery. He's his best friend, surely he also knows how the love story of Eki and Jessi in the past.

"When the cave got an invitation letter from you, the cave was very happy, but the cave read what its name was, there the cave was very disappointed. Completely disappointed," said Arya with eyes full of hatred.

Arya and Eki are close friends. Anything Eki will tell Arya. However, after Eki is married to the woman of her mother's choice Arya begins to close communication with Eki. He was very disappointed with Eki's attitude. It is better that he departs from his friend than the eejerjmus on the untrue.

"Lu know, the cave never met Jessi right on your wedding day. One thing Jessi said at the time. It's okay, the cave's sincere, yeah."

As Eki froze, she stared at Arya's face expressionlessly. However, Eki's eyes were already glazed over.

"Where's your heart, Ki? The cave so only with him just pity Jessi," growled Arya.

If, given the incident, Arya must have issued her swearing for Eki. Jessi is a precious jewel, but instead Eki just throw away like a used item that has been unused.

"Hahaha, want Nebus sin," said Arya

"The cave is not sure your son can forgive all your mistakes," said Arya. "Otherwise this is a quarter of a century he's lived without a father. Is it that easy?" continued again.

Arya wasn't scaring. He just thinks realistically. Where there is a child who will easily forgive all the mistakes of a stupid father like Eki. Being hurt by her own father, that's what Jessi's son suffered.

"When your second child was born, your crazy baby gnawed gave birth. Don't you remember Jessi when you gave birth to your first child? What class is your heart?" cercan.

Eki who looked down now looked towards Arya with an indecipherable look in her eyes. Arya's question is able to take Eki into the past.

"Mas, it hurts Mas, my stomach." Eki's legitimate wife's moaning when taken to the hospital because it had contracted since at home.

Eki just fell silent, he was struggling with his own thoughts. Sweat flowing profusely on his wife's face made Eki's heart immediately sick and sore.

"Are you like this too, Jess? When we gave birth to our child?"

He is with his legal wife, Eki's brain thinks of Jessi. When he arrived at the hospital, Eki was just waiting for his wife outside. He tries to contact the house person asking about Jessi's condition as well as her son who lives in a stuffy warehouse

"Mrs Jessi is breastfeeding her child, sir."

The answer that makes Eki a little calm, even though Jessi is sad because many times her child has seizures. However, Jessi asks the worker there not to tell Eki. He doesn't want Eki getting agitated. Let him take care of his wife properly. He's enough to waste.

When Melati was born into the world, Eki's cries broke. Not the happy cries she let out, but the deep regrets she felt. Eki actually saw firsthand how his wife struggled to give birth to Melati. He remembered Jessi, Jessi must have felt the same pain. Moreover, there was no Eko beside him as he struggled between life and death.

Back to the present. Eki who was still staring at Arya could only say, "the cave is very sorry." An annoyed hiss came out from Arya's mouth.

"It's no use now you're sorry. Jessi is not there, and her child .. maybe she is happy without your dongo kayak father," said Arya.

"Sometimes the cave doesn't end up thinking the same way of your mind. You know Jessi doesn't get along with her family, but you don't even want your own son Nerima when Jessi's gone. Where's your brain, Eki?" furious Aryan.

"It's not good for you in high school, if your morals are so dilapidated," he continued.

Only Arya is capable of cursing Eki. His mouth will not say sweet to the person he thinks is wrong. For example, Rion, the word pearl piercing the chest he always catapulted to his friend bloon.

"Gua wants to hug the cave boy, yeah. The cave wants to apologize," said Eki.

"Hugs?" Arya smiled mockingly.

"Now you want to hug your son. Long ago, when your son wanted to be hugged sa lu ... Where the hell are you? Still not human, is it?" sergeant Arya with emotions that continue to explode.

"Remember, Ki. Thin whatever the wound scratches that you accidentally or intentionally love your child, it will continue to wear. Moreover, if you emang scratches a very deep wound. It can never be lost. You should know that."

Arya came here just to curse and lecture Eki. For decades he harbored this resentment and annoyance to Eki alone. Just this time they were able to meet both of them and a good chance for Arya to scold him.

"Good with regrets. It's all because of a mistake you made, right."

"Junk that you think is worthless, if picked up by the right person will make an expensive and rare item," he said.

Eki continued to struggle with his own thoughts. Suddenly quiet, Arya even relaxes while contacting his wife via video call.

Seeing Arya's romance with the wife makes Eki a little envious. God has given us karma. Melati's mother has gone crazy because of the baby blues she experienced when giving birth to Melati. Now, he's a resident of a mental hospital. It also affects psychic Melati.

The sweet and spoiled speech that Arya's wife said made Eki's heart sliced. He remembered Jessi's words when they were on the phone. Very gentle and attentive, different when Eki is married again. Just the snaps Jessi received from an Eki.

Eki pulled out a locket called J. Andhiros. Name of his first daughter.

"I'm sorry, Son. Allow me to hug your body. Redeem father's guilt to you."

"Dad!"

Someone's call made both Eki and Arya turn their heads. A beautiful woman who had smiled and walked towards Eki. No hesitation kissing Eki cheek in front of Arya.

"Known, it's Om Arya. Dad's friend," Eki told Melati.

"Hi, Om," said Melati.

Arya just smiled and nodded her head slowly. Melati is not like his son or his other best friend's child. He greeted Arya without kissing her hand. His crew is very, very lacking. That's how Aryan is.

"Dad, we're looking for clothes for tonight huh," Melati asked the father.

"Mel, you want to look beautiful in front of your best friend."

Arya's forehead shriveled when she heard what Melati said.

"Eki's best friend? Who?"

"Oh yes, tomorrow night the same cave Melati wants to go to Andra's house."

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