
Twenty-five years ago ...
A man in a white coat faced his mother who was watching television. Suddenly he sat down in front of his mother and surprised her.
"Why are you Eki?" ask Miss Retno.
Eki Mandala is a doctor who works in one of the famous hospitals. He who has the nickname of a weathered bachelor with his two best friends turned out to already have a lover. However, their relationship is done backstreet. It is the cast that makes all this happen. Especially his mother who is a family and respected.
Jesslyn is a very simple and independent woman. It is he who is able to captivate Eki until their relationship is getting closer and closer. Unknowingly, they have done something that is forbidden by religion. Already know forbidden, but still they do because that is called the enjoyment of the world.
One morning, Jesslyn calls Eki and tells Eki to come to her small contract. After Eki arrives, Jesslyn shows a testpack that has a line of two. Eki's body stiffened, as well as Jesslyn who had held back her tears.
"We can't get married" Eki said.
Jesslyn's heart was like a very long dagger hearing Eki's words. I want him to cry hard. His heart was broken instantly. Jesslyn thought, Eki will fight for her. In fact, he was just a loser.
"Then ... What do you want?" ask Jesslyn. "Can I throw it away?" continued again.
Jesslyn's question was able to make Eki widen her eyes. He stared at Jesslyn. He really doesn't like to hear Jesslyn say.
"Don't talk too much!" sentak Eki's.
"You said yourself that you don't want to marry me. I'd better throw it out" Jesslyn threatened.
Jesslyn would not act like that animal. He was just bluffing Eki.
"Well, I'll talk to my mom." Eki also gave up.
After returning home from work, Eki prostrated herself before her mother with tears in her eyes.
"Mom, I've impregnated my girlfriend." Bu Retno's body stiffened instantly. He stared intently at Eki.
"I'm sorry, Mom." Eki had already grasped the hand of Bu Retno very tightly.
"Mother doesn't want to have a daughter-in-law who doesn't know her origin. You'd better throw away the child in the womb!" Miss Retno is cruel. He soon passed away leaving Eki.
"I will not abort my child" muttered Eki. He also left his mother.
The next morning, Eki comes back to Jesslyn's contract.
"Mom disagrees. Mother told me to abort this innocent baby" Eki said. Jesslyn had guessed that.
"Yes, just throw it away" Jesslyn said in a flat tone.
"No!" answer Eki very firmly.
"I'll be responsible for the boy. Let's just marry siri first" said Eki.
Eki's speech is perfectly realized. After her marriage, Eki never returned to Jesslyn's contract. A week could count the fingers he visited his wife. Even taking his wife to his house he could not. His mother would definitely forbid.
Nine months Jesslyn was pregnant. Money is always routine, but the inner living has never been fulfilled for more than seven months. Jesslyn was still patient, until the birth of a very beautiful daughter at dusk. Even gave birth to Jesslyn alone, no one accompanied.
Beautiful little baby with very beautiful eyeballs, the tiny baby is not fussy as if to understand his mother. However, his father had not seen him because he was on duty outside the City. Jesslyn gave birth a week ago, but Eki never came. Jesslyn has given up. He wants to be separated soon. One short message he sent to Eki.
"Mas, after the end of my puerperium, please divorce me."
There were no tears dripping from his eyes. Jesslyn smiled at the tiny baby. The decision was very unanimous. He did not want to torture his own mind.
"You are a soothing twilight for Mother. Your Mother's happiness. Mother and you will definitely become strong."
Two weeks later, Eki came to Jesslyn's contract. He looked at his beautiful daughter. When her hands want to hold that beautiful baby. Jesslyn keeps her daughter out of Eki's hands.
"Never bring my daughter!" A warning with emphasis.
The veins of anger were present on Eki's face. Moreover, Jessly was already holding her daughter very tightly.
"That's my son Jess too!" sentak Eki's.
"Yes, this is your son! The child you just put in my womb. The child you've neglected" press Jesslyn.
Eki flinched at the words from Jesslyn. His wife's flicked hand gave two photos to Eki. A very grand wedding event and attended by many invited guests.
"Better ... This boy did not know his father from birth, than when he grew up he had to be hurt."
Eki's not out of town. She was celebrating a reception party with her mother's choice of woman. She came to Jesslyn's house after she went home on her honeymoon. There's a guy spying on Eki it turns out.
"Jess .. I was forced. I don't want to be disobedient" explained Eki.
"I understand, I understand. You are a man who does not fight. Or are you planning to throw me out?" Eki was stunned to hear Jesslyn's words.
"Before you made me, you better cut me off now, our divorce isn't hard. Enough you said our talaqs are separated because we're married just under the hand."
"No! I will not divorce you. I'll take you to my house and we live together with my wife" Eki said easily.
"I would rather live with a young wife than suffer with a young wife" Jesslyn said.
Eki remains stubborn. He still forced Jesslyn to stay at his house. A magnificent house with all-white shades. Jesslyn is very forced to follow Eki's will because the man says that he will eliminate her little baby if Jesslyn refuses.
Jesslyn instead of getting a decent place to live, she is instead kept in a warehouse by Eki's wife, under the pretext that she is nauseous to see Jesslyn's face because Eki's wife is pregnant.
"Every time I see her I get nauseous and my stomach feels stirred. Get him out or tell him to stay outside" asked Eki's wife.
From there Eki tells Jesslyn to stay in the barn because she doesn't want Jesslyn and her daughter out of the house. A stuffy and dirty place that Jesslyn must also live in. Eki really has no heart, he really is a guy kejja Baby who is funny he put in the shed without a hole in the slightest.
Jesslyn tried to keep smiling in front of the baby. "Patience, Son. Mother will take you far away from here. We'll be happy even if it's just the two."
It was Jesslyn's heart at the time. However, with all her might she should be able to be strong in front of her daughter. A cute and adorable princess. Since then, there has been no love for Eki. The whole love Jesslyn had she lavished on her daughter.
Three months into the mansion, Jesslyn was really just inside the warehouse. The food was restricted and the side dishes were as they were. There was no way Eki would give a little money to his wife. Jesslyn was grateful. While she was a momong child she also wrote a starfly on an online writing platform. Really not Jesslyn guessed, the writing is liked by many readers and wants to be contracted by several parties. Little by little the coffers went into his account.
"You are a field of sustenance for Mother" he said, kissing the tiny baby.
Jesslyn is needed as an animal by Eki's wife. Defects and food have become everyday food for him. Until one day, there was something that made Jesslyn really hurt.
"I don't want to go home with that woman. I'm also not taking care of an illegitimate child!"
Jesslyn overhears Eki's wife telling Eki. Finally, Jesslyn decided to leave the house. He was still able to contract a small house for her as well as her son.
"Son, no baby is born illegitimate to this earth. All babies are holy. Forgive Mother, Son. It's the wrong one in this matter."
Before leaving, Jesslyn took out a piece of paper and her hands danced with the pen she was holding. Only one tear came out of his eye.
"It's time we were happy, son."
At night, Jesslyn left with only her daughter. He only carries the clothes he wears on his body. And so did his daughter. During his time in the warehouse, his daughter only wore clothes that were dry washing. When hit by vomit, Jesslyn simply wrapped her daughter in a blanket.
His steps came to a halt when he saw that Eki's mother was already staring at him sharply. She grabbed Jesslyn's hair very roughly and banged Jesslyn's body against the wall until she complained. He was holding his daughter.
"Little woman!" his screeches.
Jesslyn would never have chimed in on her mother-in-law's words. He remained silent despite his heart and physical pain.
"Now you get out of here! You and your son are a disgrace to my family!" get rid of Bu Retno.
Jesslyn just smiled, she still endured her pain. "Thank you Mom for the expulsion. Without Mom to kick me out I'll go" he said.
"Good!" answer Miss Retno.
"Can I ask you something?" ask Jesslyn. Bu Retno's gaze was very sharp, but Jesslyn was not afraid at all. "This is my last request, ma'am," he continued.
"What?"
"Please help me to hide. I promise, I will not show myself to your son. Neither will my son tell me who his father is" Jesslyn replied.
Retno agreed with Jesslyn. He was involved in Jesslyn's departure and Jesslyn's hideout. That night, Jesslyn and her son leave Eki's house. Her husband did not know at all because he was visiting his best friend's wedding.
All the residents of Eki's house deliberately did not tell about Jesslyn and her son who had left. They also feel sorry for Jesslyn. The needs of her son were not met by Eki. The housekeepers at Eki's house sometimes cry when they see Jesslyn, who is confused when her daughter is sick. His daughter's face had turned blue and lack of fluids had been experienced by the cute baby. However, the baby was very strong as if he did not want to part with his mother.
A month after Jesslyn left, Eki's wife had a miscarriage. Not only his wife, Bu Retno also felt devastated by the disaster. After the disaster, every night Eki as visited by a beautiful girl. His face was sad and angry.
"Dad, why are you being mean to Big Brother? What's wrong, brother? Because Dad, the one who should be able to see the world is gone. It's all because of Dad."
Dreams on the first night Eki considered as a sleeping flower. Every night for almost a week he dreamed the same thing. Until he decided to approach Jesslyn and her son in the warehouse.
The barn door was opened, but neither Jesslyn nor her daughter were there.
Eki's looking for Jesslyn in the back bathroom. Still nothing. Her panicked face had already appeared and she was passing by one of her household assistants.
"Whom are you looking for?" ask one of the assistant there.
"Jesslyn and her son where?" ask Eki with an anxious face. The housekeeper did not answer. He's still frozen.
"Where are they?" ask Eki with a voice that is quite high.
"Mom Jesslyn left a month ago, sir."
Deg.
Suddenly his eyes pusar see a small pillow that has been worn that must be used to sleep by him. He grabbed the pillow, underneath it was a piece of paper left open.
For you my son's father.
Thank you for planting the seeds in my womb. Thank you for giving me such a beautiful angel. Solace and heartache for your actions.
When you read this letter, it means I'm no longer in this warehouse. The warehouse that holds many bitter memories here. We're leaking, overheating, breathing and I have to take extra care of my daughter because the rats here are happy to pass by. It's also free for me to tell you because it happened. Time can never be turned back and you will not save us either.
If your son dies, I'm sure you'll never find out. You are a doctor. You understand the science of health. But you let us be like bums. Told me and my daughter to stay here like pets.
I hope that in the future you will not look for your daughter. She suffered too much at the age of her baby. Let him be with me, I will make him happy even if I have to bash to make him happy. I don't want my daughter to suffer with you and your family. Enough of me being insulted, enough of me being reviled lest my son experience such a thing. He's just a kid who didn't ask to be born to a jerk like us.
I'm leaving with your daughter. The child you never touched also gave it a name until now.
Never look for my son, let him be happy without knowing his father.
^^^Jesslyn.^^^
Eki's tears just dripped reading a letter from Jesslyn. The regret he now felt, he had wasted his daughter. Even his daughter's name he doesn't know. As she was about to leave, she noticed a pink splatter cloth. There's a stitch of J's name. ANDIRA
"Is that my son's name?"
Eki immediately got out of the warehouse and rushed into the room and grabbed the car keys on the nightstand. He ignored his wife who was leaning on the head of the bed.
"Where are you going?" ask the wife.
"You're looking for my son!"
Tears fell on Eki's wife's face. His heart hurt to hear it. She had just miscarried and now her husband seemed to not care about her. He was busy looking for his son.
Every day Eki searched and searched for Jesslyn and her son. He had gone around Jakarta, but did not find them. He's also already in Jesslyn's contract. The result is nil, he continues to regret his actions because he has abandoned his biological children.
"Son, where are you?"
Twenty-five years he had never met his son. He misses his daughter very much. Moreover, she heard that Jesslyn had already died six years ago. His guilt is growing.
"Dad, miss you Andira. Are you all right?" ogre
"Dad is a bad father" he continued.
****
From last night the orange slept with a sense of uneasiness. Expulsion, insults, swearing as if approaching him. He woke up and beside him was Aska who was asleep with her hands constantly grasping him. There is warmth in the heart of the orange. However, the shadow of the expulsion six years ago was dancing in his head.
"Who are you?" sergeant a very creepy middle-aged woman in the eyes of an orange.
"I .. Grandma's grandson, son of the doctor's father and mother."
"I don't have a grandchild like you!" snapped it. "Never lie to me!" scold again.
"Grandmother, Mother had died a week ago. I already have no one" said Jingga with tears that had slid down.
"Why don't you just die with your mother?" What a speech that makes an orange cry. His heart was like a big rock.
"My family will never accept an illegitimate child in this house!" press it.
Pain and sadness can still hold. Now, he tried to prostrate to the grandmother to accept it. However, a push of all his strength that Orange received until he fell down and his back hit the iron tip of his grandson's pet cat cage. .
"Go there! My house is haram his law is trampled by an illegitimate son."
Remembering all that makes Orange shed tears again. Too much heartache. Now, he also experienced violence right on his back again. From there the orange already felt no father. He thought his father and mother had died and he lived a long time here. If, back in time those tears would never have receded.
"Lord .. If you may ask, never wake me from my sleep. Let me sleep long and meet the mother of heaven."
Aska who heard a voice opened her eyes slowly. It turned out that the middle orange rubbed his tears with a small stuffing. Aska pretended to sleep alone, she did not want to disturb Jingga. His heart ached so much to see the orange, like many burdens he bore
At the hospital, Melati had seen twice Aska's affection with the one she said was her best friend. A kiss on the forehead, a sweet and warm treatment Aska gave to a woman named Orange. As in this morning, Aska was helping Orange to sit down. When the doctor examined her body, Orange screamed in pain and Aska swiftly hugged her body. An orange hand was coiled in Aska's stomach.
"How, Doc?" ask Aska with a worried tire.
"Later do the X-ray."
Aska nodded and she gently rubbed the translucent feathers dripping on the tip of the orange eye.
"Do your best, Doc" Aska said. Then, he looked at Orange with a very different gaze. "I will always be by your side."
Hearts of the sick hear it. Is it a friend like that? Is their relationship more than friends? Melati chose not to say much today. His heart was still unable to accept what he saw. He hoped, Aska would meet him and talk to him.
However, what Melati wanted did not happen. Ever since she was with Orange, Aska who was kind and sweet to her has changed. Aska seemed indifferent to him even behaved very sweetly to other women and made his heart sliced. Aska's eyes also seemed to imply deep love. Melati can see that
Inside the treatment room Aska still looked at the face of the orange. Aska's hand now touched the slightly bruised corner of her orange lips with a dry wound.
"Still sick?".
"Little."
Without cue, Aska kissed the lips of Orange gently. The orange was quite surprised by Aska's actions. But he also could not refuse. He missed that warm kiss. A kiss that can make itself soar.
Without realizing it, his hand had turned on Aska's neck. He oun returned a kiss filled with longing as well as affection that they could not yet express. Lip silat that runs long enough as a fresh oasis after a long journey withstands countless thirst and longing for dust.
Clamps!
The sound of the door opening, the scream of someone made Aksa and Orange immediately release their pawns. They were exploring each other's mouths. When the two of them turned their heads there was Riana who was immersing her face in the chest of the husband as well as Aksa who was standing with a flat gaze. The orange was already vibrating as well as the slightly frightened Aska. Moreover, his brother's gripping aura was very clearly visible. Like a tiger that swallows its prey alive.
"Bang, want a kiss too." Riana had already raised her face towards Aksa. Welcomed a warm smile by Aksa.
Riana's request made Aska also Orange widen her eyes. They both thought it was just a joke and a satire. However, in fact it was real and Aksa really kissed his wife's lips in front of Aska also Orange. Their hot tongue silat game is clearly visible when Riana has made a sound that makes their hair bristling.
"Bang Sat!" aska Aska. He also used his orange eyes with both hands, while Aska himself turned his face with a slow swearing due to the hot scene in the morning.
Long enough Aksa and Riana do that in front of the Orange and also Aska.
"If the cave and Riana do this legitimately because the cave is legal to be husband and wife." Aksa's voice has echoed. The two people who were in the bed turned their heads. Aksa was gently rubbing her lips that were still wet due to the intoxicating exchange of saliva.
"Nob in front of the cave too times!" sulk Aska.
"Lu was just not polite in front of the cave and Riana." Aksa doesn't want to lose.
"That's it!" sulk Aska.
Riana and Orange just smiled at the debate of these two twin humans. Orange continued to stare towards Riana and Aksa. Riana's hand that does not want to be separated from Aksa and Aksa's sweet treatment that continues to gently rub his wife's stomach.
I want to be like Miss Riana, God. Please send me a man who truly loves me. Treating me like a human.
A speech in the heart that becomes the prayer of the Orange. A very simple request because he wants to feel real happiness. Aska who saw the change in face of the orange immediately rubbed the top of the head soft orange.
"They are halal couples, free to do anything," said Aska.
Orange also smiled, especially now Aksa has embraced the friendly Riana. Riana's happiness is not a lie. That was the real happiness that Riana emanated. Riana who used to be Orange, has now changed. More beautiful and also more beautiful.
"Bang ... Sister... Can Ri have a four-eye talk with an orange?" The arrival of Riana and Aksa here is Riana's request. Aksa cannot refuse.
Aksa and Aska looked at each other and they nodded quickly. The twins came out of the treatment room. Now, only Orange and Riana are left. Riana bumped into the body of Orange Dena hugged her.
"I want to see you happy, Orange." A clear thread was sliding from the orange eye patch to hear Riana's words with her heavy voice.
"I am sad and my heart aches when I see the wounds on your body."
For God's sake, Orange's heart slipped upon hearing the words of Riana. This time someone said something like this to him. Hugging warmly her body like a warm embrace of the mother.
Riana unraveled her embrace, she looked at Orange with tears that had drenched her cheeks.
"Never hide anything from me. You can tell me anything so that the heavy burden on your heart disappears" Riana said.
"I'm your friend, and you're my friend. From now on we have to share with each other. Share our feelings." The corner of the orange lips lifted to hear Riana's very sincere words.
Riana reached out her little finger and was greeted by an orange with a glittering smile. There is a warmth that the orange feels. He feels like he has friends.
"
Outside the room, Aksa was staring at Aska with a murderous look.
"Don't cross the line. Do not destroy the orange" Aksa said.
"Take him! Don't smear him! He needs a protector. He needs a place to lean on" Aksa explained.
Their seriousness should be disturbed by the footsteps of someone approaching. The two of them turned their heads and a beautiful doctor looked at Aska with an elusive look.
"Can I talk to you?" ask him to Aska.
Aska looked towards Aksa. There was no expression that Aksa showed.
"Just for a moment" he said again because there was no answer from Aska.