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Don't Give UP On Me

Inside the orange treatment room, only a quiet and gripping atmosphere was felt. Aska was already beside the orange sickly bed. However, the orange was like a breathing statue. Not a single sound he made.

"Abang apologizes. Doctor Melati the ...."

"Why should you apologize?" cut the orange without looking at Aska at all. "Am I ready, brother?" Aska was silent, but the sentence that Orange said was like a loud jolt for her.

Aska said nothing when the orange spoke like that. They went back to struggling with their own thoughts.

The orange shifted its body with a small ringing. Aska looks panicked and wants to help Orange.

"I just want to go to the bathroom."

The sentence spoken by the orange stopped Aska's steps. He knows how to orange. However, Aska continued her steps again to help the orange who looked in pain. When Aska's hand was about to touch the orange, she brushed it aside. "I can do it myself." A sentence that sounded very thin in Aska's ear.

He could only stare at the orange's back which step by step began to move away from him. Slowly the bathroom door closed. The rough breathing of the family from Aska's mouth. He sat on the edge of the sickle bed staring at the bathroom door.

"Lu is a stupid guy, Aska! You idiot!" he swore to himself.

In the bathroom, the orange sits on a toilet with his hand touching his chest. Suddenly his chest hurt and tight. A smile was engraved on his lips, as well as tears slowly falling down his face.

"You should know yourself, Orange!" he said in his heart. "You're not Riana! He deserves the principal director, "he continued in a very clean tone.

The orange continues to sob very slowly so that the sound is not heard until it comes out. He admitted, parting with Dawn doesn't make him sick like this. Another case if you hear Aska close or talk to other women. His heart seemed to be hit by a sudden blunt blow.

"Son, when you grow up and begin to know love. Do not love a man who has a high caste. Look for the same man as you because wealth does not guarantee happiness."

The words that became the mother's last advice when they were both on the bike before the fateful accident occurred.

"Mother just wants Mother's daughter to be happy, not hurt by any man. Enough Mother who used to be hurt and forced to raise you without the affection of a father."

The next sentence the mother said. The orange is getting deeper. His sadness is even more unstoppable if he remembers his mother. Aska is not the man the mother wants. Clearly Aska was the sister of an Aksara. So, he is not an ordinary person and not from the random circles.

"I must follow Mother's advice" he explained.

Long enough to be in the bathroom. Finally, he tried to get up from the toilet and he immediately washed his face so that Aska did not see the marks of crying that made his eyes moist and his nose reddened.

"You can be Orange! Sure can!" jingga said while staring at his reflection in the mirror. Her lips lifted, but her heart was slashed.

Orange stepped very carefully because the pain was still felt. When she opened the bathroom door, she did not see anyone in her treatment room. The man who had taken more than twenty-four hours to look after him was not there. A smile full of pain was engraved on her beautiful face.

"I'm very sad" he said.

For an hour, Jingga was alone in the treatment room. There was no sign of anyone entering his room. Only a song accompanied him. A song to keep living life.

🎶

Cause I’m not givin’ up

(Because I didn't give up)

I’m not givin’ up, givin’ up, no, not yet

(I'm not giving up, it's not time yet)

Even when I’m down on my last breath

(Even to my last breath)

(Even when they say there's nothing left)

So don’t give up on

(So don't give up)

🎶

I’m not givin’ up

(I'm not giving up)

I’m not givin’ up, givin’ up, no

(I'm not giving up, not myself)

Even when nobody else believes

(Even when no one believes)

I’m not goin’ down that easy

(I wouldn't break so easily)

So don’t give up on me

(So don't give up on me)

Nothing that is orange has now. It was just her place to go home. Only he was also the place to lean and only he was able to make it strong until now. No one can help him but himself. No one can please him, except himself.

The orange closes the eyes with a clear droplet of globules at the end of its eyes. Hypocritical, if he does not feel sad and down. A big lie if he doesn't feel lonely. Orang-orang is just an ordinary human. He was also at his weakest point. The point where he wanted to give up, but God wanted him to keep fighting to conquer the world.

Orange Eyes were closed, but his heart was wandering here and there. At this moment, his heart was asking where the man he liked was going. Why didn't he tell you? From this, Jingga became convinced that the Aska she once knew had changed.

"Don't ever expect anything more, Orange. What you said is true. Loving a caste man only makes the heart hurt."

"I'll try to forget you. Buried all the feelings I had because I didn't want to be hurt."

Orange Andira son who was born when dusk came. The child who is required to grow with one focus, namely the mother. However, now Orange is like Hatchi the honey bee, who lives a kara without relatives. He must be strong before his time. He is required to smile when pain, sadness and disappointment come. After his mother's departure to heaven, he didn't know what it was like to be truly happy. He had forgotten how to laugh. All because of a pretense.

After the tears were shed, the orange fell asleep due to the exhaustion of sadness. At eleven twenty slowly his eyes opened as the pain behind his waist was again present. When his eyes opened, he saw a handsome man already smiling sweetly towards him. He also helped Orange to raise the head to half the body of the sickly bed that Orange occupied. The man then sat on the lip of the sickly bed at the foot of the orange. Just a flat gaze that Orange gave.

His hand had already reached into the pocket of the trousers he was wearing. A small box of heart-red velvet.

"Will you marry me?"

A beautiful ring that he showed to the Orange.

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