Sea: The Long Journey

VIII. What a Beautiful Night

After this what will happen? I don't know why, I started to stop thinking about it.

It always ends like this, even now I feel like everyone in the world is trying to get rid of me.

But who would have thought, if in the middle of this open ocean I do not feel lonely in the least. The roar of the wind and waves accompanied each other, not forgetting the stars that twinkled beautifully in the sky.

At first, I did not want to care about it all and tried to curse this fate that befell me.

"Without the internet and without people to talk to, is it possible that I will die in solitude?"

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Dear Reina's.

I could never convey it well to you, but did you realize that I was gone? Because I left you without even having a chance to say anything.

Now the path I take is still long, hopefully you do not stop hoping. Rest assured I will go home and will definitely go home, even though time will answer it all.

All I know now is that you love me so much without because and I promise never to repeat that mistake again when I meet you later.

I was silent at your side, because I realized that words alone would not be enough. This love story should not have to make other people know how messy I am.

Because it is enough that we understand each other, you have the right to hate me for all my betrayals.

But trust me, if you give me another chance. I will admit it, correct it, and judge myself. As you once gave me, an affection.

Now I'm beginning to realize how valuable a relationship is when I lose you. If only I could turn back time, I might not be this naive.

Until I see you again, I will love you. Even though you rejected me.

Although my memories with you make me sad, but I believe that this can still be repaired as before. Although I was aware of my current loneliness and almost lost all remaining hopes.

But all that kept me going, I believe you'll be waiting for me. Because thanks to you, I feel a sense of affection.

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Other Side

Point of view, Deputy Deputy.

"Yes." Yeah." The answer was short, while starting to get out of the car and then lighting a cigarette.

Actually, we're on a stakeout in front of Devon's house. But as the Deputy said before, if Delon will go home late and choose to get off at the bus stop which is located quite far from his home.

After a few minutes of waiting, Delon finally came home while calling someone. His expression looked quite serious, even he himself was unable to focus on opening the lock of the house so as to make the key fall down many times.

"It's weird, he's kind of freaked out." I said.

"Maybe it's because someone's on the phone." Reply to the Deputy who then got into the car after finishing his cigarette.

"But, is it true that Devon disappeared?" I doubt it in his direction.

He only glanced at me for a moment, before finally turning his face away and laughing slowly.

"True, he's missing. The councilman made his report yesterday."

Strange, he had previously said that the Council had reported that Devon disappeared 5 days ago. But why did the report turn into yesterday?

"I haven't seen him." I said, directing the conversation to the report.

My words just now instead made this place then become silent for a while.

"Hmm, what are you thinking? What would happen if the media knew Devon was missing?" He asked with a serious look in his eyes. "The media will explode, everyone will be suspected. He disappeared like an activist, which is why our superiors are still withholding the report." The answer.

"So that means we're against time? Hope the media doesn't know too soon if Devon disappears?" Manya make sure.

"Yes, now look at that guy over there." The answer then pointed towards a man wearing a black jacket.

He was seen standing in front of the closed gate of Devon's house, as if he was stalking and planning something. But, is he after Delon inside? Is he a thief or a robber? Then why does Deputy even look ordinary?

"State Intelligence, who would have thought if they were here too." The Deputy said breaking my serious mood.

I who heard that then wondered in my mind, what really happened? Why is there State Intelligence in front of this house we're exploring?

"They're not on our side." Said Deputy. "Who knows, they're the ones who actually kidnapped Devon. And now he's looking for an opportunity to do the same to his sister." Next, try to build an opinion on me.

Is this real? Whose side are you on, Deputy? Then why are you calmly able to say if they're not on our side? Actually, what are you hiding?

Trying to stay calm, I then took a walkie talkie over the car dashboard. But no time to touch it, Deputy held my hand quickly and wanted to tell me "I shouldn't touch it."

"Help won't come to Berlin." He said briefly, then slowly let go of my hand and looked the other way around, now he's giving me a decision between taking the walkie talkie or not.

Doubt, that's what happened. For the first time, I doubted my senior. For the first time, I doubt my decision.

"Yes." Yeah." I answered briefly while keeping my hand away from the walkie talkie.