SCENARIO FROM GOD
The Part 34
" That's enough sir, don't ever get sick again. If indeed Syahira is not the father's biological child is okay, but for Pras he is still Pras's only favorite sister. And from now on, pras please do not ever disturb Syahira again. " Pras said, then left following Syahira.
Arriving at the top, pras immediately headed to the syahira room. He could not enter because the door was locked. " oks..Geck..Tok... deck, open the door brother wants to talk. " cried Pras, but there is no answer at all.
" Dek brother please do not kayak gini, open the door deck. "back Pras voiced, he was worried about the state of his sister. Pras knew his sister must have been very shaken to know this truth.
Long wait Pras also just opened the door of Syahira's room which turned out to be unlocked.
Crushed already Pras heart when he saw his beloved sister was curled up on the floor by the bed while banging herself.
" Huu.gakin.gakun..dumb stupid stupid..." Shahira still continues to hit her body.
Pras, who felt powerless to see him, immediately approached and embraced his sister with affection.
" Deck, already deck do not constantly mukulin yourself. "
" Last time Ara "said Syahira rebelled.
" This is indeed deserved Syahira get mas huu.gak should hikh.gak shahira present in this world. This is all the fault of Syahira mas, the mas family was destroyed because of Ara huu.." he continued with tears.
" What the hell is Ra, not the deck mas family but KITA. We are a deck family, you are a big brother and our family as it is now is not because of you dear. So you can't blame yourself. "
" I'm an outsider, I'm not mas huuu's real brother... If I didn't exist, maybe mom would still be alive and the family would be whole and happy now. "
" Deck, please deck. Don't say that, you are a mas brother and will forever be a mas brother will never be replaced. " said Pras who did not want to hear the words digress Syahira.
" Please deck, don't ever think of anything" he continued, tightening his arms.
" Let go. " Sayahira suddenly, but Pras did not bother him at all.
" Mas, Syahira said loose. "he said back a little pressed and it was able to make pras let go of his embrace.
" Exit mas. "again Syahira said with an expressionless face.
" No deck, mas want to stay here with you. "jawas Pras who is reluctant to leave his sister with emotions that are still not stable.
" Mas please, get out. Syahira wanted to be alone first. "said Syahira, now her crying began to subside a little but her heart still rumbled like the waves of the night in the sea.
" but..."
" Dad..."
Seeing Syahira who was really reluctant there was herself beside him Pras also complied and left Syahira's room.
Pras had just passed through the door quickly Syahira closed and locked it.
" Ra, Shahira!! Kok locked the door. "
" Deck "the second time Pras knocked on the door, but Syahira still did not answer.
Pras waited a long time and many times he tried to persuade Syahira so that he could open the door. However, it did not pay off at all until Pras decided to let Syahira calm down first.
The heart of Syahira is now raging, between believing and not believing in what is happening today.
The thing that had worried him lately and a thought that he never wanted to have now even become a reality.
It hurts, it's pain that's what's plaguing him right now.
The words of Unang who blamed his presence made Syahira feel guilty.
He felt guilty for making the family that had been harmonious and fine to fall apart.
" It's all my fault, I shouldn't have been born into this world. "his moans blame themselves.
" Oh my God, why did you create me if I was just causing trouble. "
" What's my fault, God?? even my presence alone made others hurt. Am I not worthy to live? O Allah, Lord, what is my fault." Shahira's raving cry that came back represents the pain she was feeling.
..............
" R...."
" Sahira darling wake up son. "
A voice woke Syahira from her sleep. Slowly his eyes opened and he saw the figure of a middle-aged woman wearing a robe and a clean white veil smiling towards him.
" i.mom.."
" It's really mom, right? " said Syahira who was surprised to see his mother who is now looking at him.
" Yes, baby, this is my mom. " Answer the woman.
" Mom.." cried Syahira directly
hugged mom.
" Mommy, is this really mom? Syahira kangen at all mother. "quick Syahira.
The middle-aged woman simply smiled looking at the spoiled behavior of her favorite daughter.
" Daughter, have you cried? "
" Huh! How did mom know? " surprised, Syahira asked.
" Of course I know, you're a mother's child when a mother does not know how her child is. You also like ugly when you cry, but the proof is. "said the mother while stroking the eyes of Syahira.
" Loh..loh...kok now even cry again, why dear hmm? " ask the mother who saw Syahira suddenly crying after she spoke earlier.
" Mom..Is it true that Syahira is not a mother's child? " Sahira asked because suddenly he remembered the words of Unang earlier and he had to make sure it was direct.
" Who did you hear from, baby? "
" Mr mom. " Honest Shahira.
The middle-aged woman just smiled looking at Shahira.
" Mom.kok mom even smiles. So is it true that I'm not a mother's biological child? " ask Syahira full of curiosity.
" Do you think? " say the mother asked back.
" Then it's really, yeah..." Syahira exclaimed, whose face had now turned cloudy.
" Shahira Darling ibukan? "
" Of course, ma'am. " Reply Syahira with still sad.
" Well if you hear the words of mother, mother may not be a good mother for you as you but mother's love for you is really big and makes no difference, it makes no difference, so no matter how you come from wherever you come, mom still loves you as much as you love mom mas Pras, and I am grateful to have you. "
" But.gara-gara Syahira mom so..."
" Don't talk carelessly God doesn't like that, I've said that I'm grateful to have you and if God tells me to turn the clock and choose, I'm grateful to have you, I will still choose to be reunited with you. So you can't blame yourself, it's not your fault baby. All you have to do now is live your life to the best of your own and most importantly always depend on the Almighty God, Allah Almighty. Yes dear. "
" Yes ma'am.."
" Oh yes, it seems that now your heart has subsided a little after this pray and ask Allah to be facilitated in your affairs. Mom's time is not much, mom has to go now. "gut the mother who slowly moved away.
" Mom don't go, ma'am......."
" Mother.hah! Hah!.bu mother where. " cried Syahira look all over her room and she just stared at the emptiness.
It turned out that the incident was just a dream, a dream that felt very real if time could be stopped maybe he would be able to be with his mother.
His heart was calmer, he was reminded of his mother's message for prayer. He finally went to take the wudu and then pray the tahajud sunna after he did the isya prayer first because indeed he had not prayed isya due to the unexpected incident.
