
Black clouds began to disappear, a tinge of twilight light was emitted, and the rain had subsided a moment ago. I decided to get out of there, even though I was reluctant to leave. I stepped my feet slowly up the path leading to the larger streets in search of public transportation so I could return home.
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Thirty minutes passed, the public transport I was riding stopped right in front of the house. I just came down suddenly mas Pras came over. The worried look was clearly drawn on his face.
" jeez, deck, where have you been? it was also Nada dateng here to find you, use panic all over again. Kan Mas so worried to know, you called not lifted, not dichat dales. Where you going? " he asked me.
" Neither from where - Mana. "
" no where - how about, this is you just came home in the afternoon wearing a wet shirt soaked gini again. Where are you from deck? Went where? Same who? " cove him to me.
" What is the importance? Why say because no one will care also Ara go where or who the same. "my answer with a raised voice, I said, I don't know why I suddenly remembered the incident earlier this afternoon and it made my emotions overflow.
" Astagfirullah, deck. Aware Ra realized "mas Pras immediately grabbed my shoulder strongly, and it hurt. I tried to rebel, but nothing because the grip was too tight.
" Look at the "degreeks, but I am reluctant to obey them.
Looking at me who was silent, he spoke again." DEK, LOOK AT MAS!!! "
I who heard Mas Pras raise his voice to make me replex sculpting, slowly I lift my head and stare at Mas Pras. The patches of clear liquid that I held plunged just soaked my cheeks that had dried up.
Mas Pras looked at me gently, stroking my head slowly to make me a little calmer. I squashed his arms, I spilled out all the feelings that had been raging inside me ever since.
I felt a warm sweep of Mas Pras' hand on my back trying to give strength to me hoping that this little brother could remain patient in accepting what was going on in his life.
" Deck.kamu it's important for you. Automatically you have the right to know where you are and who you are. Never think that no one cares about you, or even you feel alone. Here there is a deck mas that is always ready to be your backup, where you complain. "
" Tone told me all that, I know it might be heavy for you. But I ask that you do not continue to dissolve in your sadness and emotions Ra. Maybe that's best for you. After all, do not mas often say the same you to always hope to the creator not to what he created because it will make you hurt. Proved now? " he continued.
" But, isn't loving something wrong? "
" Yes loving someone is a human thing, we as His people were indeed created to love each other. But not everyone knows how to love the truth, and sometimes people are wrong about it. "
" Not so deck "
I loosen my arms.
" What then, Mom? What, hemm?.What's wrong? " me ask while staring at my mas. Again, the tears I can't stand.
" what else is wrong, what? Even all this time I loved him only in my silence mas, then why? Is it also my fault I did.
" it is now my turn to grab Pras' hand and gossip it. I saw the corner of his eyes watering a little. I knew he must be seeing me, seeing me hurt by the disappointment of love.
" No Ra, neither your love is wrong nor your way of loving it. Maybe now is just because the time and place are not right. You know what, anyway? Fadil actually ...."
" That's enough!! I don't want to talk about them anymore, let alone talk about Fadil's brother. I've cape, I'm tired mas. "my words cut off the conversation mas Pras. I don't know, I don't know but I feel lazy to talk about it, I'm afraid that this heart will again break.
" Yes already if so, I assume your answer signifies a good thing yes. For now mas saranin you move on aja yes, do not think guys used to better focus on your school, next week has a National exam right. "
" To be better, you just pray with God. Ask him for the best, and get closer to him. Now, remove your tears and let's just go in change clothes so as not to catch a cold. " continued Mas Pras after a moment of silence. Then he took my hand and pushed me into the house.
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