SCENARIO FROM GOD
The Part 14
...' Is it my fault for loving her?...
... Is it my fault if I hope for him?...
... Blame me if you want it?...
...My mistake?...
...Is not love sacred?...
...Is love never wrong?...
...Does NOT LOVE make every heart happy? ...
...But why?...
...Why not with my heart....'...
#Shahira pov.
" HEY!! " a voice distracts me from the ongoing debate. The three of us were silent for a moment.
" You!! " said Kak Fadil when he saw the person who had just shouted. Curious about the figure, I immediately turned my eyes. I saw Bella standing with a face full of emotion.
' what's up? ' that thought crossed my mind. Seeing Bella whose emotions astonished me, only this time I saw her like that. Usually, whatever emotions he remains relaxed and always level-headed face him. But now? Her emotions exploded, and I don't know what caused it.
" Why are you here, Bell? " said brother Fadil nervously.
What's wrong with Fadil's brother, why he arrived - nervous like that. Makes me even more surprised.
" why? You're surprised I'm here? You forgot that I was his best friend. " Bella yells at Fadil's sister
" After all, why are you giving her the same gift HONEY!!." Continue by emphasizing the word Honey!!, making me suddenly jerked to hear it.
" Honey??? " i said softly, why Bella call Kak Fadil with the name Honey, what is this really.
" Yes Ra, why is it?. Isn't it wrong if someone says Honey to his own girlfriend? " Say Bella to me.
I took a few steps back, not believing what my ears had just heard. "boyfriend? "
" Yes Ra, we have been dating since a week ago" replied Mr. Fadil.
Tears suddenly fell on my cheeks, making Tone worried and trying to get close to me. But I refused, and ran away.
" You really are heartless Bell, already know Syahira has always liked the same brother Fadil but why do you betray him and even dating the same brother Fadil." Said a tone that could still be heard by me.
I couldn't hear more, so I decided to increase my running speed.
This chest is tight, even until it is difficult for me to breathe. Tears kept flowing down my cheeks. Just a few seconds ago I was happy but now my heart has turned gloomy and cloudy. I draw words that show that God has been good to me, because in reality it is not like that. He never seemed to allow myself to feel happy, the proof was just that I was happy to have won the race and got a prize but suddenly the news of Bella and Fadil's sister dating came, it makes me feel countless heartache.
I kept going without any certainty. Pick up a passing public vehicle, then ride it. I need solitude, I need calm and I need peace right now, until I finally decide to go to the lake. The place where I often spilled my grievances there, the place my mother used to show me. Ahh..mom! I miss him. The problem that arises in this tubi makes me remember it.
Angkot stopped, I immediately went down and walked towards the lake. The cold air welcomed my arrival but it was unable to make my heart wound less. I sat on the bench there while looking at the green water of the lake.
Tears flowed back into my cheeks, remembering the incident made my heart ache again. " O Allah..Do I not deserve to be happy? Why are you not fair to me, what is my fault.Why do you always give me so much sorrow...?"
" is it wrong if I love him? Is it wrong to expect it? am I wrong if I want to? am I wrong if I ever dreamed of being with him?Is not love holy? Is love never wrong?Does LOVE make every heart happy? Butwhy? why not with my heart, so you won't let me be with him. What's wrong with me.Why should I be betrayed by my best friend anyway? " i shouted, shedding all the sadness I felt.
My tears broke with the rain that came - suddenly flushed the earth. The rain!! Why does it rain when I am sad. Whatever the sun hates me, he will not accompany this crying me. Can't it keep shining to comfort me. Or at least peek behind the clouds, do not disappear and change the black clouds as it is today.
The rain was falling more and more, but I did not want to go looking for shelter. I let the rain water wash over my body, and blend in with the sound of my sobs.
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