Salsabila Putri (Choosing the Hijrah Road)
Consecrated
Sasa continued to confine himself in the room after several days of fateful events that happened to him.
the beautiful girl from there is indeed a home child is increasingly a home child, Sasa seems to imprison himself in the room does not want to socialize with anyone.
Ratna who saw the change of sasa felt something strange, already a week Sasa did not fuss in the morning when he wanted to go to apply for a job and also Sasa rarely went out of the room that in fact he likes to play with Ahmad now no longer there is a crisp laugh heard, he said, even just meeting with Ahmad has never been in a week when they live under the same roof.
"what is it with this child why suddenly become quiet and shut down" said Ratih monologue, he weighed about what caused Sasa to change so drastically that there was no longer a cheerful face only a face and a blank face left, if asked was only answer alakadarnya. like not Sasa, just, thought Ratih who started deadlocked because he did not find the right reason for the silence sasa.
"if he is not Sasa who he was, the time is a ghost" muttered Ratih shuddering in horror mixed with worry about his youngest brother.
"what's wrong?" whispered Rafi who had seen Ratih just stood staring at the door of Sasa's room but did not knock.
"ah it's okay, I'm just worried about Sasa these few days he's changed so much like never before" Ratih complained in a limp tone.
"maybe he is tired because he does not also get a job, let him rest calm his mind.we do not disturb him first" he said as he stroked Ratih's arm.
"let's see Ahmad lest he wake up and cry because he doesn't see your whereabouts" Rafi leads Ratih away from Sasa's room with a view that still leads to Sasa's room Ratih's tears welled up in the fertilizer he is really worried.
"you why the hell sa, the same story mbak if there is a problem" inner Ratih he felt sad to see the attitude of his youngest brother.
in Sasa's room crying sobbing he smothered his mouth so that his sobs were not heard until he came out of the room, Sasa knew that since then Ratih continued to stand in front of the door of his room. he really could not meet with Ratih, fearing the incident was exposed and made his extended family a little and disappointed.
"forgive me Sasa mbak, let this pain Sasa own responsibility. Sasa does not want you to be sad and disappointed with Sasa" his eyes have swollen because they continue to cry.
"i'll keep this a secret, no one will know, just me and God knows" Sasa tweeted as she wept.
"i believe Your good destiny is God, and I believe that behind all this there is a good destiny that You have prepared for me, everything that happens on the face of this earth cannot be separated from your provisions including what happens to me at this time, but everything bad that I can is purely my fault, he said, I do not blame You for giving me this bitter destiny, but this is life because I am too far away from you trying to pursue worldly success until I do not realize the farther from You I am more busy looking for work without time until Your love I ignore, maybe this is how You rebuke me and make me realize that I am far from You" Sasa's tears continued to strengthen even though it was difficult, he continues to force his wits to think positively on the provisions of Allah SWT.
no matter how bad the ordeal, as bitter as any pain that must be swallowed, and as painful as any injuries implied never blame Allah SWT for the calamity that befalls you, try introspection. is the self now too far from Allah SWT that it gives a calamity to come back closer to Him.
the love of Allah SWT is great and the forgiveness of Allah SWT is extensive to His servant, implied but unreadable by the eyes.
do not make sense to be short because a disaster blames the destiny that God has set, not if you participate in this, even yourself is the main character. always make mistakes and sins but still able to breathe the air that God gives for free.The greatest favor in this world is the favor of breath and health.
Aib you keep it a secret, just you and God know. Allah hath made peace by covering your disgrace, so do not reveal your own disgrace to anyone, it is the same if you open the Mercy of Allah.
No human being escapes error. That is human nature. Making mistakes is a lack of people, but after making mistakes we should immediately repent and ask for forgiveness. But sometimes we even tell a problem that can be regarded as a disgrace to others to find a solution but that is not the right way.
Nabi Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam said :
“Every one of my people will get forgiveness from Allah Azza wa Jalla except al Mujaahiriin, such as a man who does an act (bad ) at night then he finds the dawn and Allah has covered up his disgrace (for bad deeds). Then the man said, “Oahai Fulan, I have done a bad deed/ugly this and it”. “Then that is the one whose night Allah has closed his disgrace and he opened his own disgrace at dawn (HR. Bukhori no. 6069 and Muslim no. 2990 )
Shaykh Muhammad bin Sholih Al ‘Utsaimin Rohimahullah said, “Al Mujaahiriin are the ones who show that he has done wrong to Allah ‘Azza wa Jalla.”
Nabi Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam said :
Sasa is determined to start a new life sheet, he must be excited and cheerful again do not want to drag on in the puddle of sadness, he said, afraid to make Ratih and his family more suspicious and anxious Sasa tried to make a determination to try to socialize back to normal and of course with the appropriate limits of sharia, Sasa tried to make sure, Sasa really increases worship and approach to Allah SWT no longer want to be far from Allah SWT Sasa also try to do the best by choosing the path of hijrah.
1 Week later
after dawn prayers Sasa wrestled in the kitchen back to do a routine that has become a hobby since sitting in the High School.
the sound of shalawat songs sound melodious, Sasa looks very proficient in playing his role in the kitchen.face to the kitchen makes Sasa traumatized and sad to air just like that.
Ratih and Rafi's sense of smell was disturbed while playing with Ahmad after performing dawn prayers.
feeling sure that what disturbs Indra's kiss is the smell of the food of Ratih and Rafi looking at each other questioningly. he quickly walked into the kitchen not forgetting he carried the handsome and adorable little Ahmad.
upon arrival in the kitchen, Ratih and Rafi were stunned by what he witnessed. with a look of disbelief Ratih looked at the back of Sasa who was cool singing shalawat while wrestling with the object in his hand without blinking with his mouth slightly open.
"shut your mouth dear" Rafi's great-grandson who saw his wife was stunned
"didn't I see wrong, that's really Sasa right mas? I didn't see it wrong, did I?" tanya Ratih streak feeling disbelief has almost 2 Weeks Sasa did not wrestle in the kitchen and just locked himself in the room out of the room just at the time of eating even once a day it is only natural if Ratih stared no believe what he sees.
"that's really dear Sasa, I can see him too, you think he's what a ghost" said Rafi rolled her eyes lazily.
feeling that someone was watching Sasa rotate his body, he saw Ratih and Rafi staring in disbelief at him.
Sasa displayed his sweet smile, a sweet smile that had been gone for 2 weeks.
seeing Sasa Ratih's smile scattering hugging his youngest sister.
"get kangen sa, mbak kangen with your smile.where ever so far, we are home but feel far away" Ratih's voice began to weaken his body vibrating signs in a moment rain water will flutter sasa shoulders.
"iih what the hell mbak, lebay deh. tuh see Ahmad to the excitement is kasian" sela fast, hearing the moans of Ratih almost just back make him lose his mind, he said, Sasa took a deep breath trying to regulate the rhythm of the heart and his feelings he had been able to forget the incident.
let it be buried deep.
"you well, this means mbak care as long as you know" sergeah Ratih did not accept being told by sasa.
Sasa just chuckled softly at the reaction of Ratih's sewot which even looks funny.
growing up from the upbringing of parents who teach ethics makes them harmonious and harmonious life as brothers.
"tomorrow sasa back home, Sasa kangen same mom and dad" said Sasa after turning back and struggling with his cooking did not forget to stick the headset in both ears.
Ratih was surprised to hear Sasa's words, the unwillingness left by his beloved sister made him just stand sculpting.House will be quiet again if there is no sound of Sasa's bells, Sasa, he continued to be busy with his thoughts until finally Ahmad cried in his arms because he felt uncomfortable with his position.
Rafi who saw the daze of Ratih immediately grabbed Ahmad in his arms, he led Ratih to return their camp.
