
It has been half a year since the graduation day Sasa continues to look for work but never found, he said, the pocket money he saved during college that he deliberately prepared to photocopy the documents needed to apply for a job began to thin. do not know how many job application letters he spread but there are no results.
Sasa always gets a test call from every application he spreads but only until the interview test stage but never contacted back after the last interview means he did not pass to the next stage.
not because of his low grades or because of his lack of skills, but because of the job criteria with Sasa's unqualified appearance.
there is one main point that Sasa does not have is to look attractive.
Sasa who is veiled syar'i enough to cover the chest and the robe that is always attached to his body makes him never pass the recruitment selection.
"aah really this country is very sad, more put forward the appearance above all else" a sigh that repeatedly sounded from Sasa's mouth, Sasa said, he lay staring at the ceiling of his room remembering the mother of Sania and papa hendri who were in the village.
Sasa lives with his mother, whom he often calls Ratih while looking for work in the small town.
"sa, keep Ahmad first mba want to go to Hypermart to buy salmon for a mixture of porridge" heard the knock on the door in Sasa's room "sa you sleep well?" repeat because it does not sound authentic from inside Ratih asked again.
"ah yes, wait mba. mba go ajah, Sasa will immediately go to Ahmad's room" with a quick movement Sasa wearing his hood origin, he was afraid that Ahmad would cry because he did not see anyone in the room.
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"is this finished cooking yet? can I throw this away?" rafi asked Ratih's husband while pointing at the pile of kale rods lying on the floor.
"uh, yes already" replied Sasa without taking his eyes off the pan.
he was cool stirring his flagship kale saute, the smell was pouring into the air scattered all over the house making everyone who kissed him feel sudden hunger.
Sasa besides beautiful, smart, also a hobby of cooking.
the name of the automatic hobby is quite clever about the kitchen.
"yes, cook what really makes you hungry" great-granddaughter Ratih who came from the terrace because it smelled the mouthful of tempting cuisine
Sasa chuckled "usual mbak my favorite food"
"well already a little bit already laper nih" urged Ratih impatiently, he rubbed his stomach as if asking to be filled immediately.
it did not take long now Sasa cuisine is over already, kale chops, butter sauce shrimp, honey-baked fish and clear vegetables decorate the dining table.
"here mbak Ahmad let Sasa who is fat, so that he can eat calmly" Sasa reached out his hands to reach Ahmad from Ratih's sling.
"don't you eat sa?" tanyanya seraya gave Ahmad into sasa's embrace
"Sasa is not hungry yet mbak, mbak first time"
"yah already asked for help call Rafi mas in front" said Ratih then replied nod by sasa
Sasa walked towards the front he sat on the terrace while holding Ahmad saw a passing vehicle, he saw Rafi was cool watering plants.
"bang, called mbak Ratih in for breakfast" said Sasa politely
knowing that his wife was calling him Rafi immediately stopped his activity turning off the water tap and walked into the house.
several hours have passed, now night has arrived the twilight has dived to the bottom of the earth because the earth continues to spin on its axis.
after the prayer magrib Sasa plans to leave the house to prepare the documents he needs to apply for work tomorrow.
wrapped in Lilac-colored hijab and black robe makes the elegance of a Sasa more radiant.very very sweet and beautiful, do not get tired of the eyes to look at.
"mbak bang, Sasa permission to go out for a while well Sasa wanted to photocopy as well as Sasa wanted to stop by jentar jengukin friend Sasa who was sick again" said Sasa politely.
sasa never forgets to ask permission when he wants to go out even though he knows his brother never forbid it, Sania's mother and father Hendri always instill Krama to children from youth. all of his children grew up to be children who are full of courtesy and respect for anyone. For him the Kramah is a very valuable treasure.
"yes sa, be careful well" said Ratih warned.
"well mbak, Sasa go first. Assalamu'alaikum" for fear of the night Sasa slightly increased the speed of the motor speed is enough 5 minutes Sasa arrived at a fairly large printing.
finished printing some important documents, Sasa again drove his motorbike to Ratna's house to visit him.
"yes Allah protect your servant" Sasa prayed for protection as he continued to push his motorbike hoping that he would soon reach the settlement.
with a hasty step Sasa continued to push his motorbike occasionally rubbing his sweat.
the car with a high enough speed drove across the deserted road, the owner of the car tried to sharpen his eyes when he saw there was a beautiful silhouette in front of him. he slowly lowered his speed he kept rubbing his eyes because of heavy drunkenness made his eyes blur.
a sneaky grin rose on the lips overgrown with a thin mustache. "ah apparently delicious food" the man came forward and braked suddenly in front of Sasa.
"astaghfirullahal'adzim" he almost had a heart attack in shock.
a pair of long legs wrapped in sports shoes came down from the car with wide strides and quickly approached towards Sasa.
Sasa narrowed his eyes trying to see who the figure in front of him was, Because of the dim light conditions he was not able to see clearly who the person was but he was sure if the person was a man.
Sasa's body stiffened, a feeling of fear instantly enveloping his heart. Sasa removed his handrails from the motor and walked back.The man got closer to him.
Sasa twisted his body to immediately run.
seeing Sasa take a swing to run the man immediately ran and managed to catch Sasa's hand.
"please let go, I beg you" a tear spout just seeped from her beautiful eyes.
but men don't feel sorry either.
with a hard check he dragged sasa quite strong towards his car.
"please let me go" Sasa clung hard to the branch of the tree that dangled down but the fate of the handle was released because the pull of the man was very strong.
"please, please, please" Sasa shouted loudly at his sobs.
"just ask for help here there is no person and this place is quite far from the residential area" said the man. "obey" he continued with emphasis.
Sasa shook his head, hoping that this was just a dream.he kept asking for help to be released but the man did not care, he was completely possessed by demons due to heavy drunkenness.
"get in" the man pushed Sasa forcibly into his car.
Sasa inched backwards in fear he hugged his backpack in front of his chest, trying to grab the car door handle to get out and run, but the man caught Sasa's movements quickly he locked the car door
"Grandfather" door locked automatically.
"please let me go, what's my fault" said Sasa continues to wail.
"wrong you? hah, it's your fault because you showed up right when I needed to finish" he said, clutching Sasa's chin firmly.
Sasa grimaced with pain.
the man began to forcibly pull Sasa's clothes to tear leaving the clothes************ asset cover his precious chest part.The man was getting more and more fidelity when he saw Sasa's chest that was plastered seductively, he smothered Sasa's mouth and pulled back the hijab that always covered his beautiful hair.
"you are beautiful" said the man sensually.
Sasa who was overcome with fear he continued to try to cover his chest even though he knew it was still in vain.
the man again launched his action to open one by one Sasa clothes until there was none left, now Sasa's body is completely plain.
the bottom of the man stiffened, tight and immediately wanted to be completed, although the dim lighting he could feel how beautiful Sasa's body was, the smooth and smooth skin further made the man's passion increase.
"please me, if you still want to live" her sarcasm was full of emphasis.
until what Sasa did not want happened, the honor he guarded wholeheartedly was taken by a man he did not know at all, the proud smile of Sania's mother and herdi's father, and the, and his whole family was circling in his head.
he cried, pinching himself because he felt dirty.
"mah, pah, mbak, bang sorryin Sasa, Sasa can not take care of himself properly"
with the rest of his energy he tried to get up and wear back one by one the clothes that had been forcibly removed from his body was lucky he had Hoodie clothes in his backpack he immediately wore it because of his clothes he was wearing no form. Sasa unlocked the car door and slowly got down from the car he grimaced in pain feeling the pain in the core. Before closing the car door Sasa again looked at the man who was asleep after successfully snatching his chastity. he looked at the man with hate.