Sakinah with you

Chapter 77

"Sorry news Aisha just came oagi here, said Umi sorry also can not okut because today morning there is business".

"Alhamdulilah Umi well - fine, you do not need to feel guilty like that Umi understand kok, Umi also yesterday has got a person who can replace your duty, Umi, so you don't have to worry God willing the children will still get knowledge".

After a short chat Umi Lilah left Aisha in the living room to pick up drinks and food to serve Aisha.

"About - the mentang already have a new family to forget who has made him rise from a slump".

Aisha was silent, her chest was so tight as if - her breathing was stopped and her tongue was stiff.I don't know what Dr. Martin meant to talk like that as she passed through the living room. Doctor Martin looked at Aisha with disappointment.

"Kok even bengong sigh" Umi Lilah's voice made Aisha wake up from her daydream.

"Umi's HGH".

"Is there a problem ?".

"Aisha's fine".

"It should be if you want to come here just say first let Umi is at home, fortunately you have not come home".

"Yes Umi, sorry Aisha thought Umi was home".

Half an hour talking to Umi Lilah, Aisha finally came home. Umi Lilah asks Doctor Martin to take Aisha home, but Aisha refuses she does not want any more slander what else Martin doctor will apply for Zahra, as well as Doctor Martin who refuses to take Aisha, Aisha, he reasoned that there was an appointment so he immediately left.

Aisha walked towards the base of the motorcycle taxi, because in the area it was very difficult to find a taxi, while her phone died out of bricks so she could not order a taxi online. but when just a few steps there was a car that followed him from behind, when Aisha looked back it turned out that the car belonged to doctor Martin.

"Come in, I want to talk to you, it's important!!". exclaimed Dr. Martin.

"I'm sorry I can go home alone" Aisha refused.

"I won't drive you home but I'd love to have a one-on-one talk with you !" Dr. Martin exclaimed with great emphasis.

"come on I don't have much time, just calm down after this I won't bother you anymore" continued Dr. Martin.

With Aisha forced to climb into Martin's doctor's car, Aisha sits in the back seat, initially objecting to Martin's doctor but Aisha refuses to sit in the front, she does not want to be told as an actor anymore.

Doctor Martin brought Aisha to a cafe, during the trip there was no talk, both focused on their respective minds.

"Please pesen what is up to you" said Dr. Martin.

"I'm just going to drink orange juice".

"Thank you, but I'm still full".

after that there was no more talk until a servant came to break the daydream of the two.

"What do you want to say ?" asked Aisha to start the conversation, Aisha did not want to linger - long alone with Martin's doctor in addition to fear of slander Aisha was also worried about not being able to control her feelings.

"What is the reason you want to accept Umi Fatimah's request, why have you never told me about this matter, why have you never asked me for my opinion on any of this ?" dr. Martin asked questions he had been asking for days.

"I have no reason to accept the request of Umi Fatimah, you are not who - who for me so I do not need to tell you or ask for your opinion".

'The main reason I accept the request of Umi Fatimah is you, I can not see you are with other women' inner Aisha.

"Yes I am a stranger to you, one thing you should know I have regarded you as my sister, just as Umi and Abah thought of you as their child".

'It turns out that all this time I was wrong to make your attention, all this time I thought you had feelings for me but it turns out you thought I was nothing more than a sister' Inner Aisha.

His chest felt tight, his heart was so sick like there was a sword piercing into the heart, it turned out that during this time Aisha misinterpreted all the kindness and attention of Doctor Martin. getting this reality Aisha feels lucky with her decision so that she can stop wishing on her doctor Martin.

"Aisha you don't know how disappointed Umi was when you decided to accept Umi Fatimah's request, Umi cried every night because she lost you so much, I just saw Umi sad like this". doctor Martin.

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"Umi says support whatever my decision, even Umi also suggests that I try it first".

"You're stupid what's innocent anyway" grumbled Doctor Martin annoyed. "There may be a bright Umi - light forbids you to go, because Umi loves you very much, Umi wants to see you happy".

"When you are down, there is no one beside you, only Umi and Abah who every day always give you motivation about a life, they are loyal to accompany you until you really rise again, but when you have risen why do you leave behind those who are willing and loyal to accompany you when you are at the lowest point in your life. Umi and Abah will not forbid you to determine the path of your happiness but at least you should have a sense of return to them by not leaving them for any reason".

Aisha was silent, indeed Umi and Abah are very meritorious for her life at this time, they are always in any condition. Aisha felt guilty about her decision to accept Umi Fatimah's request.

But if he continues to survive there whether he will be okay, it feels Aisha is not too ready to accept the harsh reality of her life, he was afraid of getting hurt and falling back down so he accepted the request of Umi Fatimah without thinking about the feelings of Abah Anom and also Umi Lilah.

"Honestly I am very - very disappointed at your attitude like this - if me, Abah and Umi are useless to you" said Dr. Martin.

Aisha is still silent, she is confused what to talk about this problem, should Aisha be honest with her feelings, but she does not have the guts to admit all her feelings especially considering that doctor Martin will immediately propose to Zahra, who will not be able to do so, it would be unethical for Aisha to express all her feelings, added Marin's doctor, only to think of her as a little sister.

Aisha is determined to bury the feeling in her heart, so that it disappears from her heart.

"I'm talking like this instead of telling you to go back to the foundation and leave Umi Fatimah, I just want to tell Umi's condition after you leave".