Sakinah with you

Chapter 68

Doctor Martin frowned as Aisha talked about the candidate, then she chuckled, it made Aisha look directly at Doctor Martin in astonishment.

"You mean Zahra ?".

"Yes if not him then who is the candidate" ketus Aisha while looking far ahead, her heart was so painful when Doctor Martin mentioned the name of the woman.

"Have you met Zahra ?" ask Dr. Martin.

"Yes, we met while performing the Ashar prayer together" replied Aisha.

Doctor Marin just ber oh ria. no more talk between them, immediately became silent only the sound - the sound of the night animals that are interconnected. until finally Aisha chose to leave.

"Where are you going ?".

"To the room, sleepy !" ketus Aisha as it passed leaving doctor Martin just like that.

Being young with doctor Martin makes Aisha feel her heart is getting sicker, because in reality Doctor Martin already has his own choice and it is not him.

Throughout the night Aisha was awake her heart was still unable to accept the reality, her heart still wanted to have it but her body was unable to compete, Aisha lost before fighting, but she was unable to compete, he chose to give up so that this feeling did not get deeper which would only make him disappointed.

On top of her arms, Aisha continued to recite prayers and asked for her heart to be expanded to accept a bitter reality in her life.

In the morning the atmosphere felt very cold because the rain fell on whatever was in the way, Aisha was busy with her task of helping cook for breakfast, and she was very busy with her job, although there are their respective tasks, Aisha often helps cooking because only she does not have the main task in the morning.

Again Aisha had to thicken her ears because some people talked about Zahra and Doctor Martin.

Aisha repeatedly set her breath neutralizing her feelings in the flames jealous of the rumors of the proximity of doctors Martin and Zahra.

Aisha just found out that Doctor Martin not only brought Zahra to his house this time, but it turns out that when they were the same - the same lecture doctor Martin had brought Zahra to his house several times.

They thought Martin's doctor was no longer close to Zahra because it had been several years since Martin's doctor never brought him home again.

"Aisha you're here !" The voice successfully disperse all the daydreams of Aisha.

"Umi" Aisha was surprised by the presence of Umi Lilah in front of her, since when Umi was here, Aisha thought.

"Umi was in your room but empty, Umi wants to talk to you, not yesterday you promised to come home after the Ashar prayer ?".

"Sorry Aisha forgot Umi, later if Aisha's work is finished Aisha to Umi's house, because after this Aisha must be ready - ready to teach" explained Aisha, who was not involved in the work, he felt guilty for forgetting his promise.

'Huhh this is all because of Zahra' Umpatan Aisha in her heart.

"Children of neat rows yes, do not push each other so, later if it is found that encourages Kak Aisha to tell Antri the very back" said Aisha.

Suddenly the children fell silent, standing in their own place. Aisha brought a plate filled with food to give to some people who were mumps looking for peace in the place.

"It's breakfast mbak" said Aisha while giving a plate of food and a glass of water over the nekes.

"Thank you" answered the room.

Aisha took breakfast and joined some of the foundation administrators, after which she prepared - ready to give knowledge to the children in the foundation.

Abah Anom Foundation is a privately owned Foundation, all the needs associated with the foundation are borne by Abah Anom. The Foundation does not have a regular donor so that orphans there cannot go to school like other children but Umi and Abah still provide them with education through the foundation board even though not as complete as in school but most importantly children can read and also count.

Aisha fell silent again as she watched some children eagerly learn to read, it came to her mind if she had to go with Umi Fatimah then who would teach them the science of education. there is a sense of heaviness to leave the place but if it survives there surely his heart will not be good - fine.

Aisha uttered the sentence alhamdulilah when all her tasks today were done and went smoothly. Aisha immediately rushed to Umi Lilah's house to talk about Umi Fatimah's plan.

"Finally you come too son, Umi has been waiting for you from earlier"., said Umi Lilah when she looked at Aisha's arrival.

"Sit down son" said Abah Anom who also happened to be in the living room with Umi Lilah.

"Thank you Umi, Abah" Aisha said as she sat in the living room chair of Umi Lilah's house.

"Umi already know everything son, because yesterday Umi wait for you never come, finally Umi contacted Umi Fatimah to ask about your meeting.

"In order to welcome the request of Umi Fatimah, we know her very well so we will be very about if you are with her, But back again all the decisions are in your hands, you are an adult you can definitely decide which is best for your life, Abah and Umi will fully support your choice" said Abah Anom.

Aisha looked at Umi Lilah and Abah Anom in turn.

"Honestly from a small heart Aisha is very happy that someone cares about Aisha, but if you can be honest Aisha is very heavy to leave this place" Aisha said while bowed.

"Don't talk like that, even though you've been with Umi Fatimah you can visit here whenever you want, so there's no need to worry that the door of this house is always open for you". abah Anom said.

"Aisha still doubts Abah, Umi. Aisha is afraid that the neighborhood where Umi Fatimah lives cannot accept Aisha's past"., Aisha said, this makes Aisha feel unsure about her decision to join Umi Fatimah.

"You must be sure, if you are sure all will be well, just remember Abah's message never leave the prayer and close yourself to the creator. If you keep thinking like that when will you go forward" explained Abah Anom.

"Umi sure you are capable, never give up let alone you have not tried it. You can try it for one week if you are really uncomfortable you can come back here son" said Umi Lilah while stroking Aisha's back.

"So Aisha will get out of here ?!" the sound of the baritone makes the three compactly turn towards the source of the sound.