Sakinah with you

Chapter 67

"I'm sorry I'm not a good woman - well, I failed to protect my sister, I made my life into a kara" Aisha said in the arms of Umi Fatimah.

Aisah released her embrace from the Fatimah Union when her crying began to stop, she tried to control her emotions, considering that the incident made her sometimes feel like a piece of useless trash.

"I was in prison because I disturbed the household of someone I loved dearly, that person I left to marry by the choice of parents, when I returned it turned out that person was married, I tried to take back what I had to have even I was willing to be the second but it turned out that my actions were wrong and I ended up crouching behind bars. I'm an ex-con if Umi is not ashamed to raise me as a child, how about the response of the Umi family if Umi raised me as a child" said Aisha.

"Umi lives alone, they leave Umi when Umi falls, they come when Umi has risen again, what kind of person deserves to be called family ?".

Aisha was silent, her mind seemed to be at a dead end to think clearly. There is a sense of happiness when someone wants to consider himself a family but what his environment will accept it well, that is what becomes a fear that haunts Aisha.

One hour they tell stories about their past - each of them makes Aisha slowly understand about the condition of Umi Fatimah now.

"If later you are ready, just contact Umi yes, greetings to Umi Lilah and also Abah anom, Umi just go home because it already wants the afternoon too" said Umi Fatimah when the car they were riding in arrived in front of the gate of the foundation.

"Yes Umi" replied Aisha, not forgetting before descending Aisha kissed the middle-aged woman's hand with reverence.

Aisha immediately walked towards her room, it felt like her body was sticky with sweat so she had to immediately flutter her body to look fresh again.

"Just returned Han ?!" reprimand one of the foundation administrators who happened to cross paths.

"Yes, I want to be clean first" replied Aisha.

Ashar's Adhan reverberated from the foundation's mosque, Aisha who just finished bathing was ready - ready to go to the mosque to join the congregation's Ashar prayer.

From the distance Aisha saw Umi was walking towards the mosque saw a beautiful woman also walking with Umi, the woman was almost the same age as Aisha.

'Maybe Umi's brother who was visiting' murmured Aisha directly into the mosque.

"It's so pretty".

"External graduates know".

"If that's really the candidate what about Aisha, haven't they been close all this time ?".

There was a prickly sound from those who were gathering in the mosque, Whether they were talking about who but Aisha's steps stopped when her name was called - say in their conversation.

"Syuuuttt there is Aisha" said one of those who noticed Aisha's presence.

They compactly glanced at Aisha, while the ones in the lyrics seemed confused to only be able to smile to reply to their lyrics.

"Have you gone home, son ?" asked Umi Lilah who was sitting next to Aisha as well as the woman who was with Umi he was sitting next to Umi.

"Udah Umi, earlier Umi Fatimah did not have time to stop by because it was late afternoon too he said, oh yes Umi later there is something Aisha wants to talk to Umi" said Aisha.

"Yes, son, you will go home later" said Umi Lilah. "Son, know this name Zahra his friend Martin" said Umi Lilah introduced the woman who had been with him since.

"Zahra" the beautiful woman and the sweet smile extended her hand introducing herself.

"Aisha".

Aisha welcomes the hand of the woman named Zahra, there is pain in her heart when Umi introduces herself as a friend of Doctor Martin.

After praying Aisha directly to her room, in the room Aisha shed all her tears, her heart was broken again when hope did not match reality, it turns out that the person who is always called in every prayer has had a mooring of heart but not himself.

'Do I not deserve to be happy why I am always like this, why everyone I want always has someone else' Aisha murmured in her heart.

Aisha repeatedly cursed her stupidity for hoping for something she could not achieve.

'You are a widow and she is a virgin so you must be self-conscious that Aisha' Aisha is in love.

It has been an hour Aisha locked herself in her room, even she forgot her promise to meet Umi Lilah after the Ashar prayer.

Desas - sizzle about the figure of a woman named Zahra continues to be the topic of conversation of the administrators of the foundation, they are relentless - hentinya praise her beauty and also her friendly attitude.

"Surely Umi and Abah are very happy to be able to get a daughter-in-law like Zahra.

"Yes, Zahra is beautiful, smart, friendly and certainly a rich child" said another.

"Doctors Martin and Zahra are both single children" said another.

"Aisha how yes, right all this time they look close".

"Yes, too, Kasian Aisha".

Aisha grinned bitterly at him and soon passed so that her heart would not get too sick to hear about Doctor Martin and Zahra.

On a bench by the pool Aisha pensively alone in the late night, staring at the dark sky there was only the sparkling star Aisha hoped to be given the strength of heart to go through every problem, he doesn't want to go back to the way he used to.

'Do I have to accept Umi Fatimah's request, but what about her surroundings ?' inner Aisha.

Aisha feels comfortable living in the neighborhood of the foundation because they do not know what really happened, they also understand about manners so that no one dares to question about Aisha's past.

Aisha tinkers with her phone, then contacts Bayu because Bayu is the only brother who still cares about Aisha.

After waiting a few minutes it turns out Bayu did not answer the call from Aisha. tried to contact Bayu again but the same still no answer.

"Dream about it !" The voice of a successful person made Aisha surprised and disperse all her daydreams.

"It's late, why are you still here ?" ask that someone.

"There's a ban if it's night it can't be here !" ketus Aisha's.

"Again sensi nih, senggol dikit langgung ngegas".

"It's none of your business !" ketus Aisha's.

One of them is Dr. Martin, seeing Aisha being pensive alone she finally tried to get to him.

"Why is the doctor here night too - night, the prospective doctor has gone home ? he'll be angry if you see we're alone here, I don't want to be told the actor !" ketus Aisha with a tight feeling in the chest.