Sahara In Love's

S2 (17)

It has been more than two months Sahara lived a life without Arjuna at his side, heavy as it felt when Sahara used to see the face of the husband when he woke up from sleep and would sleep again. However, Sahara is trying hard to be strong because there is also a baby Airlangga in the womb who needs the Sahara and finally she gets used to it all.

Lying that Sahara does not miss Arjuna because her husband always fills her mind and every second Sahara always misses him, very much.

Someone who always teases him every morning, gives a kiss on his lips, gives attention, reminds him of the meal hours until his sleep is not with the Sahara.

How could the Sahara not feel lost?

Every night the Sahara often cries when seeing a photo of Arjuna with himself and their son, full of happiness and laughter.

Although her parents or in-laws often come, Sahara still feels lonely and longs for Arjuna even in this pregnancy Sahara feels empty because there is no husband beside her.

The Sahara who used to ask for this and pranks Arjuna with many strange requests is now no longer even Sahara tends to want nothing.

Whenever asked the Sahara would answer one sentence that made people look at her with sadness.

"Ara wants Mas Juna"

Sahara is currently on her way to the boutique with her personal chauffeur and Arjuna.

Yes, for the past few weeks the Sahara has always been going to boutiques and spending all day there.

He is reluctant to stay at home that continues to remind Arjuna and make his sense of longing even greater to make him crowded instead of playing.

Sahara misses Arjuna very much.

After arriving without saying anything Sahara got out of the car and carried Airlangga and brought him in.

The greeting that the Sahara used to greet kindly is now only ignored and Diandra also Gibran who always approached her every come now just silent and look at her with sadness.

The Sahara has changed a lot.

Entering his study Sahara sat down on the sofa and looked at the face of Airlangga who always reminded him of Arjuna.

Sahara smiled and kissed her son's face.

"Baby you miss Papi? Haven't we seen Papi in a while?" Sahara

He held his breath when his chest felt tight and then smiled again when Airlangga's lips curved up a smile.

"Papa"

"Papi kangen hmm?" Ask Sahara

Airlangga nodded making Sahara smile and hugged her tightly.

He did not know what his life would be like if there were no Airlangga.

"Mama"

"Yes baby?" Ask Sahara

"Grandson"

Sahara smiled when she heard it, so happy when Airlangga started to be able to say a few words.

If Arjuna had been here, he would have been very happy to hear it.

Sahara took down Airlangga and let her walk while she took her bag on the table to pick up the milk she always carried.

When giving it to Airlangga the child looked so happy and immediately silent.

Moments after the Sahara's office door was opened and Gibran walked inside with a small smile, he hated to see the sad looking Sahara.

"Hey how can her cheeks not be soaked if she drinks milk?" Gibran asked when he saw his niece drinking milk while sitting quietly on the sofa

Lately Airlangga is not fussy and installment as usual.

"So why are you here? Not a photo shoot anymore?" Ask Sahara

"You nengokin my nephew first." The word Gibran made the Sahara smile when she heard it

"Where's the Diandra?" Ask Sahara

"Hmm there again just like the others." Gibran said that the Sahara nodded her head in understanding and went back to silence

He could no longer start a conversation and joked with Gibran or the others because he himself refused to do so.

Sahara is more silent and only speaks if someone asks or asks him to talk even several times Sahara asks Diandra to replace him to meet some clients.

"Bec"

"Emm"

"Don't believe me keep Ra, you worry me." The word Gibran made the Sahara smile faintly and then said in a voice so soft

"Why worry? I'm fine, don't worry." Sahara

Gibran let out a slow sigh and hugged the Sahara tightly, he already considered the Sahara like his sister and it hurt to see the wounded Sahara like this.

"If there's any similar story to me huh? You have your brother and sister it's me so tell me if there's a problem." Gibran

Sahara muttered softly and returned Gibran's warm embrace, she was fine really.

"Have you seen the doctor again?" Ask Gibran

"Hmm not yet scheduled for tomorrow." Sahara

"I am temenin? Airlangga will be the same as Aunty Hisa." Gibran

"Yes"

"Eats a lot, right?" Ask Girbran who knows that the Sahara eats a small portion

"Emm good"

It looks different when containing Airlangga Sahara used to look so contained.

"Don't skip lunch, Arjuna will be sad if you eat a little." Gibran

Sahara just nodded obediently, she did not want to, but Sahara felt no appetite to eat even sometimes when just eating a few spoons she already felt nauseous.

"How are you?" Ask Gibran

"Frequently come to the house especially Mami he often helps Ara when she goes home." Sahara

Gibran smiled and rubbed his dear black Saharan hair.

"I work again, right? If you need anything, call Brother." Gibran

Sahara muttered softly and looked at Gibran who was now out of his study.

Sahara's gaze turned to her belly which began to bulge then her hands stretched out to rub her stomach and she smiled.

"As our son has wanted five months here, you can't wait to see him born into the world?"

"Would you sleep?" Ask Sahara

"Sound"

Sahara gave a small laugh and pinched her cheek in a fit of anxiety.

Her little Arjuna is adorable.

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Sahara's heart was beating so fast this afternoon when she got a call from her in-laws and she immediately asked to be transferred to the Dirgantara family home. During the journey Sahara felt so anxious and impatient that when finally when it came to carrying Airlangga in his carriage he walked in a hurry to enter the house of the Aerospace family.

When he entered and found that there were some of his family-in-law who surrounded the Sahara living room getting anxious, but he still walked with a slow pace. His breathing was stifled when he saw someone he knew sitting there with a slightly thinner body as well as some bandages still attached there.

As the in-laws took Airlangga from his carrier the Sahara rushed up to him and hugged him carefully, unwilling to hurt him. The voice of Sahara's cry was heard again, Sahara did not think that she was here now.

Feeling that the two needed time the other immediately left and let Sahara be with her husband.

Yes, with Arjuna.

Sahara sobbed loudly and it made Arjuna feel claustrophobic, he made his wife cry full of wounds.

"Feces"

Sahara cried even more when she heard the voice she had longed for for the past two months.

"Awh"

Upon hearing the ringing sound Sahara immediately let go of her embrace and looked anxiously at her husband.

"Why? Hurt huh? Sorry." Sahara lirih

Arjuna smiled and shook his head slowly then said in an almost inaudible voice.

"Don't cry"

It did not stop Sahara even more crying and covering her face with both hands.

Seeing that Arjuna felt more guilty especially when he realized that his wife looked thinner when she was pregnant.

"Sorry Ra"

Sahara wiped her tears and shook her head slowly and gave a smile.

"Don't apologize, why don't you tell me you want to go home?" Ask Sahara

"Surprise"

Sahara laughed in the middle of her crying and then looked at Arjuna's face so closely, the figure she missed so much was now in front of her.

"You're skinny"

Smiling thin Sahara is reluctant to say if she rarely eats or eats very few portions.

"The cheeks aren't stewing anymore"

"Still, it can still be pinched." Sahara said as she pinched her own two cheeks

Arjuna smiled at him, he missed the Sahara very much and during the treatment process also the recovery of his mind was always filled with Sahara, his beloved wife.

"Kange"

Putting on his sad face Sahara nodded slowly and his hands stretched out to explore Arjuna's face which still had some scratches there.

"So ugly huh?"

Sahara disagreed.

"Our son?"

"Good and he's very good." Sahara said as she rubbed her slightly distended stomach

"sorry"

"Don't apologize!"

"sorry"

"Don't apologize, Mom!"

"Sorry Ra"

Sahara sighed softly and rubbed her husband's hands that no longer felt as cold as before.

"Mas Juna is healed, right?" Ask Sahara scared

"Hm just a little ache and pain"

"Don't hurt anymore?"

"sorry"

"Don't hurt anymore!"

"I'm sorry for making you cry"

Sahara only gave a short nod and hugged her back very carefully.

Arjunya is back.

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"Feces"

Sahara's eyes turned back and she immediately cried when she saw her husband's open eyes and movement on his fingers.

"Feces"

Sahara came back crying then when she wanted to go Arjuna's weak hand touched her and made her turn her head.

But, after that Arjuna was seen enduring the pain and made Sahra run out to call the doctor.

After being examined long enough and the doctor explained everything again Abian decided to move Arjuna to a sakut house in Singapore.

Everyone agrees, but Sahara, who previously said she would be banned immediately because she is pregnant and Sahara is also a person who is too easily anxious.

Eventually all decided to take Arjuna to Singapore and only Abian also Daffa took turns to look after him.

It was then that the Sahara continued to wait and hoped to see Arjuna in a better state.

Sahara kept waiting expectantly while looking at the picture of her husband every night.

The hope is one, Arjunanya is back.