
Leaning against the walls of the Sahara hospital fell silent with reddened eyes due to crying and pale face because until now he still has not eaten anything. The news that her husband was involved in a terrible accident made Sahara cry and went straight to the hospital leaving her son along with the in-laws.
Until now Arjuna is still being dealt with because his injuries are very severe and Sahara really felt devastated when she heard it. There were about five cars involved in the accident, one of which was a truck carrying a lot of cargo and of the ten victims three of them were pronounced dead and now the Sahara is really shaking waiting for the doctor get out of the operating room.
Sahara's legs were completely limp she was afraid, so afraid that her husband would actually leave her even she could not imagine if it happened.
Again, Sahara again sobbed while holding her chest that felt tight.
As Sahara's soft hands felt she looked up and saw Fahisa's eyes staring softly at her. That second also Sahara cried violently in Fahisa's arms making the middle-aged woman also let out tears.
"Mommy... Ara scared..."
Sahara is so difficult to talk makes Fahisa increasingly tightened his embrace.
"Arjuna will definitely be fine, Mommy's son-in-law is a strong man." Said Fahisa
Unfortunately those words simply could not make Sahara calm down and continued to cry with a strong sobbing that Daffa standing near them felt so hurt to see her.
"Ara scared... Mommy... Ara.. Ara..."
"Sst Mommy and Daddy here baby." Said Fahisa
"What if... if Mas Juna left Ara?" Ask Sahara with great difficulty
"It won't be a pity Mommy's daughter-in-law will be fine." Said Fahisa again
Although she herself was not sure of his words, but Fahisa had to make her son feel a little calm. He had seen the news earlier and the accident that happened was really severe, he was afraid of all the bad possibilities that could happen.
But, the most important thing for now was to make her child calm down because she was pregnant.
A little while later Clara and Abian ran up to them. Clara wanted to come, but there is no way he brought Airlangga until finally he contacted Anjani and asked his son to take care of Airlangga even though Anjani refused because he wanted to see his brother just because Clara's coercion made him agree.
"Feces"
Fahisa turned his head and gave a little distance for Clara to get to her son.
Raising his head the watery eyes of the Sahara met his father-in-law who also kept crying there.
"Mommy's son must be strong baby, just pray for him he can definitely get through this." Clara said she was trying to be sure of her own words
The Sahara did not respond and only cried while sobbing in the arms of the in-laws.
Their bracing words will not be able to calm Sahara down until she hears for herself from the doctor who handles her husband.
When Sahara's eyes caught the open door and a white-clothed figure came out of it she immediately stood up and ran over to the doctor who had just come out of the operating room. Seeing the resigned face of the doctor made the Sahara heart beat faster and with stammering she asked the condition of her husband.
On the right and left side there is also Fahisa Clara who tightly grasps both hands, giving strength.
As word for word came out of the doctor's lips Sahara felt her world crumble and time just stopped, she lost her power.
The Sahara remembers nothing but her name which is called out loud and then dark which covers her.
"I'm sorry to say this, but your husband is in a coma his injuries are so severe and we can't detect when he's going to wake up or if he's going to open his eyes again"
No
The Sahara could not have been if Arjuna had not been there.
Don't
Don't let Arjunya go of his life.
Or let Sahara go with her husband if she has to.
He could not, could not have lived without Arjuna.
'I won't leave unless you ask me to leave'
Arjuna said that and why did he deny it?
Why did Arjuna intend to leave without her permission?
"Saharan"
Darkened
Everything was dark, suddenly the Sahara world was filled with darkness.
No, Arjuna can't go anywhere.
The Sahara does not allow it.
His body should always be by his side.
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A white ceiling greeted the Sahara along with a faintly audible voice. His head felt so heavy as light entered his vision and slowly Sahara's eyes explored looking for someone he hoped existed for it to be just a nightmare.
Everything is here, except Arjuna.
Sahara immediately got up from her sleep and was about to leave, but Daffa immediately held her back, making Sahara say in a very quiet voice.
"Ara wants to see Mas Juna"
Many times the Sahara muttered the same sentence making those who heard it feel sad and hurt.
"Daddy watch! Ara wants to go! Ara wants to see Mas Juna." Sahara said as she tried to push Daffa's body away
But Daffa embraced his son even more.
He was really hurt to see the Sahara being so fragile
"Daddy, please let Ara go." Said Sahara who now started crying out loud
"No Ara stay here you have to rest." Daffa said
"No! Ara wants to go! Ara wants to see Mas Juna!" Sahara said while trying hard to break away
"Feces"
"Listen, now that you have to stay here Ara, remember you have Airlangga and the baby you are carrying tomorrow go see Arjuna no one will forbid." Said Daffa softly
The strong grip of the Sahara loosened when he heard it, there was Airlangga and her fetus to be guarded, but Sahara wanted to meet Arjuna.
The Sahara wants to be by his side.
"The fire will take care of Arjuna, you are here with Mami and go there tomorrow hmm? Arjuna won't like it when he sees you like this." Abian
Isakan Sahara again sounded along with Daffa's embrace that was getting tighter, he was really hurt to see his son like this.
"Ara wants to see Mas Juna." Slowly flowed
Daffa was silent while rubbing his dear black Sahara hair and after the child was a little calm Daffa let go of his embrace and wiped away the tears that flowed on his son's cheeks.
"Arjuna will be fine, trust Daddy right?" Daffa said
"Promise?"
"promise"
Daffa said it with a faint smile then went out of the room together with Abian to go to the hospital again.
After passing out Sahara was taken to her in-laws' house because Airlangga was there and Fahisa was here now to accompany her son.
Doubtfully Clara brought a meal for her daughter-in-law as it was late afternoon and Sahara had missed her lunch.
"Ara eat first huh?" Said Clara softly
Sahara looked up and shook her head and wiped away the tears that flowed back on her cheeks.
"Dear to eat first, huh? Poor your son." Said Fahisa
"Ara doesn't want to eat." Sahara
She covered her face when she felt like crying, again.
Sighing his breath slowly Fahisa approached and pulled the hand that covered his son's face.
"A little bit hmm? Arjuna will be upset if you know you missed lunch and your son will be hungry by now." Said Fahisa while wiping away the tears on her son's cheek
"Mommy"
"Yes baby?"
"Mas Juna will be fine right?" Ask Sahara lirih
"certainly"
"Couldn't you?" Ask Sahara again
"Didn't Daddy promise Ara?" Said Fahisa who was answered with a brief nod by her son
Clara began to feed the Sahara painstakingly and her daughter-in-law only wanted to eat a few bribes, but it was better than nothing.
After eating Sahara back pensive just the sound of crying her son made her turn her eyes and look for where Airlangga.
"Mommy Angga is crying." Sahara
Just about to stand Anjani opened the door and entered with Airlangga carried by him.
A thin Sahara smile is formed and she asks Anjani to bring Airlangga to her.
When his son was already in his lap the Sahara asked the others to leave him alone with Airlangga and although the beginning refused they still left because of the pleading gaze of the Sahara.
Right after the door opened the Sahara looked at the face of her son who was also looking at her.
Sahara cried again because she saw the face of Airlangga that was so similar to Arjuna.
"Babys"
"Ma ma'am"
Sahara nodded still with a teary face and when the voice of the little one came back the cry grew louder.
"Pa pa"
The embrace of Airlangga's body and the Sahara sobbing again sounded only his son who did not understand at all just playing the Sahara hair from behind.
"You miss Papi, don't you?" Ask Sahara slowly
"Pa pa"
"Yes you miss Papi, don't you?" Said Sahara again
After letting go of her embrace Sahara laid the little one beside her.
"Babies.. Mami misses Papi..."
Sahara wiped away her tears and rubbed her son's head fondly.
"The fire's gonna be okay, isn't it, baby?" Ask Sahara lirih
The little Airlangga looked at Sahara in confusion and Sahara spoke again still with tears.
"What do we do if there's no Papi?"
Sahara's cry grew louder, she wasn't strong and it was very, very painful.
He did not dare to imagine all the possibilities that could happen.
"The fire's gonna be okay, right?"
Sahara kissed her old son's forehead with flowing tears.
'Mas Juna quickly woke up otherwise Ara would cry continuously and run away with Angga'
The hall will be fine, right?