Sacrifice In Love And Hate

episode 5's

I was so scared to see my parents fighting so hard right now.I could only run to my room and cry as it was now.I was reminded by my real mother. I told him my grievances and now, I confided to my biological mother about what was happening right now.

maybe I look like a lost person for talking to a photo of a smiling woman.I know even though I complain all my complaints to my biological mother, this, he would never be able to answer every word I put to my mother.

"mah, I'm afraid to live here mah hiks..hiks.. I'm afraid father and mother quarrels continue out there. I need a friend mah hiks.. "my complaint to my mother is with a breath of my cry.

there will be nothing as sweet as sugar, though sweet will surely leave a bit of bitter taste on our tongue.every thing we do will not always go well and smoothly, sometimes we have to feel bitterness in everything we have. even so, we must still struggle to face all the things that make us almost weak and rise in each of us feel hopeless.

AMANDA POV DISHA

I'm currently walking my way around my mom and dad's house. I'm trying to figure out what's around here. many friendly neighbors smile and say hello to each other and are not even afraid to blend in with me even though I am a stranger. I've only been here for a while but I've had a lot of affection and comfort that I can't get in my own home.

when I was walking, I met brother david with a state of chaos in a patrol post. I approached him and tried to help brother david.

" jeez brother, brother david right.ok brother so kayak gini kak why brother? brother if I have a problem story to me brother I am ready to listen to what brother said" I said while inviting brother david to be more open and want to be close to me as well.

"you want to know what I said? lo it I've snapped a keukeh keja si. I'm even embarrassed to reveal what I experienced to elo because I'm a lot wrong lo" said brother david while wiping his tears that had flowed rapidly since then.

"just a story brother, I'm not the problem about the brother who snapped me is what brother who behaved and was cold to everyone. I don't care brother, brother, karrna I know big brother behaves like that there must be a strong reason.So brother did not tell someone, said to someone, surely what you experience will be more burdensome to your brother and make you forget the same parents later. "after hearing this speech, brother david immediately looked at both my eyes very deeply. he seemed to be hinting at something but I didn't know what it was.

"okay I want to tell you about what I've been through all this time.when I was 10 years old, I used to love girls. I try to find the girl in all kinds of ways and unique behavior.I do not realize that I am a human being who was born with a lot of simplicity. I shot the girl and you know what she was reacting to? he said I was not the same level as him and I was just trash in the eyes of him who was always looking for a chance to meet with him. Maybe at that time I was declared a loser, too, but I still went to the girl's house and I shot her there in front of her parents...

bugh..

*the guard kicked this kid out and if possible don't let him live! how dare he approach my daughter.* said the girl's father.

in desperation I begged the guards to let me go and I promised not to go to that girl's house again. From then on I hated seeing people around me let alone that girl, I want to kill immediately." brother david's story at length.

"so it's just a big sister girl like that, hahahhahaaaa.. "my words while I laugh because it's funny to me, even I can't help my laughter.

"hahaha that's funny! I guess you're living out what my efforts are to find the girl and what I've been feeling all along. "say brother David is angry with me? this is really a rare sight know not angry brother david this time very funny like what it is.

"sorry brother, okay I don't laugh anymore" I said while showing my mouth that no longer mangap mangap because I had stopped laughing.

"we will always be friends.in joy and sorrow we will certainly be together" said brother David while smiling at me. This rare sight again wahhh, his handsome double than before.

"okay but you have to promise me that you will change for the better, "me said

"okay I will change" we went home when almost adzan maghrib reverberated.After the completion of the Maghrib prayer, my father's family and I immediately gathered at the dinner table for dinner. I looked closely at the brother David in front of me, as well as the brother David looking at me.

after finishing dinner, everyone gathered in front of the tv because they would watch the ball. I who did not really like the ball chose to write in the room only.

' dear diary, ' my,

I'm so happy here.I'm so happy to be with all of them. I'm so happy because after the pain I feel, it's now turned into happiness. I miss my mother, my brother, even my father. I miss them so much but I also don't want to leave this place.in faithful-"I stopped writing and immediately saved my book because I heard a knock from the outside.

" sha, are you on the floor, no? "sister david.

'david's brother looking for me? what the hell is it. 'my inner

"yes, brother, what's wrong"my sister opened the door knob and saw brother David smiling at me.

"how are you not going to watch? "asked brother david.

"engga ah sis, I don't like balls and also I don't like watching tv. "my words

"that's our way out" said brother david

"ayo brother! "my words agree to brother david's invitation

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