Sacrifice In Love And Hate
episode 1
Today is 40 days after the death of my half-sister, Disha Amanda.
We are two half-sisters born to two very different parents. I was born to my dead mother, Amira Tiana, and my father, who was by my side, Akbar Shamsuddin. My father married Disha's mother, Rani Rahmawati. This is where I will tell my story…
Disa and I, we have a close relationship like a real sister. The togetherness we went through shows a lot of similarities between the two of us. Since childhood, I was most loved by my mother and my father. Rani's mother loves disha more than me, it's all because rani's mother doesn't want to see disha's lack of paternal affection because my father hates her so much. Because of my father's hatred, Rani's mother even made Disha's face ugly by giving mud to disha's face so that her beautiful face was covered by black mud.
If anyone asks me my name, I always confuse everyone because I say that my name is Disha savita. Strange but real, my name and disha's name are both disha. I always blame my name when asked someone.I will tell you a bitter story between friends, lovers and sisters.
When I was a kid, I was always with disha. My age and his age are not much different, only 2 years difference. At that time my father's friend came from Jakarta to my home who was in solo. He brought his family consisting of him, his wife and only son named Arman jaya saputra. Arman and I were one year different and he was older.
He got out of the car suddenly..
brukkk.” aduhhh I screamed as I collided with arman as I played with disha.
” Sorry I accidentally, you didn't papa right?.” said arman. The pain obviously hurt even me to the point of getting a cut on my knee. But I seemed to be carried away flying into the sky happily, how was it not fun? what I know is that a handsome boy must cry his shame.
At that time arman helped me clean the wound on my knee. “aww...” I said.”maaf sick yes?, o yes your name is?”. “ my name is disha kak, sorry ive already ngerepotin brother.” “ oiya sister name who is it?”continue me. “my name is arman, call me arman gainh pack brother everything. Besides our age is far gabeda.”
For a while I felt like I didn't need disha as my friend. I didn't even see her again when I was with Arman. I forgot my best friend and sister when I met Arman. I'm even closer to the arman I just met than the disha I've known since childhood.
Amanda POV Disha…
I am disha, I always play with my sister disha. I was always with him and he always loved me. We are very close sisters. In fact, there are many people who say that we are similar. In reality it is me and sister disha are indeed half-sisters. But we don't hate each other.
I always play chases with brother disha in the yard of our house. As I was running after disha's brother suddenly.”aduhh..” I heard disha's brother was colliding with a handsome man. I even looked up at that super duper handsome guy. I kept looking at the man with a different taste.
But, I realized that I was just an ugly woman who covered my face with mud. The shame I felt when I saw myself made me undo my intention to meet the man, and I would rather take a shower.
At 17:00 I waited for disha's sister on the usual swing me and disha's sister came. I kept waiting for him until the sound of adzan magrib could be heard. I immediately prepared for ablution and left the swing.
After finishing the prayer I immediately ran to the swing that I had been to. However, the thing I was waiting for was not there either. Sis did not come to that swing. I was still waiting for him to be stopped by a silent night with a breeze that made me cold.
In the morning, I woke up and with the same circumstances as last night that is on the swing where I sat last night. “ hmm. already in the morning, kok sis disha did not come with me huh?” I said with a witty. Then I got up and looked for disha's sister to her room, and I saw there was disha's sister there who was picking clothes for the party.” Disha brother? Brother what's the other?”I said who asked what my brother was doing. “ I was choosing clothes, about which clothes are suitable for the event later? Moreover, later there will be brother arman, I have to pack a special dress dong”kata kak disha with a happy expression.
“What? Kak disha apparently likes the same brother arman until nyariin nice clothes to meet with brother arman?” I said in my heart.
In shock, I felt that I was very sad at this moment. I immediately made my sad face become happy and accompanied brother Disha to choose his clothes.
After I finished choosing clothes for my sister, I walked to the living room with tea and coffee that my mother had made for our guests. "this is the tea, please drink". I said politely. I realized that I was serving tea to brother arman. Nervousness began to approach me, even I almost misbehaved to see it.
When I looked into Arman's eyes, it seemed like I didn't like to see him, even holding me back many times with an unpleasant face.
Evening arrived, happiness emanated from the face of sister disha at the party tonight.
With a graceful party dress, sister disha came down from the stairs along with brother arman who was wearing a suit. Seeing them my heart was like a needle, my first love must have been shattered by seeing them both. As I daydreamed, sister disha patted my shoulder and invited me to meet brother arman.
"sha, how do you dream?, there is something else you think about" said brother disha.
"eh brother disha, because I no longer think what I do" said I was surprised to see brother disha.
"o yes sha, this is arman. Arman knows this is my sister disha." said brother disha introduced me to brother arman. "greetings know" said I am friendly to brother arman while extending my hand. "Yes" said brother Arman indifferently and did not extend his hand.
With his attitude towards me, I can conclude that he really dislikes me. I feel very sad to see the attitude of brother arman to me. "what disgusted brother Arman look at my face until gamau temenan same me?" my question is in my heart.
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