
I let Axell take the opportunity to talk, and Axell stopped his steps.
"I ... just not comfortable, same new temen you earlier" he said that makes me understand behind his silence earlier.
"I don't know, it feels weird." I nodded I tried to understand Axell, then we agreed not to discuss it again.
That day all day, we just spent time together. Without thinking of anything, there is happiness.
And I'm happy with Axell ....
The next day ....
The sound of a very loud knock on the door of my room was so loud that it woke me up from my sleep.
At first glance I heard my name called. I lazily walked towards the door of the room, then I opened it.
"Alexa, you're still not ready, too?" I ascertained whether I was still half conscious, having found the figure of Mama in front of me.
"Mama?"looking at my behavior, Mama looked at me with a look full of astonishment.
"You, why?" mama asked, as soon as I realized I looked back at Axell, shaking my head.
"Nothing, just a shock to arrive - see Mama, it's here." I'm clear, Mama didn't take her eyes off me at all.
"You're good, aren't you, all along here? or we go back to _ "
"Alexa is good - okay, Ma." as I, Mama gave up her intention to talk. and gave me a chance to talk.
"The Alexa part can take care of itself, Ma." I saw Mama sigh.
"Yes yes, Mama forgot that Mama's child now .. not a child anymore." Mama stroked my hair, I smiled looking at Mama. Mama too.
"Oh yeah, now you're ready - ready, we have breakfast together, huh?" I nodded, Mama walked towards the door, then out of my room.
A few moments later ....
I glanced at the watch in my hand, it seems like it is time I should hurry up.
Dining table ....
I look around, when I see the figure of Mama. instantly I feel there is less without Papa.
"Darling, what's wrong with you?" mama asked, I shook my head and continued eating.
"Oh yeah, Mama listen, you put in a new employee huh, in the office?" I choked, in surprise.
Why did Mom find out so soon?
"Alexa? is that true?" tanya asked, while I thought hard what I should say.
"Yes Ma, I'm sorry Alexa didn't tell Mama, but Mama didn't have to worry about Alexa finding out" I said, I see Mama has not shown her reaction.
"So I was anticipating, long before Alexa made a decision." Mama just nodded, what happened to the response that Mama gave?
Before I left, I shook Mama's hand.
A few moments later ....
Now I'm sitting opposite Axell, I don't know if there's any wind that he came to my office while still working hours.
"So your mom's here, from New York?" I nodded, Axell's face looked pleased.I looked wonderfully at him.
"Why are you, like that?" manya curious.
"Darling, is now the right time to see your mother?" he asked, I fell silent.Axell's question made me dissolve in my own mind.
Is now the right time ?
"Darling ... _ "
"Xell .. are you sure? make me marry you?" the look on Axell's face immediately changed, I now fear that he was angry because of my words.Now even I dare not look at his face.
"Xa, you doubt?" I could only keep quiet, looking at him for a moment I was sure he would look at me with a disappointed look.
I don't know what to do, other than just be quiet. My brain thought hard to think of an answer that would not make Axell angry, and disappointed.
"Xel, I'm just _ "
"As for Xa, I don't want to know anymore." I was stunned. while Axell just left me without saying anything.
For the first time Axell was mad at me ....
For 5 days Axell did not tell me, but he was never like before. Until the next day I decided to meet him in his office.
Because Axell had important metting, Axell's employees asked me to wait in Axell's room.
Before long faintly I heard footsteps approaching, it seemed Axell was done with his metting.
I saw the door opened, I saw Axell' appear behind the door, he looked at me in surprise, then walked up to me.
"What are you doing here?" tanyakanya.
"Axell, are you still angry?" he looked at me for a while, after sighing heavily, he shook his head.
"I'm sorry, maybe I was too rushed, until I didn't realize I was forcing you, sorry." Axell's hand stretched out to my head, I grabbed his hand for me to hold. then I shook my head.
"You don't have to apologize, I'm wrong, I should be more able to understand you, sorry." Axell smiled, then pulled me down into his arms.
"But you can still, if you really want to meet my Mama, you still want to meet, right?" I asked, Axell did not immediately answer.I looked confusedly at him.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to, but the day after I have to go to Paris" he said.I was surprised to hear it. Maybe because I just found out.
"Paris?" I asked, Axell nodded.
"How long?" my many.
"8 days." I smiled wryly, nodding.
"Smile dong, don't be so wry" she asked, making a smile knot on my face.
Axell arrived - arrived to hold me into his arms.I think he knew that I did not want him to leave even if only 8 days.not after 2 years I finally met him back.
This silence long - long intimidated me, I felt increasingly shrouded in my sadness.
My eyes began to try to hold back the pace of my tears, which were trying to go down.
I was still silent in Axell's embrace, it was hard to speak as I tried to hold back my tears.
Axell rubbed my head gently, little by little I felt calm.
"Only 8 days Xa, after that I'll be right back." I sighed, I realized I shouldn't be an obstacle to Axell.
"Yes, you can go." I said, Axell took off his hug to look at my face.
"Xa _ "
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean _" Axell stuck his index finger which made me instantly shut up, Axell looked at me seriously this time.
"Xa, you know that my love for you is growing." Axell's finger stroked my cheek gently, I just smiled as I looked at him.
Only 8 days Alexa ....
Day of departure Axell ...
"Nothing is forgotten, is it?" my question is, Axell shook his head while glancing at the clock in his hand.
"It seems like it's time, I'm leaving." I put on a forced smile, nodding my head.
"Alexa?" I put on my best smile so that Axell would not worry.Axell grabbed my hand, took me into his arms.This time he hugged me very tightly.
"Wouldn't I go, huh?" I who was surprised to hear it, reflexes to break away from his embrace.
"Don't joke, don't make me feel bad either." Axell laughed, then rubbed my head gently.
"I go, take care of yourself." I smiled, nodding my head.
"Wait for me, yeah." she whispered later, before she finally left with her suitcase, I just smiled as I waved at her.
I let Axell take the opportunity to talk, and Axell stopped his steps.
"I ... just not comfortable, same new temen you earlier" he said that makes me understand behind his silence earlier.
"I don't know, it feels weird." I nodded I tried to understand Axell, then we agreed not to discuss it again.
That day all day, we just spent time together. Without thinking of anything, there is happiness.
And I'm happy with Axell ....
The next day ....
The sound of a very loud knock on the door of my room was so loud that it woke me up from my sleep.
At first glance I heard my name called. I lazily walked towards the door of the room, then I opened it.
"Alexa, you're still not ready, too?" I ascertained whether I was still half conscious, having found the figure of Mama in front of me.
"Mama?"looking at my behavior, Mama looked at me with a look full of astonishment.
"You, why?" mama asked, as soon as I realized I looked back at Axell, shaking my head.
"Nothing, just a shock to arrive - see Mama, it's here." I'm clear, Mama didn't take her eyes off me at all.
"You're good, aren't you, all along here? or we go back to _ "
"Alexa is good - okay, Ma." as I, Mama gave up her intention to talk. and gave me a chance to talk.
"The Alexa part can take care of itself, Ma." I saw Mama sigh.
"Yes yes, Mama forgot that Mama's child now .. not a child anymore." Mama stroked my hair, I smiled looking at Mama. Mama too.
"Oh yeah, now you're ready - ready, we have breakfast together, huh?" I nodded, Mama walked towards the door, then out of my room.
A few moments later ....
I glanced at the watch in my hand, it seems like it is time I should hurry up.
Dining table ....
I look around, when I see the figure of Mama. instantly I feel there is less without Papa.
"Darling, what's wrong with you?" mama asked, I shook my head and continued eating.
"Oh yeah, Mama listen, you put in a new employee huh, in the office?" I choked, in surprise.
Why did Mom find out so soon?
"Alexa? is that true?" tanya asked, while I thought hard what I should say.
"Yes Ma, I'm sorry Alexa didn't tell Mama, but Mama didn't have to worry about Alexa finding out" I said, I see Mama has not shown her reaction.
"So I was anticipating, long before Alexa made a decision." Mama just nodded, what happened to the response that Mama gave?
Before I left, I shook Mama's hand.
A few moments later ....
Now I'm sitting opposite Axell, I don't know if there's any wind that he came to my office while still working hours.
"So your mom's here, from New York?" I nodded, Axell's face looked pleased.I looked wonderfully at him.
"Why are you, like that?" manya curious.
"Darling, is now the right time to see your mother?" he asked, I fell silent.Axell's question made me dissolve in my own mind.
Is now the right time ?
"Darling ... _ "
"Xell .. are you sure? make me marry you?" the look on Axell's face immediately changed, I now fear that he was angry because of my words.Now even I dare not look at his face.
"Xa, you doubt?" I could only keep quiet, looking at him for a moment I was sure he would look at me with a disappointed look.
I don't know what to do, other than just be quiet. My brain thought hard to think of an answer that would not make Axell angry, and disappointed.
"Xel, I'm just _ "
"As for Xa, I don't want to know anymore." I was stunned. while Axell just left me without saying anything.
For the first time Axell was mad at me ....
For 5 days Axell did not tell me, but he was never like before. Until the next day I decided to meet him in his office.
Because Axell had important metting, Axell's employees asked me to wait in Axell's room.
Before long faintly I heard footsteps approaching, it seemed Axell was done with his metting.
I saw the door opened, I saw Axell' appear behind the door, he looked at me in surprise, then walked up to me.
"What are you doing here?" tanyakanya.
"Axell, are you still angry?" he looked at me for a while, after sighing heavily, he shook his head.
"I'm sorry, maybe I was too rushed, until I didn't realize I was forcing you, sorry." Axell's hand stretched out to my head, I grabbed his hand for me to hold. then I shook my head.
"You don't have to apologize, I'm wrong, I should be more able to understand you, sorry." Axell smiled, then pulled me down into his arms.
"But you can still, if you really want to meet my Mama, you still want to meet, right?" I asked, Axell did not immediately answer.I looked confusedly at him.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to, but the day after I have to go to Paris" he said.I was surprised to hear it. Maybe because I just found out.
"Paris?" I asked, Axell nodded.
"How long?" my many.
"8 days." I smiled wryly, nodding.
"Smile dong, don't be so wry" she asked, making a smile knot on my face.
Axell arrived - arrived to hold me into his arms.I think he knew that I did not want him to leave even if only 8 days.not after 2 years I finally met him back.
This silence long - long intimidated me, I felt increasingly shrouded in my sadness.
My eyes began to try to hold back the pace of my tears, which were trying to go down.
I was still silent in Axell's embrace, it was hard to speak as I tried to hold back my tears.
Axell rubbed my head gently, little by little I felt calm.
"Only 8 days Xa, after that I'll be right back." I sighed, I realized I shouldn't be an obstacle to Axell.
"Yes, you can go." I said, Axell took off his hug to look at my face.
"Xa _ "
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean _" Axell stuck his index finger which made me instantly shut up, Axell looked at me seriously this time.
"Xa, you know that my love for you is growing." Axell's finger stroked my cheek gently, I just smiled as I looked at him.
Only 8 days Alexa ....
Day of departure Axell ...
"Nothing is forgotten, is it?" my question is, Axell shook his head while glancing at the clock in his hand.
"It seems like it's time, I'm leaving." I put on a forced smile, nodding my head.
"Alexa?" I put on my best smile so that Axell would not worry.Axell grabbed my hand, took me into his arms.This time he hugged me very tightly.
"Wouldn't I go, huh?" I who was surprised to hear it, reflexes to break away from his embrace.
"Don't joke, don't make me feel bad either." Axell laughed, then rubbed my head gently.
"I go, take care of yourself." I smiled, nodding my head.
"Wait for me, yeah." she whispered later, before she finally left with her suitcase, I just smiled as I waved at her.