
I tried to catch my breath, when Axell arrived - suddenly holding me in his arms.
Axell who had since shown his calm attitude, somehow immediately turned into was - was.
"Lo's coming back, right?" he asked, I sighed and then shook my head.
I don't want to give false hopes by saying I'm coming back, and I don't want to make promises I can't keep.
Axell and I were silent again, now Axell seemed to think about my departure.
"Xa, can you promise me one thing, same me?" axell asked, I stared doubtfully at me.
"Lo has to go back, to hear something important from me." I just kept quiet, didn't know what to answer.
"If there's something important you want to talk to me about, it can be now." Axell shook his head, making me stare in wonder at him.
"Lo has to go back first, and meet me immediately." Axell said again - again made me speechless.
When I realized something, something occurred to me, I took off the sun-shaped liotin that had been coiled around my neck all this time, then I handed it over to Axell.

"Xa, this is _
"That's one of my precious necklaces, one day I'll take it back." cut me, Axell seemed to observe the liotin
"Until then, please take care of liotin well." I said, Axell seemed to grip the liotin tightly and nodded while looking at me.
"The sun is a symbol of warmth, and has the meaning of hope, that's what I've been enjoying with lo, Axell."
30 Minutes later ....
Axell started to get in his car, I wanted to hold him off longer, but somehow I didn't.
The night ....
Everyone had arrived, except for Axell who had not seen me at the airport, we were almost done, and was getting ready to go to the plane.
I was just about to leave, when Axell finally arrived. Axell looked uninspired, and looked lethargic.
Axell put something in my hand, along with Mama who was standing next to me, now he was watching us.
"Wait for you on the plane, baby." I nodded and left as if he was giving us space.

Axell noticed me, who was still busy with his gift pendant. Axell walked closer and then suddenly grabbed me in his arms.
"See you again, Xa." I was stunned, then smiled in Axell's embrace.
See you soon, Mr. Axell ....
3 Years later ....
I was standing on the edge of the conveyor belt, waiting for my suitcase to pass.
I decided to come back from New York, so there was no more business there. I stared at every suitcase that passed me.
Although at first it was difficult to feel back, because the mass is still shadowing me. But after being thought again, there is no point dissolving in the shadow of mass, right?
I'm still proving that I'm capable.
My suitcase came into sight, I grabbed the suitcase, and I checked it out. Then I stepped into the pickup area.
Some eyes seemed to be glancing at me, but I remained calm.
A man I knew turned towards me, then calmly approached.
"Welcome, miss Alexa." I just smiled in response.
"How was your trip?" tanyakanya.
"Fun." he just laughed, then took over my suitcase.
Somehow my mood suddenly changed, considering the time that might come back to shadow me.
The shadow of my loved ones that made our relationship end just like it started, filled my mind.
"Kira - think how, how are you, huh?" muttered.
Next morning ....
Right now I'm at the cafe, to meet my best friend in high school. Her name is Agatha.
Agatha was my best friend, because we were so close. But after graduating from high school, he and his family moved to America and not long ago was in the same place as me, so I decided to contact him.
Agatha saw me pensive, she elbowed my arm, we stared for a moment.
"Why is that pensive, miss the ex?" agatha asked teasing me, I chuckled.
"What the hell, who's missing an ex? which one of my exes do you mean?" he laughed, and I laughed to see him.
"How many ex-lo?" tanyanya back teasing me.
"Udah the hell .. why even discuss the former? how long have you been here? going back to America?" my question, he nodded.
"About two months I've just returned, you yourself just came home to meet me, not tired?" he asked, I laughed, then shook my head.
Customers at the cafe started to arrive, but we were both still busy chatting.
"Sir Axell, welcome." Axell came with some people, but I didn't realize it yet because I was still chatting with Agatha.
Suddenly Agatha showed the gesture of silence, then pointed in a direction.
I understood the meaning and then chuckled, then followed the direction it was pointing.
"Yes, please try to get me excited." I just kept silent not responding to agatha's words.
I was busy watching Axell, who was laughing with his business friends.Agatha was busy babbling on Axell's figure.
"Xa?" I turned towards Agatha, nodding with understanding.I prepared to go to the cafe.
"Where are you going?" agatha asked, watching as I prepared - ready to go.
"Mmm... anu .. I have business, I went back first, yes." I rushed out of the cafe, while Agatha seemed confused to see my attitude arrived - arrived like evasion.
Not long after I left, out of nowhere was that courage. Agatha approached Axell's desk after she had only been left alone.
"Hi." said Agatha rama. Axell looked over and then noticed Agatha.
"Gue Agatha, you?" agatha asked as she extended her hand.
Axell stared strangely at the girl, but he shook her hand.
"Axell" he said.
"Btw, can I sit down?" tanyanya, Axell seemed to think for a moment before he finally nodded.
"Sorry, but I don't mean anything - what, I'm just interested in your charisma."
Axell who heard it suddenly became choked, then grabbed a glass in front of him to drink Axell stared at the strange girl who was currently in front of him.
"Lo is okay - what? did I just say the wrong thing?" he looked at the girl for a moment, then shook his head and then continued to sip his drink.
The girl is now watching Axell, it makes Axell feel comfortable.it turns out the girl realized that Axell was uncomfortable.
"Sorry, I made you uncomfortable, huh?" the girl asked, Axell just kept quiet.
"Don't worry so dong, the handsome will disappear." the girl stood up while looking at Axell with a smile, while Axell looked strangely at him.
Drrtt!!!
Suddenly the girl's phone rang, the girl took a quick glance at her phone and then looked back at Axell, who looked busy with his phone.