
The closer I got, the sound was no longer heard. As soon as I entered the dining room, I saw Mama who was preparing dinner, and Papa who was watching Mama.
"Ma, Pa, are you here?" I asked, they immediately turned their heads towards me, as soon as they heard my voice.
"Darling? where did you come home at this hour? and why did you tell the driver under your car? who are you going home with?" mama asked me with a tube.
"I just went out with a friend, Ma." I said, they looked surprised to hear my answer, and now look at me seriously.
"Friends? who's? male or female? whose child? from which family? are you sure you're just a friend?" I let out a heavy sigh, while now the two of them were looking at me fixedly.waiting to explain further.
Why am I trapped like this?
30 Minutes later ...
I was relieved, when they believed the explanation I was given. When they asked I answered as best I could. So that they could immediately forget the question, and not discuss it again.
After that, we went straight back to the next discussion.
"So I heard Papa and Mama talking, what were you talking about?" I asked, why do they become silent and look at each other.
My gut says there's something they want to talk about, but what?
"Ma? Pa? you don't want to tell me, Alexa?" the two that I had noticed just kept quiet, finally started to speak up.
"Papa, go to New York, baby." Mama suddenly changed seats, became sitting next to me, and rubbed my hair.
"When to leave? how long this time?" I asked in a cold tone.I saw both of them now sigh.
"Tomorrow at night, 8 months." Mama replied hesitantly.
I started to digest everything, if all that time, it means the problem is not small, what exactly happened?
Until Papa has to go ....
"Alexa." now my attention turned towards Papa, who was now looking at me fixedly.
"Papa's company there needs Papa, you can understand, right?" tanyakanya.
Then me? do I not need you here?
Somehow it always feels difficult to let them go, even though all this is common ....
This time it was very heavy ....
To be abandoned by our family alone.
A few words later I realized, then turned back to Papa. I looked at him for a long time, then I nodded my head.
The two now smiled at me, then again busy with the dinner that had been served.
The next day ...
Various thoughts were now raging in my head.
The departure of Papa who impressed on the cover - cover.
And the length of time Papa was there.
What the hell is going on?
and ....
What exactly are they hiding from me?
I also decided to go to the campus garden, to expel all the annoying in my mind to leave.
Someone patted my shoulder from behind gently, I turned to look around to see who was behind me.
Just then, I saw Deon standing behind me, and I was at a loss as to how.
"Hi, Xa." she said, with a friendly smile.I smiled, returning her greeting.
"Hi, what are you doing?" ask awkward.
Deon didn't answer my question right away, then moved to sit next to me.
"Gue can sit next to you, right?" tanyanya, I look around. Sighing heavily, I nodded my head. Deon was still looking at me, who was busy with my phone.
"Lo and Axell, dating?" I don't understand the meaning of the question, but I don't have an answer to the question.
Then what should I do?
Deon smiled for a while, then watched me leave him.
I let out a sigh of relief, I can feel how it feels to be near Deon even though it is uncomfortable.
When I saw Shintia's figure, Shintia hurriedly left.My eyes followed her, then went to catch up with her.
I managed to catch up to her, when I pulled Shintia's hand to stop. Her steps stopped, and immediately turned to look at me.
I smiled at her, but Shintia did not return my smile.I looked in wonder at her.
"Lo why? you're good, right?" I asked, he ignored my question by releasing my hand from his arm. Inexplicably my vision immediately became unpleasant.
"Shintia .. you're fine, right?" this time with heart.
"Gue is fine, but my heart is not good, Xa." I was stunned, Shintia's eyes now began to water.
"My heart hurts, every time I see you so close to Deon, but me?" shintia's words left me speechless, as I wanted to explain, Shintia just left.
Shintia seems to be very sad, because Deon only thinks of her as a friend.What can I do for Shintia?
At nightfall, I had finished shopping for my needs, and a few snacks.I stayed ready to go home.
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Since that day, for 5 days my attitude, and my relationship with Shintia turned awkward.
Did it just get here our friendship? because it's just a man?
I think our friendship is more than just that .....
Is there a way to fix it?
At the campus park, 10:00
"Xa, you're fine, right?" he asked, Axell's gaze seemed to observe, as well as investigate.
I let out a heavy sigh, then nodded my head, resting my head on Axell's shoulder, to give me some strength to tell stories.
My eyes glared straight ahead, Axell just watched me without saying much, and asked.
"Gue is good - fine, but my relationship with Shintia is not good - fine." I said.
I moved my head away from Axell's shoulder, then turned my gaze the other way from Axell.
I heard Axell sigh, my reflexes turned towards him, which made me look at his face.
"The problem, what?" axell asked, as if he wanted to help me find a way out.
I'm telling you between my problem, and Axell. Axell without trying to dilute everything I said.
We were both silent for a moment, dissolving into each other's thoughts.allowing a little pause for thought.
"Xa, there seems to be only one way out." I stared at Axell, I decided to follow what Axell said.
2 Hours later ....
While heading to the library, I saw Shintia standing by watching Deon playing basketball with his friends.
Is it time now?
I held tightly to the book that I brought to the front of my chest, then advanced my steps forward towards the Shintian.
But just a few steps, I was forced to stop my steps, when I saw the figure of Jesssica approaching Shintia.
What is Shintia doing with Jessica?
And since when did they become close?
all this time .... What have I been through about them?
And Jessica ....
What are you planning on doing with my best friend?
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