Revenge Behind Marriage

Hate but Miss

Regret has gnawed the heart makes the owner of the heart feel pain that is very painful even though it does not bleed but the feeling is very real Asep natural.

" Brother Rian can I meet with Raya tea? " ask Asep expectantly

" I will meet you with Raya as long as you promise to control yourself and not show excessive regret because I fear it will make her burdened even so you may apologize for the accident what you're doing, you understand what I mean, right?" ask Rian back to make sure

" Sister take it easy I will keep the stability of the tea Kingdom."

Finished doing the deal, Rian finally delivered Raya to Asep's room using a wheelchair. From a distance Asep saw Raya with a pale face and an empty view making Asep's heart like slashed by a knife.

" Asep how are you? do you have any complaints? " tanya Raya after being close to Asep's bed

" I'm fine with tea, how about myself?" asep asked back with a bitter tone of voice

" As you can see it's fine, just your eyes are not working anymore, but it's not enough to see the world for 23 years." smiling

Seeing that smile made Asep's heart even more broken into pieces, it felt like he was prostrating before the woman before him to apologize but after his gaze he aimed at the man next to the Kingdom made Asep undo his intentions, because the man signaled that he could hold back. With all his might Asep tried to be able to hold himself back and re-align the rhythm of his breath.

" Sorry tea for the inconvenience that I did, just try that time I did not push too tight maybe until this moment the tea Kingdom can still see"

Raya fumbled to look for Asep's hand after it was found and the hand was in his hand "Just because you pushed it tight and in time to make it still alive, until this moment, otherwise Athala may have been an orphan because she had to lose her mother"

Hearing that made Asep feel flattered, at the kiss the back of the hand of the woman in front of him "Thank you very much, Thank you for not blaming me for the carelessness I did" asep said with a sobbing

" You cry, right? men's time whiny" plucked Raya with a smile

" I'm sorry I didn't mean just that my tears just suddenly slid by themselves" Asep said

Raya smiled to hear "You are there, you have rested first so quickly healed and remember do not think of anything! I say goodbye" After finishing saying goodbye Raya was pushed by Rian out of Asep's room. In the hallway of the hospital suddenly Raya asked to stop for a moment.

" What's up Raya? is anyone missing? " ask Rian wonder

" I'm asking you to be honest with me, where exactly is Dion? why didn't he come here to see me?" ask Raya back

The question posed by Raya made Rian panic a little, he was trying to find an answer he could give to Raya without having to tell her the true events.

" You don't lie, I already know everything" Raya said with her flat face

" liying? what do you mean Raya?" asked Rian trying to dig something out

" I know everything, I know that Dion went abroad without anyone knowing where he was" Raya explained

" Have you heard the conversation between me and Sophia?" ask Rian to make sure

" Yes I heard everything, why.....why can you not tell me? are you afraid I'm frustrated and suicidal? huh uh?" tanya Raya with a high voice

" That's not what we mean, we're just looking for the right time to tell everything, at least after you get out of the hospital "Rian is trying to give an excuse that can calm Raya

" Searching for the right time" while smilingly insinuating "When? until I have high hopes of meeting Dion? you guys wanna say it? don't you think what the impact was after?" raya Further

" I'm sorry Raya we didn't think up to that point, we were just worried about your current health condition, that's all" Rian explained in a weak tone of voice

" You're not wrong Rian, it's all my fault if at the time I didn't just leave him alone maybe we were still together, even if he doesn't acknowledge his flesh and blood, I will survive just as much as I defended Athala at the time. But it was too late he had left me, without a word of farewell" and his tears were not on his pale cheeks.

Rian hugged Raya as his hand patted Raya's back gently "You're patient yes, I promise I'll find Dion until I can and drag her before you"

" There's no need for Rian to let him go as he pleases, maybe he's disappointed in me and intends to go back for revenge"

" What did you say? it will never happen again, you have to trust him! I'm sure he has a reason to leave you without saying goodbye." Rian continued to try to calm Raya down

" What reason? whatever it is he's decided to leave me Rian, it's a fact. I'm really tired of loving her like this, she's always pulling my heart out without her knowing how much pain I feel, I don't understand why he was so willing to do it when he promised that whatever happened would never leave me again. Especially now that the fetus that he did not admit was no longer there shouldn't he not go." finished with his complaint Raya cried so badly.

" You can cry as much as Raya but after this you have to promise to be the Kingdom that used to be, the Kingdom that is strong and never desperate" said Rian

" I don't want to be a Kingdom that is always oppressed and pretending to be strong and always smiling, I don't want Rian I don't want to be a Kingdom like that. I hate my helplessness, I hate my fate, and I also hate Dion who always plays me, I hate it all, I hate it all, I hate it" Raya spoke with a high tone of voice that made Rian overwhelmed to control it, he felt embarrassed when people around started staring at them while whispering. " Rian how I hate Dion but I miss him so much, I really miss him" Raya cried again"

Rian could do nothing but allow Raya to vent out the indignity that was in her heart.