
Five days ago at Dion's apartment.
He gave a sharp look to a woman with a lethargic face and my eyes who was on the edge of her apartment window. Actually he was upset with the woman but the annoyance in his heart he tried to dim because he realized if the taste was overflowing then most likely the woman in front of him would be far away from him.
Slowly around her the woman was then in her arms full of love, but dearly the woman quickly let go of her embrace.
" Don't do this! we're not mahram" he shouted
" Why Raya? why are you being like this? what is my fault? since our return from Batam you have changed a lot, as if you always keep your distance from me, what is Raya? I'm tired of your house" Dion started riding
Raya became a little afraid to see the change in attitude that Dion showed, she slowly retreated back.
" I'm sorry mas, I'm sorry" bowed and shed tears
Dion held onto the shoulder of Kingdom "Always you apologize to me, I don't need that Kingdom! tell me exactly what you want! you don't make me lose my temper" Dion's cry made Raya lower her head
" You don't fear the Kingdom I won't hurt you, I love you so much so how could I hurt you, I just want you to be honest with me" while staring fixedly at the woman who looked very frightened
" I don't know mas, I just feel that everything we do is wrong, I. I. " said Raya stammered.
" What's wrong with Raya? we love each other, don't we dream of living together?" said Dion while pressing Raya's shoulder
" I know that I'm not divorced so I'm automatically still" Raya held back her words
" Still what? still his legal wife Ruben? is that what you want to say? always that's all you say, I'm really fed up with Raya. You've said it no less than fifty times" Dion said in annoyance
Raya could only be speechless downcast she did not dare to look towards Dion, she was afraid if the man was being rude towards her.
" What do you love Ruben?" dion asked suddenly, the question made Raya aghast she could hardly believe if the question could come out of the mouth of the man she had known so cold and authoritarian.
Was Dion just asking me something about my feelings? why could? didn't he care what I felt all along? really very strange, has the disease really healed? or is this a trick question? you know, I better not be overthinking.
" Why did Dion suddenly ask that?" ask Raya back
" Because I felt that if you started liking him, it was evident from your gaze when you saw him being injured at that time. At that time I felt unacceptable if you looked at other men with a gaze full of affection so I immediately took you out of the house Ruben hope if we live together then your love is divided with other men will be all for me" explained Dion in a soft tone "But my efforts have been in vain since you have been silent since you left the house of Reuben, pensive and ignoring me at all" he added
" I'm sorry I didn't mean to do it, honestly until now I still love you only I can't deny if I love Ruben too, I don't know exactly when that feeling came into my clear heart when I was around him I felt comfortable and happy" Raya said
" Are you sure you'll do it? won't you regret it?" tanya Raya make sure
" Obviously I'd regret that half the journey of my life has always been for you by my side, since childhood you have sacrificed a lot for me even you are willing to get an ugly stamp from me when I accuse you as a cheap woman cheating, I really regret it Raya. If only time could be turned back then I would try to be a strong Dion so that my psyche would not be easily shaken and automatically it would not make my brain reset the events I went through" dion said with despair
" I'm sorry I let you down, even though we can't be together but you have to remember that among us there is still Athala who always needs the presence of his real father, so I'm asking you to get closer to him"
" You're right, only Athala I currently have, I used to have no respect for him because I thought he was Rian's son but you don't worry from now on I promise to pay more attention to him and love him"
" Thank you, you are willing to accept Athala" Raya said with tears
" You must not thank me for it as it would have been for me as other people are not part of the Athala family, if it were possible for one week in a month to let Athala be with me, I would like to go back and forth between Jakarta-Batam as long as I can atone for all my sins to him"
Crying Kingdom broke she was really moved to hear Dion's words, all this time she struggled so that one day Dion could accept Athala as her son and it turned out that day had really arrived.
" I'm happy mas, finally mas willing to sincerely accept Athala's presence in your life as a biological child no longer as a child connect" while covering part of his face with both hands
" It should be enough here the discussion is not you have to go back to Batam to see your husband!" dion said in a resigned tone "Now you are ready I will wait in the car with the children" he continued
" Well, are you really sure you're going to take me back to Batam?" He wants to make sure he gets back
" You better not ask me too much if you don't want me to change my mind" Dion replied as he walked away leaving.
Raya is actually not sure if her decision this time is right or wrong but clearly she no longer wants to play around with the law of God let alone it is related to marriage. Finally he was determined to leave the Dion Apartment and headed to Batam to continue his life with the man who married him.
Arriving in Ruben's yard, Dion shuts down his car.
" It's only after you get out of this car that our relationship is really over, before that happens can I kiss you one last time" Dion said expectantly
While gulping because confused must answer what finally Raya nodded her head.
Gently Dion stroked Raya's cheeks while bringing her face closer and then began to kiss Raya's lips with pain in her heart because soon she would lose the heart lover who had accompanied her, without feeling his tears began to skate freely on both sides of his cheeks.
" Raya thank you for all the sacrifices you've made to me, sorry I couldn't repay them maybe this is all I can do, I said, now you go out with your two children and start to be happy" Dion said with a bitter smile.