Reticalya

Last Letter

Everything passes so quickly, but Kenji is still in his slump. The same thing happened to Axel.

Kenji who every day came to visit Ciya, not infrequently also the handsome man was staying at the hospital. Axel who still feels at home in his bed without the intention of coming to school at all.

To Axel, it was as if everything was over. The regret that had still not been conveyed and the disappointment in the girl he had trusted all along.

Unlike the two men who were always moody, Ciya was still at home with her dreamland. Taka da signs the girl will open her eyes even for a moment.

“Honey, until when do you want to sleep? You don't miss Mother?” Mother Jihan is still faithful to accompany her daughter. He'll leave Ciya to Kenji if the job urges him.

“See, Brother Kenji always sleeps here. His neck may hurt from sleeping on the couch every night,” chuckles.

The middle-aged woman tried to comfort herself.

Judging from Ciya's physical condition, the girl's condition worsened. A shrinking body and a pale face could already explain everything.

Kenji walked over to Ciya's gurney and tightly grasped the hand of the girl who was currently her lover's status.

“Wake up Beautiful. We have all missed you,” said Kenji.

The Mother's cry broke at that very moment. Between sad and happy. Sad to see her daughter's condition deteriorating, but she is also happy that there are people who love Ciya with such sincerity as Kenji.

“Ciya must be awake. Aunt eat first yes,” persuade Kenji.

*****

With thousands of compulsions, Axel eventually returned to school. Without passion and a smile.

Everything around him froze after seeing Axel's expression.

Her net caught the girl with long hair being stroked. From behind it looks like someone, he thought.

“Ciya...” is almost inaudible.

Axel immediately approached the girl, touching her shoulder from behind. Her smile almost expanded before the girl twisted her body.

“Iya Kak, what is it?” ask the girl.

“Ah sorry. I guess the guy I'm looking for.” Axel smiled wryly when he found out that he was not Ciya.

“Where are you? Have been invisible for weeks,”.

“Gue guess what Dylan said was right. I like lo.” Axel bowed his head in restraining the liquid that was about to come out of his eyes.

“Let me one hint, I beg.”

“Why do you Kak?” A voice surprised him enough.

Axel wiped away the tears that were about to fall down his cheek.

“Daan,” said. Yes, she is Daania. The girl was a little astonished at the behavior of this upperclassman. Seemed very insecure, far from usual.

“Gue knows, you know where Ciya is? Please, just tell me once. I'm sorry, I want to redeem everything.” For the first time in his life Axel begged a woman.

Daania turned her face away. He was very clueless with Axel's attitude on this one.

“Lo care about Ciya?” ask Daania.

Axel nodded quickly, he did not want to lose his chance again.

“Lupain him. Let Kenji's sister happyin Ciya.” Netra Axel was wide-eyed at the words coming out of Daania's mouth, but Axel immediately neutralized his expression.

“Gue knew, the pain I gave him was really big. But I beg you, last time g – “

Lately Daania is very sensitive to the last ‘ sentences of kali’. Indirectly that sentence made him remember Ciya's current condition.

“Lo why?” ask Axel astonished.

“Gue will not tell you and never ngarep can find Ciya!” Daania immediately left Axel again in futility. There's no information he got.

“Damn it!” Axel punched the wall nearby until his hand was bruised.

*****

Five days after Daania's anger at Kenji.

“For so long you sleep. Mother same Brother Kenji waiting for you to wake up,” said the Mother. Her feelings calmed down a little after Ciya opened her eyes a few minutes ago.

“Sorry to make Mother and Sister Kenji worried.” Ciya smiled weakly.

“Udah ah. Eat first yes.” Mother Jihan gave a mouthful of rice to Ciya and continued like that until the food was toilet.

Kenji just smiled at the interaction.

“Kak Kenji don't eat?” ask Ciya.

“I'm full see you eat,” god Kenji.

“Where are people full Just because look people eat.” Ciya pursed his lips.

“Yes yes, later when you finish eating, I eat.” Ciya nodded. Being next to those who loved him was more than enough for him.

“Oh yes. Tonight I can't do it, there's something I have to do,” Kenji said.

Ciya nodded. “Nothing, besides pity his neck Brother Kenji if sleeping on the sofa continues,” kekeh Ciya.

For a moment Kenji was relieved that his girl could already smile and laugh. He hopes, may god be kind enough to extend his time with Ciya.

“For his health yes, I go home first.” Kenji gently swiped Ciya's mane ending with a light peck on Ciya's forehead.

Ciya nodded and smiled. There are at least two people today who always accompany his day.

“Be careful,” said Ciya replied with a nod of Kenji.

“Mothers also sleep, it's late at night.”

“Iya this too want. You also sleep yes, rest.” Ciya nodded. Mother jihan kissed Ciya's forehead and immediately entered the dreamland.

Ciya was pensive on his own, in the dim night his mind was raging. About his health, negative thoughts that always come to his head.

“At least I have to convey it right?” ogre. Axel's name was still clearly embedded in his heart. He knows this is wrong, still thinking about Axel when Kenji is now his lover, but the feeling can not be lied to.

The man she loves is Axel, while Kenji is only her older brother, nothing more.

Ciya took out a paper that she always kept in her bag. A pink pen and an envelope with matching colors.

“Maybe for the last time,”.

Ciya's hand began to rub up to scratch a piece of writing on the paper he had just put out. Word by word he chastened there as if he was venting his heart.

Unable to stand it any longer, her tears flowing, she cried in silence as she wrote every sentence there.

He hoped that the person he was going to would read his letter even though nothing would change later, but at least for the last time he wanted to deliver it again.

“I hope Axel is always happy with whatever and whoever his choice is. I thank you and thank you for all the memories that Axel ever gave me. I Love U.” Ciya read the last paragraph in the letter he wrote.