
"Keep what about Axel's brother?"
Ciya's question that day kept ringing in Kenji's ears. It seemed like there was indeed no room in Ciya's heart for her.
"Sir Kenji!" ciya said a little screaming.
"Huh?" asked Kenji in surprise.
"Just left to the bathroom for a while already daydreaming," said Ciya.
"Come, mana. He said he wanted to see the file on the flash," continued Ciya.
Kenji immediately pulled out his laptop and flash from his bag. Yes, they're at a cafe near the school. Before returning home, they agreed to see it first.
Kenji's hand trembled slightly as he opened the only folder that was there. There is only one video file in it.
Ciya looked at Kenji and convinced him to open the video. Before his hand moved to click on the file, Kenji sighed.
Slowly the video turned. There is dim lighting there, the living room atmosphere of Kenji's house is so quiet.
Before long came a man wearing a mask complete with a bottle in his hand.
The man started dropping the things that were there. Soon her mother came out of the room and tried to stop the unknown man.
A punch landed on his Mother's face that the man was throwing. The same scream Kenji heard that night.
Kenji grimaced back to those dark memories he was trying to forget.
The mother had not yet woken up, and the man brutally hit her on the head with a glass bottle that caused fresh blood to come out of her mother's head.
It seemed that the man was also a little surprised by what he was doing because after that he opened the mask he was wearing, then dropped the blood-stained bottle there and immediately fled.
Kenji. That face, Kenji knows her. The face he had seen so often lately. His jaw hardened with a tightly clenched hand
"How can you?" his question was accompanied by anger in his words
*****
"Fuck!!" Kenji threw his fist at the face of the man before him.
"Where can you do that?!!" Kenji is really angry right now. Even his current anger was witnessed by the students in the school.
"What the hell are you doing?!" ask the man who is holding her cheek.
"Dzikri Moza, the person I've been believing is the one who killed my Mother?!!" shout Kenji.
All the students who witnessed the quarrel were shocked to hear Kenji's words.
Kenji suddenly shut up. How can all this be revealed?
"Lo's confused why I know?"
"No, Ken. De-dengerin gu-gue first, okay," said Dzikri trying to calm Kenji's anger. Just this time he saw Kenji this angry.
Kenji doesn't want to listen. He started beating Dzikri blindly. He was flustered, his eyes filled with a glare of hatred and vengeance.
"Sir Kenji!! Stop Brother!!" Ciya comes from the doorstep of Kenji's class and tries to break up the two.
Kenji cares about his hearing. He was still faithfully beating up this person before him.
Ciya was out of sense. Finally the girl recklessly approached the two and hugged Kenji from behind muttering for the man to stop.
Hearing Ciya's sobbing sound, Kenji began to loosen his grip on the Dzikri tie and stopped his punch still with a very heavy roar of breath.
"Stop, Brother. Mother Sister will not be happy to see her son rich gini," persuaded Ciya softly.
Kenji gasps with a reddened face.
"But he killed my mother!! The one I've trusted!!" shout Kenji.
Kenji's breathing began to re-organize.His eyes softened when he saw Ciya's worried look.
While there Dzikri still lay with a face full of wounds. Actually when compared to what he did to Mother Kenji, it was nothing.
No one dared to help Dzikri. The man stood alone with great difficulty.
"I was horrified first," he said after successfully approaching Kenji.
Kenji sighed, he tried to hold back his anger because there was Ciya here. His head was raised to look at his best friend. The eyes are very difficult to understand.
"Nobody needs to be clear." Kenji pulls Ciya's hand to leave from there, but a voice interrupts them.
"That duty I didn't know was your mother. We're not that close yet."
Kenji stopped his steps with his jaw back hardened. The man turned around and released his grasp on Ciya's hand.
"Sister," said Ciya. He's afraid Kenji will lose control again.
Kenji. "Gue's gonna finish this up all right, you don't have to worry."
After that Kenji refocused on Dzikri.
"So you mean, you're going to kill that guy even if he's not my nyokap right? Is that your heart?" said Kenji.
"Not that." Dzikri began to confuse looking for an excuse.
"So all this time you fooled me. Oh, my pity is yes." Kenji smiled bitterly when he imagined all this time he told a story and let out his complaints to the person who had killed his own mother.
"Or have you not been so good as me for feeling guilty?" guess Kenji while staring at Dzikri.
Dzikri fell silent with his head lowered.
"Ahh right it turns out." Kenji laughs in despair when he does not get an answer from Dzikri.
"Lo know? Because lo, all this time I hated my own father and because of the trauma within me is still impregnated until now!"
"Where is your conscience?" Kenji's eyes began to glaze over. He really did not expect if the one who did this heinous act was his own best friend.
"Is there a problem with what you're like me?" ask Kenji to vent.
Unbeknownst to Kenji, the man has unlocked Dzikri's dark memories. The pieces of events were now spinning in his head like a cassette tape.
The shadow when a punch hit his face, an incredible kick that hit his stomach and do not forget the sharp words that always pierced his heart.
Now Dzikri's eyes are reddened. He tried desperately not to remember that anymore.
"My bokap company almost went bankrupt because you took an important client bokap me," he said honestly.
"That's why you lose people's lives?" said Kenji.
"just anyone? Lo said just?" Dzikri slightly chuckled at Kenji's words.
"Originally you know, I'm almost crazy because of that!!" Finally a snatch came out of his mouth. He can't hold it anymore.
Kenji remained silent.
"Lo didn't know how tormented I was when I vented his anger on me. Can you see the stitches here?" Dzikri showed the back of his head which did have a fairly long stitch there.
"Do you want to see my scar here?" Dzikri revealed his clothes until his stomach was visible. It's very clear that there's a bruise over there.
"Lo will never know what it's like" said Dzikri.
Kenji breathed deeply.
"Gue never knows what it's like, but you'll never know what it's like to be left behind forever and with such a rich death."