
Let's just say Bella plan to enjoy the kiss given by Abian. His heart always betrayed what he said.The wall that Bella built and he made sure it was built with strong material actually collapsed instantly.
Abian was like a storm that could easily crush his heart. Like a storm that can sweep and tear down buildings. Apparently true if many say that the promise issued from the mouth can not be trusted. Because after all the human heart will be easily changed.
Humans cannot always be objective. They will be weak on who to face, a subjective attitude that is difficult to brush aside.
“Ayang, thank you well already want to understand me.“ Abian said sweet.
Abian's hand reached for Bella's tiny hand and rubbed the back of Bella's hand gently with her thumb.
“I promise I will fight for you, I will not waste the opportunity you love this second.“
Bella smiled wryly, she could not deny her heart was happy to accept Abian's words. But on the other hand he also thought that Abian would keep his promise? Because there have been many promises that Abian said, in fact there is none that Abian really holds.
What is not wrong when he wants to try and give the opportunity for their relationship again. Bella also realizes herself to be imperfect and she also cannot demand fully Abian turn to be like Bella. Change takes time. Yeah, Bella's aware of that.
“Yes, let's go home. Let me take you.“ Bring Abian.
But Bella's head shook. “Better you go home. I want to see my mom first,” said Bella.
“Ya I've done well.“ Tawar Abian's.
“No need Bian, your face is battered that there is my mom later ask a variety of questions. There's Alisa here too who can take care of me.“ Bella's pretext.
Abian took a long breath. Her hand held Bella's soft hand. “Ya already if it wants you, later if you have arrived home news I yah.“ Abian Pinta.
Bella's head nodded. “Ya, you be careful.“
Shortly after Bella spoke like that Abian stepped her foot out of the room. But before actually leaving, Alisa came from behind the door and looked sharply at Abian.
“Sa, please take care of my girl well.“ Abian.
Alisa did not answer choosing to enter just like that. Until Abian finally went to step away from the room where Bella was treated.
“Bel, actually what the hell is on your mind lo.“ Alisa's gaze was full of disappointment.
“What do you mean?“ ask Bella.
“Lo why even be soft with Abian. Hah, you sorryin also the fault of him that is clearly intolerable anymore. She is married to Amel! Mind where the hell, Bel. So your love is the same Abian until you can not think using logic. Lo precious Bella. Can you guarantee he will be smooth if the plan continues to be married to him and finally lo happy ending?“ Alisa's voice is stirring.
Bella sighed, knowing that Alisa was disappointed with her decision. “Sa, but this is not necessarily what you think about Abian, after all Amel also you know himself can just lie about his pregnancy. Amel's habit of being able to do everything until he gets what he wants.“ Bella tried to explain.
Alisa widens her eyelids, her gaze looks very obvious if Alisa feels disappointed with Bella's answer that seems to defend Abian.
“Bella! Open your eyes wide.I know you love to die with Abian, but with you follow Abian's will to wait for Abian to solve the problem just as Amel was just nonsense! Revenge is over. The ex should have dumped Bel. You have to open a new page. I persuaded you to take revenge and change so that your eyes opened. So you can move on and continue your life. Open the same Abian again but same better man!“ Peek Alisa.
Alisa's breath was stinging, like someone running a marathon. His eyes looked red and his teeth were chattering. For the first time Bella sees Alisa who is so angry with her.
“Sa, you why the hell is like a big emotion talking about it. If you still have better emotions, you calm yourself first we talk again about Abian's problem, I'm the same Amel again.“
Bella felt very intimidated by Alisa's gaze, she was also still a little dizzy from the fainting she had felt.
“Bella I know you not a day, or a month but years. We have already won even our families are close to each other but why do you still not understand anyway. Brandal Abian playboy was never serious about his love for you. Because Abian is complicated, Abian can't even heal himself. How does he handle Amel or lo.“ Firm Alisa.
Alisa involuntarily let out her tears and rubbed them quickly. Turned face.
“One thing Bella if she is in love and she is sorry for her actions just as you should have made a firm stand away from Amel before she looked for you before she made you her boyfriend again! Moreover, he recklessly lamar lo without being clear he is the same Amel can cancel his marriage. He will definitely not want to repeat the same mistake, he should keep the feeling lo!“ Alisa.
“But Sa, I know everything needs a process.“ Bella.
What Alisa was talking about was indeed very spicy pierced into Bella's heart, but Bella also could not deny if her heart felt more pain when Abian left her.
“Sa, you don't understand my feelings!“
“Ngerti!“ Alisa looked at Bella with teary eyes.
“You'd better think well of what I said with Bella's clear head. Because your love for Abian does not make you happy, your love even makes you sick. I never agreed from the beginning to date Abian. I know because I'm finally gonna believe it, Bel! Lo must be differentin means can not live without someone or love someone,” said Alisa.
Alisa's feet stepped away, leaving Bella just like that.
Bella was crying. Although Bella often bickering with Alisa, but only this time they argue so hard and involve high emotions.
Afterwards, Bella hears the door opening. “Bella, are you better?“
Bella immediately wiped the tears that flowed in the corner of her eyes and also her cheeks quickly. “Udah is better, Ga.“ Although forced Bella tried to smile.
“Your mama called me. He said please take care and take you home,” said Arga.
“Ga, can't take me anywhere else. I don't want to go home first. My thoughts are still very.“ Honest Bella.
Without asking much, Arga nodded. “Yeah, can be a Bel. Come on then.“
Arga immediately reached for her hand and grasped Bella's soft hand. Bella follows Arga and lets Arga hold her hand.
A long drive of about an hour and a half, Bella arrived at the Ancol beach in the Jakarta area. Bella remembers being here last time when she was in elementary school.
Arga parked his car in the middle of the sunlight that began to turn orange.
“Bel, here you can spill all your feelings and complaints. I promise I'll catch you without comment.“
Bella nodded her head small. Arga takes him on a wooden bridge and a vast ocean. Arga also very attentively gives Bella her jacket. Because the wind is blowing.
“Ga, thank you well already want to invite and accompany me for a walk.“
“Ya Bell. We eat well. You haven't eaten yet.“
“You've eaten yet?“ Bella asked back.
“I can eat anytime. What matters is you, let alone you are not healthy.“
Bella sparkling honey brown eye bead. With a very gentlemanly attitude, Arga who always thinks of Bella first compared to herself. But why does Bella's heart always think it's normal. There were no electric shocks like the touch or words Abian gave her.
Even Arga during the trip never asked the question of why Bella fainted or Bella who cried in the hospital room. Allowing Bella to calm herself down just as she said when they arrived.
“Ga, why the hell are you so good with me,” asked Bella.
Somehow Bella said the cliche question to Arga, but her heart was very curious.
The corner of Arga's lips smiled sweetly. “And I told you I love you Bella.“
A simple word that Bella knows her meaning. And Bella can feel it too. But not to Arga but to Abian. Now Bella feels bad. Why could he be so evil to Arga who was kind to him.
Along the way his head was also always filled with words Alisa who he could not ignore just like that. Bella's tears just dripped back soaked her smooth cheeks.
“Bel, why cry? How do I feel weighing you down?“ ask Arga.