
Bella wiped her tears.
(Why the hell, I can't forget that. It hurts a lot Abian. You're even meaner than the friends who bullied me at school.) Inner Bella.
Bella also still remembers after she received Abian's invitation to date, Abian immediately kissed Bella's hand gently. A very foreign treatment and the first time Bella felt. Bella only hopes that Abian's words that love Bella with all her heart are true.
Today Bella feels like. A very lucky woman.
"Thank you I'll try to be the best for you." Abian held Bella's hand gently and warmly.
The word people fall in love is amazing there are even things that can only be felt when in love. May Bella indeed feel that way since choosing to tether her heart firmly to Abian.
Never felt like this, dating is a new thing in Bella's life sometimes this situation is still considered like a dream. How can Abian the figure of a perfect man can put a heart with him that is not irritable and comes from a family that is mediocre.
Throughout their relationship Abian behaved like a gentleman. Never force Bella to do things she does not like such as change her appearance, change her glasses or make Bella do other things from her habit. His easy attitude sometimes makes Bella not understand.
Bella did not know she had to feel grateful or even insecure about herself. To him Abian was like a shining star whereas he was just a firefly that was at night during the month of March and then died in the morning.
"Bi," said Bella cringed in shock.
"Some one will see." Bella quickly threw out Abian's hand. His face looked restless and his eyeballs rolled researching the surroundings.
"Abian …." Once again Bella widened her eyes. His voice shrank because Abian suddenly kissed his cheek.
Abian's face chuckled amusedly at Bella who was angry like this, it felt good to see her lips pluck up and her met face flushed red. "What a pity," said Abian.
"You're reckless. We're at school again!"
Abian immediately gave a smile. "So if it's new outside can dong."
Bella only snorted bitterly but a second later her face turned red again.
"Dian." The voice sounded closer. Jodhi stood before him with a face that looked panicked and her breath blocked.
"Hh― you hunt come with me we're called the counselling room."
"Kidding me yes. Disturb me as well as Bella," replied Abian squinted her face trying to laugh if what her friend said was a prank.
But immediately Abian's laughter was destroyed after across there the figure of his counseling teacher came in a ruffled waist as if asking him to follow immediately, through the look of his eyes that were too creepy.
Bella can only look at Abian from a distance because Jodhi immediately pulled Abian's wrist. Bella is not disenfranchised, she knows that Abian does like to look for troublemakers but lately Abian did not want to do something like that. Bella hopes Abian will be okay.
Since last meeting Abian that afternoon, Bella has never met Abian again. Counted these last three days. Not only Abian, Marsel and Jodhi got suspended after calling the three friends in the counseling room. No one knows the cause of just a handful of rumors if it is a brawl problem between schools.
Of course Bella was worried because she also did not know how to contact and meet Abian. Neither the message nor the phone call from him was ever responded to. And Bella has only one friend, Alisa, who may also be busy with her dealings with Jodhi.
Should he wait a little more, maybe now Abian is also trying to face himself and calm his parents.
After waiting for a week it feels like Bella's waiting is so excruciating. His face looked indifferent as he entered the school corridor looking at the quite crowded crowd. Bella's steps are getting faster trying to pass quickly, the crowd is not a pleasant thing for her.
"I'm crazy, I told you Abian was dating Amel."
"So sweet really,” said the short-haired girl.
"One beautiful one handsome."
"It's just a dream to get Abian."
"Indeed only Amel who pantes same Abian," said Dahlia, a friend of Amel.
The words that were heard passing through Bella's spine were indeed not extraordinary if Abian became the gossip material of the girls in her school. Bella has also often heard that Amel really likes Abian, they are friends and Abian is always open to tell Bella.
But I don't know why the rumors are again crowded. Bella's heart suddenly tightened she hoped something disturbing in her mind did not happen.
Walking a little down, Bella put her backpack on the table, while her hands folded over it and drowned in it. Now he feels if when he meets Abian what things he wants to talk about first.
"Bel.. Bella," the shrill voice that sounded was certainly Alisa's because who else called her name well besides her friend.
Bella re-strapped her body while Alisa pulled the origin of the chair nearby her breath was a little breathless her hair was also a little messy not to mention her flushed face could be guessed if Alisa came here running at full speed.
"Breathe first Sa," said Bella while giving a piece of tissue because the sweat on Alisa's temple had begun to fall.
"Hh, Bel you U―dahhh saw Abian?"
Bella then nodded her head. "Why?"
Alisa stared at the horror towards Bella. "Jeez, you really don't know."
Such a fool Bella could only shake her head. It feels strange how she knows what Alisa is saying because Bella is not a typical girl who updates about friends at school has only one friend, who else besides Alisa
"Abian is now dating Amel this morning they even went together and Abian between Amel and class with sweetness." In one breath Alisa finished her sentence because she could not bear to reveal this fact and more could not bear if Bella saw it directly.
Bella's head was suddenly dizzy, her eye area was hot and her lips were trembling. Seeing the changes that occurred to Bella's expression, Alisa took the initiative to directly hug Bella tightly.
"Bel, calm down I'm here." Alisa's voice sounded soft as her hand rubbed Bella's mane slowly
And since knowing that fact Abian never came to see Bella again even they just kept quiet when their eyes met. And Bella chose to forget Abian, she realized that from the beginning her relationship with Abian was only a dream and a dream that would never be achieved.
The past is always on Bella's mind.
Then Bella chose to stop looking at the sea and went into her room. Bella does not want people to see her cry because she is determined not to show her tears in front of others again. Bella is now a different Bella, a strong, independent and confident Bella.