
"What's right, I should forget Abian?" Bella wondered in her heart. What that means is he has to accept Arga. His heart was full of anxiety and a sense of giddiness. Bella doesn't know how to decide.
Between Arga or Abian both are equally valuable to Bella.
Ting. tong~
The door bell at Bella's house rang, but she was just about to go out to the store in South Jakarta to monitor the situation there, carrying out her duties as usual.
The door opened and how shocked Bella was when she realized Abian was standing in front of her porch. With her work clothes looking neat. Like back to how it was.
"You, why are you here?" Bella asked.
"Kok you like that by the way like not happy I am here,” said Abian.
Not unhappy it's just that it's still too early to come as a guest to people's homes. Even if it is her boyfriend or her future husband.
"Not that, but why so early? You didn't even tell me I wanted to come here."
Abian flashed his smile. "Do I have to explain it here?" Can't you let me in?" Abian Sarkas.
Bella shifted her body. "Yes, you can come in. Sit down, I'll get you a drink."
Inevitably Bella had to entertain her guests first.
Different from Abian who last night was very chaotic and messed up like a crazy person, now Abian looks calmer even though he cannot be denied with his blackened eye bags seen once if Abian is chaotic.
"What do you want to clear?" Bella spoke after putting her orange juice and snack jar on the table in front of them.
As is customary he will always serve drinks and snacks for guests who come no matter if it is only a gardener though.
"I want to be clear about our problems the other day and I came drunk to your house last night. I'm sure my words must be out of control and might hurt you." Abian.
"Yes, you can explain. I'm gonna get horrified." Bella looked at Abian. Actually Bella was not angry with Abian's attitude yesterday. But Abian's talk about Amel being pregnant instead of her child becomes a mind that is filling his head. Bella knows sometimes unconsciously someone who is drunk will be a very honest speaker because the contents of her head are thoughts that burden her or always stick to it until it can not be forgotten.
Abian's soot eyes looked at Bella with her own eyes. "I don't want to misunderstand our relationship, I might know it's not good news for our relationship, maybe you'll get mad because I say it like this." Abian.
Bella's forehead was wrinkled she did not understand what Abian meant.
"Or you suspect why I got so angry just because you talked about Amel when we were going on a date yesterday. All of it was actually because I—" Abian saw Bella's honey brown eye bead that was focusing on her. His hands were clinging to each other on his thighs.
"I'm stressed because my mom asked me to marry Amel when I didn't love her, Bel. I just love you, baby. Please believe the same what I'm saying this isn't a prank." Abian.
Bella's world was upside down, she seemed to be losing her sight. His ears were ringing and his heart refused to accept what was said just about marrying Amel instead of coming out of Abian's own mouth.
"Abian! You're kidding, aren't you? It's prank, isn't it," asked Bella.
But Abian put his lips together and his eyes were very sad looking at Bella. Describing a look of sadness that Abian should not have shown in response. What Abian said is the truth.
Bella's eyeballs began to condense. "If you didn't love you should have turned down that marriage Abian! Is it because Amel is pregnant with your child?"
Bella raises her circular hand on her middle finger the ring Abian gave her to propose to her. “This what does it mean? You're just messing around. When I was down you weren't there, did you know my mom was sick. You are where Abian is. I guess you never seriously said love to me.“ Bella's voice puffed.
His emotions could no longer be contained. His sight also became blurred.
"Bella! I swear even though Amel's pregnant it's not my son." Assertive Abian with his loud voice.
Bella gasped and her legs became weak. Bella's two eyeballs looked at Abian's face with all the courage she had.
"Where can you guarantee Abian from? As long as you're dating Amel you've never had sex. I think it's obvious I've been fooled twice." Bella's voice was shaking.
"Bel, you shouldn't say that. I swear, I've fought my mother but it's related to my family's past, Bel. Mami was traumatized until I left Amel just like that when she wasn't giving birth. At least wait until she gives birth and I'll get a DNA test to prove that I'm not bragging."
"You better go home!" Bella stood up from her chair.
"Bel, listen to me first! You don't get emotional like gini dong. I spoke honestly to you so you could understand my position."
Bella stared at the look in Abian's eyes. Her eyes were already wanting to cry but Bella was as strong as she could hold it.
Abian quickly held onto Bella's wrist.
"Denger well Abian Damara. How am I supposed to know you again? Keep running out of this you marry her and give birth to a child too I should understand you?" Bella pointed at Abian's chest with tears in her eyes. "You should know what I am. I'm selfish for always believing in playboys like you who never repent."
"Get off my hands! You better get out or I'll get out." Bella stared hard.
"Bella, beat me up first. You have to hold your emotions." Abian's voice and expression looked pleading.
Abian immediately pulled Bella's hand and hugged Bella's body tightly. Instead of accepting Bella rebels beating the chest field Abian. "Please. What do you want?"
"I can scream!" Threat Bella.
Slowly Abian let go of his hug. Bella immediately moved away and gave a sharp eye look. "Abian, we better end this. I'm gonna break up!"
Abian's ring that was originally still coiled on Bella's finger then Bella just took off and put it on the table.
"Bella! You can't say that."
Bella straight out of her house does not care if she who as the host moved from her own house. With tears in their eyes.
"Dum!"
"Bella!"
Abian keeps calling Bella. Bella refused to look. His emotions and sense of prestige became dominant. Walking is not necessarily direction like crazy. Just the phone Bella had in her pants pocket.
"Basic bego. Abian just don't chase you!" Bella swore in him.
Sitting in the garden near her home complex, Bella cries. Like dejavu when he had experienced something like this seven years ago in his High School. Bella again becomes weak and she is completely helpless when Abian returns to Amel again. Yes again, again his past is back and cannot be denied.
Bella put her phone in her ear. Waiting for an answer as soon as possible.
"Iwelcome …."
"Where's lo? I need you, Sa." Bella said with a soft voice.
"Gue there's a salon bell. Why is your voice so rich? Lo cry!" Alisa answered.
"Sa, I need a friend to make up a story. I came there, yeah."
"Okay, I sent him the chat address. Do not cry. Calm down."
"Yes Sa. Thanks yah. You're the only one who's always been there for me."
Before long Bella ends her talk, she again shed tears as she remembers Abian's love statement which all just ended in a cliche. Bella is always weak with her love, she always loses and Abian who from the first in fact never turned to hurt her. No matter how much time he spent. How much has changed about his life.
Bella is still a stupid Bella when dealing with Abian and Abian who are always clever to cheat in the name of love.
"Lo can't worry about Bel. It's revenge! Not a feeling of love anymore" Bella murmured to herself.
Inevitably Bella ordered a taxi online through her mobile phone application, she could not go back home. If Abian hadn't left, it would have been embarrassing for Bella.