Repeating Flavors

Chapter 9 - The Bitter Reality

Tania pulled out the phone from her bag and immediately contacted someone. The name of a person who is always in his brain. Who else if not Kevan Celio.

"I've arrived in London, Van. I hope this is a new beginning for me. I miss you so much." Tania sent a message to her lover.

"I'm happy. I miss you to, Tania." Kevan replied to the message.

The two still communicate well, just not as intelligent as usual because they are both busy with their respective affairs.

Tania rushed into the car after someone picked her up, the car drove towards the apartment.

Tania laid her body on the bed after entering her room. The apartment is really comfortable for Tania, all the interiors in it are modern and paint the room nuanced soft like Tania's will, papa Tania prepares all the needs of her daughter well. Tania now contacts the papa and bik Ijah. Tania decided to rest for a while before arranging all the items she had brought in where she should be. He was really tired even though he was on the plane enough to rest.

Two hours Tania slept, her body started to get a little better. He immediately woke up and rushed to take a shower and then arranged all the items that were still in the suitcase. A 4R-sized frame is attached to the side table of the sleeping lights. A picture of him and Kevan on prom night. A smile was etched on his lips.

"Your kangen ..." Tania said in the photo.

Tania immediately called Kevan, but there was no answer. Tania called again but there was no answer. Finally Tania put down the phone and rearranged the goods. His heart began to worry, his thoughts began to be unbecoming. Not like Kevan is like this. "Maybe something happened to him?" ask Tania inwardly. Not long after that he contacted Kevan again but still could not. Tania was still waiting patiently for an answer from her lover.

Tania calmed herself down, trying not to think too badly. It's possible that Kevan is busy with his college schedule and doesn't have time to tell. "Yes, maybe so," Tania told herself. To relieve her worries, Tania decided to go out to the minimarket not far from the apartment. He wanted to buy some kitchen necessities for cooking. Armed with a recipe notebook of Ijah's bik prepared before leaving for London, Tania wants to try cooking on her own.

After arriving, Tania took some vegetables, fruits, fish, meat and eggs. Not to forget he bought some snacks along with some canned drinks to fill his refrigerator. Tania is indeed a snack girl, so obviously one shopping trolley is all kinds of snacks. Even so his body remains nice and sexy, he is actually very difficult to gain weight. It made her think it was a gift or a disaster.

Without feeling like Kevan has not heard from her for a week, Tania has been trying to reach her in various ways. Tania starts thinking, afraid something will happen to Kevan. Tania tries to contact her best friend Rio who is now in Singapore to find out the state of Kevan. Tania sent Kevan's home address to Rio. Rio was also happy to help Tania.

While Dea, Siska, and Lala continued their education at the University of Indonesia despite taking different faculties. While Rio continued his education in Singapore and pioneered the coffee business there. Tania felt grateful to have a friend like them despite being far away, her four best friends were always there for her.

Tania is now focused on all courses that really drain her time, energy and mind. Moreover, he wanted to attend the exhibition and introduce his work to everyone. Tania was completely focused on all the requirements required to attend the exhibition.

In the end, an e-mail from Kevan changed everything ....

Dear Tania Jovanka,

I'm sorry to worry you this week. I'm fine, no need to worry. I just wanted to say, I'm sorry I couldn't continue our relationship. It's not because of anything, I just want us to focus on our dreams. I hope you understand. And hopefully you can realize your dream later. Good good there.

Reading Kevan's e-mail made Tania lose her balance. His sight blurred and slowly disappeared ....

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BRUCK!! Tania collapsed.

Realizing he found himself in the campus health room, there was a nurse there who approached him. Make sure he's okay. Tania said thanks to the officer and immediately left the room. He recalled a brief message from Kevan who had just decided to unilaterally without a logical explanation. Tania felt like she was in another world.

Tania returned to the apartment, she really looked messy. His face now faded due to tears that had not subsided. His eyes are now like panda eyes. Many questions arose in his heart, why, and what!

He immediately picked up the phone and immediately contacted Kevan, but the number could not be reached. Tania tries to get back on Instagram, but all she gets is lost. Tania opened the e-mail back and read the e-mail from Kevan again and again!

He still does not believe Kevan ended their relationship unilaterally without any explanation. Tania felt that she was foolishly fooled by Kevan's kindness and sweet attitude towards her all this time.

Tania contacted all her best friends, told them everything. The more emotional attitude was shown by Rio and Dea his best friend. Rio intends to beat Kevan if he meets someday. But Tania forbids, she does not want Rio and his other best friend to join in their problems. Tania accepts Kevan's decision despite the weight. Her best friend gave support to Tania.

For two months Tania had broken up with Kevan, hoping Kevan would call her back every day and explain everything. But that's not what he got. Suddenly Dea sent a picture via WhatsApp, it was a picture of Kevan with a woman who was doing a romantic dinner at a luxury restaurant in London. Tania immediately called Dea and asked her the intention of the photo sent to her.

"De, can you tell me what that means?" Tania immediately asked after Dea picked up her phone.

"That's what you see, Tan. Kevan is a jerk! Crocodile who's a sweet talk!" Dea cursed with annoyance.

"Where did you get that photo?! I really ...." Tania had not been able to continue her words, her tears breaking. His heart hurt the second time.

"I ate with Rio last night because I'm now in Singapore for the holidays. Suddenly we both accidentally met Kevan was having a romantic dinner with the woman" Dea explained. "Actually we both don't believe that it's Kevan, but after we look closely .. we just believe that it's Kevan! And the woman he was with was a model, her name was Tara! We both checked everything about that woman." Dea explained what he saw.

Tania was already unable to say anything, her heart was so hurt. And all the explanations are also photos that Dea sent to make Tania destroyed as destroyed ....

All seemed to be the answer to what Tania had been looking for, Kevan deliberately ended their relationship because Kevan had another woman. And that makes Tania relieved, she no longer needs to find any answers about Kevan, even though she wants Kevan himself to explain to her. Tania realized, it would not be possible, how can people cheating be honest with their partner if he cheated? It's impossible!

All the beautiful things that he went through with Kevan felt like a knife that could stab his heart every time he remembered it. The smile that he had always felt because of Kevan, now turned into tears. Tania felt that all this was her stupidity that could not see the bad side of Kevan behind the gentle attitude shown all this time.all had changed, no longer the same.