Reiz And Rin's

I don't love her

Days have changed, now two weeks have passed. Rin still hasn't shown any signs of being sober. And during that time Reiz really could not meet Rin at all. His wife's nursery is strictly guarded, only he is forbidden to see Rin.

"Reiz, are you okay?" Tanya Tomi saw the disheveled look of her assistant, now she is in Reiz's apartment. It had been two days that the man had not gone to the office and had only confined himself to his place of residence.

"You think sir? Is there a husband who is fine while his wife is lying in a coma?" Ask Reiz sarcastically.

"And ironically I can't accompany my own wife."Reiz continued, laughing blandly considering his fate.

"Reiz, had you treated your wife well and properly from the beginning, none of this would have happened." Tomi patted the shoulder of the man who had been considered like his biological sister. He actually could not bear to see the state of Reiz who looks very chaotic, but maybe this can all be a lesson for the man.

"I'm a fool." Lirih Reiz's.

"Do you love Rinata?" Tomi's question suddenly made Reiz turn to her. Then he shook slowly.

"I don't love her." Answer slowly.

"really?" Tomi doesn't believe it. Reiz nodded.

"If you didn't love her, you wouldn't be like this for her. You're so worried about the situation that you don't care about yourself. If you don't love her, you can't touch her until she's pregnant with your child. If you don't love her, you..."

"Be quiet, sir." Cut Reiz. He was so dizzy to hear Tomi's chatter.

"Why? Are you still trying to deny your feelings for Rinata?"

"I don't love her, I just feel guilty for her...." The sharp eyes look bright.

"Reiz, I know how you are. We have lived together for eighteen years. You've never been like this before."

"I'm like this because of my wife Rinata." Shangkal Reiz's.

"Keep denying your feelings, Reiz." Tom woke up from his seat.

"Remember, you'll realize how important someone is when you lose them." Tomi stepped her foot, before opening the door she spoke again.

"Tomorrow you must come to the company, there is an important meeting."

"Yes." Yeah." Answer Reiz briefly. Tomi just shook her head, she grabbed the door handle. Tomi was a little surprised to see someone standing there.

"Mr Drake William?" Mumbled slowly.

"Is Rexy around?" Ask Mr. Drake who always calls Reiz by his little name. Tomi nodded.

"Please come in, sir." Tom opened the door wider.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Drake." Pamit Tomi, Mr. Drake nodded with a smile. He went inside even though the owner of the place did not know his arrival.

Mr. Drake stopped his steps when he saw Reiz sitting on the sofa while covering his face with both palms.

He sat down beside Reiz, looking at the man wistfully.

"Why did you come back again?" Reiz asked thinking Tomi was sitting next to him, he still covered his face.

Mr. Drake couldn't help but rub his hand gently over Reiz's shoulder. He really misses his son.

Reiz who felt a touch on his shoulder immediately turned his head, for a moment he was surprised. The look they meet. Where Mr. Drake looked at him wistfully but Reiz looked at him sharply.

"Mr Drake? What are you doing here?" Reiz got up from his seat.

"Rexy...."

"Go from here." Reiz said coldly as cold as his gaze.

"Rexy... Daddy just wants to see how you are..."

"Rexy died eighteen years ago. And since then you've been no longer my Daddy, Mr. Drake." Cynical Reiz.

"Rexy, I know you hate me. But just this once let me do my job as a father...." Mr. Drake looked at Reiz, there was a lot of longing there. He who should have given his affection to Reiz, even gave a very deep wound.

Reiz stared flatly at the middle-aged man before him. He doesn't want to argue with anyone. Reiz re-stayed his body. Mr. Drake smiled inwardly, at least Reiz was willing to sit alone with him.

"Duty of a father? What do you know about a father's duties?" Reiz asked with sarcasm.

"Rexy, I'm sorry. I just found out what happened to your wife..." Mr. Drake opened his voice, while Reiz threw away his gaze. He would not look at the man sitting in front of him.

"Rexy, everything that happened to you was my fault. Had I been honest with your mother from the beginning, maybe none of this would have happened." Said Mr. Drake, sorry look on his face that is not young anymore.

"Rexy, you're still my son. No matter how hard you refuse me, I'm still your father. I'm sorry, even though I don't deserve your forgiveness." Sissy speech.

Reiz closed his eyes withstanding the tightness in his chest, as much as he hated a Drake William he could not deny the fact that the man was his real father. He loved the man but hated him too.

His memory whirled, remembering when those bitter memories began.

The little foot stepped into the room of his parents whose door was slightly open. I saw her mother crying.

"Mom, why is Mommy crying?" Asked Reiz who was seven years old at the time.

"Where's Daddy? Didn't Mommy want to surprise Daddy?" He asked again, because his mother had gone to his father's office because she wanted to surprise him, it was their wedding anniversary.

Marissa, Reiz's mother did not answer. The beautiful woman grabbed the small body and hugged it in tears.

Reiz who at that time did not understand anything just silence, he turned his head to see his mother who was still crying.

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That afternoon Marissa decided to go to the office where her husband worked, she wanted to make a simple surprise bring lunch to Drake, the man she loved so much. Today is their wedding anniversary.

Marissa was disappointed that Drake was not in her room, she was out for lunch. That's the information he got from the receptionist.

Marissa decided to wait for Drake at a restaurant not far from the office. Still trying to contact her husband, but unfortunately her phone is off.

The woman looked around to find an empty table. He looked at someone sitting there.

"Drakes?" He saw the husband sitting not far from there with a woman and a boy. Marissa came to him immediately.

It seems like they have not noticed Marissa's presence due to being too focused on her lunch.

"Daddy, the food is delicious...." Say the boy with a mouth full of food.

"Eat a lot, Edra..." Drake said as he rubbed the head of the boy named Edra.

"Daddy?" Marissa muttered softly, she was already standing behind Drake.