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There's no answer

Satrya's long silence made Arel and the others curious about Satrya's answer. Including Yoga and Devina who watch and watch. Arel's hand was still wide open.

"Sat?" call Arel looking at Satrya more closely with a frown.

Then, Satrya started to grab Arel's hand and hold it. That made Arel's smile broaden. But not for long the grip that felt tight in Arel's hand, suddenly stretched and Satrya took it off again, then turned to leave the canteen without saying anything.

He hung Arel's question without any answer. Arel's smile dimmed in an instant. And only a stunned dazed look at Satrya's departure left a thousand questions lingering in Arel's mind now.

What does Satrya mean? Arel didn't understand at all. While Yoga was confused and could not read Satrya's mind at all. Why did he grab Arel's hand, but instead of grasping Arel's tanga tightly? But he took it off again without even leaving a single sentence.

Devina momentarily thought the same as Satrya. He wondered why Satrya did that? If he loves Arel, shouldn't he accept Arel's helping hand with one that he won't let go of forever? Butwhy? Thought Devina.

He ran after Satrya to ask her some questions about this. Devina was really curious about everything she saw.

"See her? What a small thing! Pretty boy know?" talk to one of the students about his friend.

"really. If I were him. I would definitely feel very embarrassed at this time," his friend replied, swearing about Arel.

Yoga can hear their curse, because they whisper but speak loudly.

Yoga got up from his seat and approached Arel who was standing at the moment.

"You're not papah?" tanya Yoga patted her shoulder and embraced Arel.

Arel looked at Yoga. "What do you think Satrya meant to do that?" ask Arel for an opinion.

"Eitherway. I don't understand what that means this time either. Don't be sad, you've done things that no other girl can do. And quite brave," said Yoga. Either he was praising or insulting Arel, but to Arel it sounded like an insult.

"Are you complimenting me or insinuating me?" arel asked curtly and stared cynically at Yoga.

"Ah.. It depends on you who thinks. You can think of it as a compliment or insult, yes it's up to you," reply Yoga makes Arel speechless do not dwell in annoyance.

"Know ah!" exclaimed Arel sulked and stepped away from the canteen.

"Hey, don't be angry! I'm just kidding! Wait for me!" yogya Narrated a small run following Arel who is now sullen due to unclear Yoga speech.

Yoga grabbed Arel's shoulder with both hands and pushed him to go faster.

"Hey, what are you doing? Leasin!" arel was surprised by what Yoga did.

"Revelation! The train is speeding!" canda Yoga ran to speed up his steps and pushed Arel's body from behind so that Arel came running to follow the direction of Yoga. It felt like a car for Yoga.

Well, the intention was just to cheer Arel up. Joking around and playing like that. And the way managed to make Arel's smile again plastered on his face.

"Satrya wait!" devina shouted running after Satrya who was walking at a fast and hasty pace.

"Satry. Satrya!" call Devina a few times. However, Satrya did not bully him at all. His steps did not stop at all and instead grew even faster.

"Satrya!" Bentak Devina pulled Satrya's hand from behind as she managed to chase after him.

"What?!" sahut Satrya again snapped at Devina. He seems so angry at the moment. His breath hunted quickly as if holding back all his current emotions. His hands were trembling and clenched tightly.

Devina was shocked and looked in surprise at Satrya. Then, Satrya tried to calm herself down and her angry gaze began to dim.

"Sorry, Dev. I didn't mean to yell at you" he said regretfully.

"What's wrong? What's wrong with you? Why would you do that? What's that supposed?" tanya Devina.

Satrya did not answer Devina's question. "Sat? Say it! I know what that meant? Why just leave?"

"Why are you so curious? Aren't you happy if I reject Arel?"

"What's? You think it's like that? Is that how you see me? Just so you know, Sat. I really like you. But that doesn't mean I'd be happy to see my friend humiliated like this in front of everyone. You cowardly know, don't you?"

"You don't understand, Dev. You know nothing" said Satrya.

"For that reason, I am the same as you. Because I don't know. If you like Arel, why are you doing that? And surely it wasn't because of me? I wonder because of what?" devina said again chuckling.

Satrya looked at Devina with a sad and teary look. He turned and retired to the wall.

"I'm taku Dev. I was afraid to hold his hand. I want to, I want to and I'm happy because Arel likes me. But I was afraid, so I took it off again" Satrya said, looking so burdened.

"Fearful? What are you afraid of?" devina asked again.

Satrya stared fixedly at Devina for a moment. "Because of me, just gonna hurt him. Arel could be wretched if he was with me," Satrya replied still less clearly to Devina. Satrya then leaves Devina alone.

Devina still kept a lot of questions for Satrya. But seeing Satrya's emotional state made Devina stop to ask again.

"Your love, how big is it for Arel?" muttered Devina felt hurt. But, he now realizes that Satrya is not his match this time. Devina suddenly wanted to cry so much that her cries broke right then and there.

Sometimes love is more complicated than life. Love is more emotional than life. Life without love is never complete. All life in this world begins with love. But love is divided. There is a love that is easy to get like the love of our parents.

Love is the main thing for those who live. All feelings are born out of love. Emotionally, a person rises because of love. Love, love and love make human life more meaningful. Love is not a simple word, it is not an easy word.

No one can explain what love is like? It can only be felt by those who have love. If love is not born, there will be no life. Love and life are so related.