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Getting worse

Arel saw Devina who looked cool eating her lunch alone. With a flat face, Devina sighed at not feeling good about eating alone.

Arel intends to go up to him and talk to him. However, he felt very afraid, he was afraid to do the wrong thing again in Devina's eyes. And that fear made him hesitate to talk to Devina.

"Come Arella! You can do it!" exclaiming Arel stiffened himself and took a deep breath and then mashed it slowly.

Arel was about to step up to meet Devina. However, Satrya and Yoga came and passed in front of Devina, they were about to order some meatballs.

Devina immediately got up and approached Satrya. "Satrya?" call him.

Satrya and Yoga turned to Devina. "What's wrong?" sahut Satry.

"Can we talk?" devina Pinta.

"Come, what do you want to talk about?" tanya Satrya nodded slowly.

"not here. Come with me to the roof, "again Devina.

"Why on the roof?" satrya continued to ask.

"Follow it!" exclaiming Devina pulled Satrya's hand to come with her. Satrya just resigned and went with Devina.

Yoga just a small nod staring at their departure. When Arel looked sad and jealous to see the attractive Devina go Satrya with him. Inadvertently Yoga found Arel among the many people who are in the cafeteria today.

Yoga could see the glare of Arel's sad eyes. He stepped up and approached Arel.

"Hum..!" Yoga cleared his throat quite hard and was able to make Arel shocked by his sudden presence at his side.

"Bengong ajah! Don't want to eat?" yoga asked.

"Yoga? Emm.. I have no appetite anymore" replied Arel.

"If you don't have appetite, then what are you going to the cafeteria for?" tanya Yoga again made Arel unable to answer his question.

"Udah ah! I'm going back to class!" arel shouted as he turned around and was about to walk away. However, Yoga immediately blocked Arel's steps by standing in front of him.

"Hey, wait a minute! I'm hungry!" yells.

"Then what is my business? If you're hungry, eat there!" avenged Arel looked annoyed.

"Finish me! When I eat alone?"

"Yes on?"

"Yes, you must keep me."

"I don't want to" Arel refused as he stepped up to leave. Yoga again blocked his path.

"I am the one who is trained! Want dad? Come on Arella, please!" pinta Yoga with Compassion on Arel. Showed her sweet face. That might make the other girl flabby. But not for Arel, he even felt amused to see it.

"Auh!Alright. But don't ever show that expression in front of me again!" arel felt amused.

"Why? Are you afraid of falling in love with me?" sahut Yoga is so sweet.

"Sad.. Not in love, but ilfil knows! Aeh!!" arella shuddered back, then turned around and chose an empty seat.

"Geez! Sternly. Though my face is very handsome," muttered Yoga annoyed and caught up with Arella sitting down and ordering food.

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Devina paused for a moment and gathered up the courage to reveal her heart to Satrya. His breath was hunting and he was very nervous.

"Says someone wants something to talk about. Whaan? If I don't get down, then. I'm Laper Dev," said Satrya about to turn around to leave.

"Satrya!" call Devina again stopping Satrya's steps and make Satrya turn around again looking at her.

"Satry. L'm.. I like you," said Devina quickly while looking down embarrassed.

"Continue?" sahut Satrya is so relaxed and cold. Making Devina have to stare at her flat face without any expression.

"Continue?!" reanimate Devina was surprised by what she heard.

"I already know how you feel about me. And not surprised to hear that expression from you. Is that all you want to say? Is there anything else?" satrya said without thinking about Devina's feelings.

Devina was speechless staring in wonder at Satrya. "If there is none. I want to go back to the cafeteria," Satrya again turned and stepped to leave.

"Satrya!" exclaimed Devina tightly clenched her two palms. Satrya stopped without turning to look at Devina.

"Is it because of Arel? Do you like it?" devina asked, making Satrya have to turn to look at him. The tears that had flowed from Devina's eyes were now staring intently at Satrya.

"You don't blame everything on Arella" Satrya said.

"Then, who should I blame? Sat, I love you. Can't you see me? Can't you see my love?" said Devina getting carried away by emotions.

"I can see it. And I saw you too. But not as the girl I like. But as friends and friends of the girl I like. Long before I moved here. Arella is in my heart. So, it's not her fault if this love grows for Arella and not for you. So don't blame him. Stop blaming her" Satrya said, hurting Devina.

Devina did not reply to Satrya's words. He just fell silent and his cries began to harden wet his cheeks. Satrya turned to leave and returned to the cafeteria.

"And also. Don't force this ego of yours. If you continue like this. You just hurt yourself and make your own suffering" Satrya said, stepping back.

"Then, why did you and Arel avoid each other? Why?" devina shouted in curiosity about it.

"Because Arel said that he didn't like me. Therefore, I told him to stay away from me, so that I could be free from any of your problems. I'm a selfish Devina. I'm not the kind of person you think I am. I'm a very selfish person from both of you!" reply Satrya, then step back again until it really passes and leave Devina on the roof alone.

What does it mean that Arel refuses and puts aside his feelings for Satrya? But for what? For him to do that? bathin Devina's. His fist grew tighter.

Devina returns in a hurry to find Arella. And soon Devina finds Arella walking to her class with Yoga after lunch.

"Drew!" call Devina with eyes filled with anger. And suddenly PLAAAkkkk!!

Devina slapped Arel in front of everyone very hard. Devina's actions surprised Yoga and Arella were also some of the students who convinced her.

"What do you mean, Rail? You're purposely giving up on me, so I look so pathetic on Satrya's eyes, are you?" devina said so angry.

Arel looked at Devina confusedly. "What are you talking about, Dev? What do you mean? Why slap me all of a sudden?" sahut Arel's.

"You don't get pretentious, Bego Arel. I never asked you to give up on me. Why do you make me feel like I'm being so selfish. That.. I'm a bad friend. Why are you making me look like I'm the saddest one here?! Why?!" devina shouted so angry.

Her crying broke witnessed by the large number of people. Arel understood what Devina meant. "Dev, that's not what I meant? I didn't intend to be like that. I just want you to know, anything I can put aside as long as we can go back to how we used to."

"Including your feelings? Cih.. Now it's the words that sound so sad. You think that's what I want? You think that putting your feelings aside, will fix everything? Non Rail. You're wrong" Devina said, then walked away.

While Arel just speechless pecking. No longer know what to say? For this time he really did not understand what Devina wanted? And where did the error lie this time?

Yoga can't ask if Arel's okay. There's certainly nothing good about this. Yoga just stroked Arel's back. Satrya also witnessed the debate. He only let out a rough sigh and rubbed his face rough. The situation is getting worse now than before.