
Susana house crowded with the sound of neighbors who are cooking for tahlilan event later tonight.
Rania who was also very hit with the departure of the Father decided to busy himself so as not to constantly be afraid of the departure of the Father, Father,
because Rania is sure.. My father died peacefully.
Even before Father died Rania spoke at length with him.
But different from the script..
it was hard to accept the departure of my father..
since returning home from burying Father yesterday, to this day he has not gone out of the room at all.
He did not even eat and drink, while Rania was not even able to see his pitiful face,
Aksara often sobbing arrived while calling the name of the Father, then shortly afterwards he was silent and daydreaming.
Maybe his departure was very hard for him..
moreover, he had just been close to returning with the Father after 10 years of leaving.
Either regret or guilt felt Aksara now, which clearly he looks very sad and can not accept the situation.
" Ran, force your husband to eat.. " Aunty Irma thrust out a plate filled with rice and side dishes,
Rania accepted it doubtfully, though,
" You're Ran's wife, comfort him. Don't be afraid." said aunt Irma read Rania's hesitant expression.
" yes Auntie." answered Rania and walked to the room.
He opened the room with a heart,
the light of the room was dim, because Aksara did not open the curtain so that sunlight could not penetrate through.
The legged man was sitting on the floor with an empty look, he did not dwell even though Rania walked over to him.
Somehow seeing the condition of the characters like that his heart aches..
the man who that night looked strong and terrifying was no longer there..
The script more looked like a weak little child, whose entire pedestal was taken away by force and the balance was lost.
It was like a huge rock that made it difficult to get up and breathe..
and that stone is called regret..
He regretted not being able to spend more time with his father..
He regretted leaving you for so long..
He regretted everything he had done.
"Mas...?" call Rania slow and heart,
" eat first.. " Rania sat down next to her husband,
Aksara did not answer, he remained silent with a gaze that was somewhere.
" Mas." call Rania again slowly, and still do not get an answer.
Rania placed the plate she was carrying on the table, then returned to sit right beside Aksara, leaning her head on Aksara's arm while holding the back of Aksara's left hand.
" If you keep going like this. I have to how.?., what..?,
You leave me to Mas. Now Mas is my backrest..
the place I groaned in front of him. "Rania's tone was soft, she held back her tears so as not to spill.
" My heart hurts. My heart hurts to see you like this..
not only did I lose my father, but I did too..
but why would se be only the saddest Mas,
feeling the touch and hearing the sobbing of Rania Aksara began to regain consciousness,
He immediately hugged Rania who was beside him,
hugged Rania tightly while she wiped her tears.
" No crying, my heart hurts more and more to see you cry..
be still. "the voice of the raspy script.
He wanted to calm Rania down to stop crying, but without realizing it she was also crying..
he could not stand it, his chest tightened to hold the grief..
she shed her tears in Rania's arms.
Dimas was still in front of the room door, exchanged glances with Surya, om,
" let them go. Maybe they still can't accept the departure of their Father..
please tell the principal dim, maybe Rania will take a little while off because her husband's condition is very hit..
we do not advise Rania to leave her husband for a while" said Surya,
" well Om. I will tell you later.. "
" yes already. accompany 0m take order aunt Irma.."
" oh, come on, Om.." Dimas followed Surya's steps.
Rania opened the room curtains so that sunlight could enter and the room became warmer,
then sit back and feed her husband who was sitting quietly on the bed.
" Already." replied Aksara when Rania offered another spoonful of food.
" yes it is.. Rani make warm tea yes mas.do not drink coffee first.. " Rania cleaned the lip of Aksara with tissue, then got up from her sitting position..
however Aksara clasped Rania's hand as Rania was about to walk away.
" Just here.no where.." The sound of the script is almost inaudible,
Rania looked at Aksara for quite a while,
he placed the plate on the table and sat down next to Aksara,
" I'm with you. But Mas slept, Mas hasn't slept since yesterday.. "
Silent script, He pulled Rania into his arms,
" You're telling me to sleep so you can go?" ask her in a soft voice,
" No mas. I will wait for you, and will not leave even though Mas has fallen asleep." answered Rania calmed Aksara.
" Let me lean on you for now..
I was too weak to support myself..
you're all you've left for me..
it's just you..."
say Aksara with a tone filled with nelangsa..
he hugged Rania tightly as if afraid of abandonment..
In Rania's eyes now Aksara was nothing more than a frail man,
and accompanying her was the thing that Rania had to do now..
especially considering Aksara is her husband.