
The characters took away his ringing HP,
" mas night?" answer Aksara, please,
" just meet me for a second, at my usual place.."
" ready Mas.." replied Aksara put his cellphone back on the table,
" who is Mas?" ask the sleepy Rania,
" The Inspiration.."
" That inspiration?" Rania suddenly opened her sleepy eyes.
" What's this late?" rania asked, though,
" it may be just to have a conversation with me, usually before we get married" Aksara replied as he dropped into his wife's arms.
" Will not go out? " Rania was astonished because Aksara's hand crept into Rania's nightgown,
" just for a moment.fear Mas go home you've slept.." Pinta Aksara with a face deliberately clear, pinta,
" mas... mas... had time anyway, Mas was in wait for people?" rania's grumbling finally complied as well.
Aksara parked his bike, man,
" How are you, sir?" greet the parking attendant who has not seen Aksara for a long time visiting,
" alhamdulillah.hat sir.." replied Aksara while throwing a smile,
" mr. Inspiration from earlier inside.."
Aksara smiled as he nodded, he walked into the cafe run by Ilham's office friends who are also known as Aksara,
however, Aksara was not very familiar with him.
The cafe has a thick Javanese atmosphere, there is no seat like a modern cafe, there is only a bamboo Gasebo for lesehan, the atmosphere is calm and comfortable, and there is only a bamboo gasebo,
not only the atmosphere, but the simple food menu at home makes homesick.
Ilham several times called him here when he knew his wife was still harassing Aksara, not to get angry, but to apologize for his treatment and talk like their relationship was still good first.
Aksara goes deeper, he sees Ilham sitting while asleep on a long sofa, precisely Ilham sleeps in the house while the owner of the cafe.
" She overslept, wake her up." said Rizky, the owner of the cafe,
" yes bang." replied Aksara sitting next to Ilham,
" you guys just talk, if you need anything to ask my employees, I want to go home.." said Rizky while taking the car keys,
" Yes bang, thank you..".
Aksara built Ilham that looks lethargic, they began to talk a few minutes later while smoking cigarettes and sipping coffee.
" Masa Masa lost anyway..?" tanya Aksara looked at Ilham full of wonder, could his man relent continue.
" I don't want to hurt her anymore,"
" directing the wife to the right thing is not hurting Mas.Strict a little to Wulan,"
" you just can't be strict with her, let alone me.."
" i held myself back just for the sake of Mas, if I didn't look at Mas, I'd run out of mistakes, but I looked at our relationship..
that's why I kept quiet and held back..
but his actions have ruined my life so much.."
Inspiration paused for a moment, he sucked his cigarette a few times, then spoke
" what makes it that way is me. You know that right, you know that,
he set you up because I didn't want to be directly responsible at the time..
if only I were directly responsible,
maybe he won't hurt you,
and perhaps our first child is still alive." - Inspiration's tone was restrained, his eyes were really hurt, really hurt,
" he asked to part ways.that's how much he hates me..
well, I'm a jerk, when he needs me, indeed,
I went with another woman." continued Ilham,
" yes.. Mas is a jerk, but it is good to realize that at that time mas is really a jerk. "said Aksara slowly as if not afraid even though Ilham has a higher position than him.
But instead of being angry, Ilham nodded,
" you're right.I'm a jerk, a respectable woman like Wulan I dumped, and I fell asleep with an unbecoming woman..
you see right? you see right? he was dressed like that just for revenge against me,
she said because I prefer wild women, she'll learn to be wild women,
I thought it was a play, but she really did, my beautiful and honorable wife..
purposely seeking the attention of another man just to hurt me, he wanted me to die nelangsa think about it..
while sleeping with me he threw away his face. "Ilham's eyes turned red,
" i know Mas, therefore I can't be rude to Wulan even though she has hurt me. Because I know, she was also hurt by you..
he's on the wrong way now, though,
your job as a husband is to pull her down the path you should be on..
" He doesn't love me anymore..
I want how.." Inspiration is bowed in, the,
" i can't imagine how my daughter would accept this reality" he added, covering her face with both palms.
" I'm sure there must still be love Mas, even if it's a little. It is proven that he is still willing to stay one roof with you and serve you.."
" no. it was forced, I know he had to.. "
" Mum?? don't be pessimistic.be patient..."
" what if he really wants you? what if he wants to divorce me because he wants to ease his way to chase you??"
Silent characters, both of them look the same as confused and afraid.
" No way Mas, am I crazy to accept your wife?! chasing me whenever I still don't want to mas?!" firm Old script long annoyed,
" please mas..I am happy with my wife.don't disturb us.." added Aksara more calm, he half begged because tired of continuing to be in the middle of Wulan and Inspiration, and he doesn't know what.
" You go home and let what is not true..
pity your son if you split up,
do you feel sorry for me more? I don't know what this is you've always linked to your household.."
Inspiration is silent, it keeps thinking..
but it felt like he could not find a way how else he made peace with his wife who had been roundly asking for the separation.
" Ask for advice from people who are already old. while mas adem only first. "suggestion Aksara when Ilham continues to be silent while leaning his head on the shoulder of the sofa, he continued to look at the sky with a blank look.
" adem what do you mean ?!" firm Inspiration with a restless face,
" My chest is tight, thinking of living apart from her and Ami I never imagined..
that's why I've been giving up all this time..
I want us to be okay until old age,
it's okay he hates me..
it's okay to not love me..
just don't ask to be separated from me, please,
the sins I used to commit to her still feel so heavy, though,
he had not even been able to accept Ami completely..
he kept saying Ami was my son, not his son..
sometimes I can't hear her bitter and cynical words against me..
but there's nothing I can do..
because the truth is I'm guilty of her.. "
" and how would you like?? I'll take you to the commander, let's ask the commander for advice.."
" no, I don't want my wife in trouble.."
Silent, he was confused..
though she was very upset with Wulan, but seeing her husband this way she could be angry.
Well.. Aksara tau right, what Wulan did to him was wrong and very painful, Wulan even deliberately wanted to hurt Rania at that time,
but as soon as he finds out Wulan lost her first child, and Wulan is very depressed,
Aksara felt everything was breakeven..
there was nothing to reply to, as Wulan had already obtained something even more poignant..
" Where are you going??" tanya Aksara while chasing Ilham who arrived just got up and walked towards the outside of the cafe.
" I want to see my wife.I'll beg her again." she said with a face full of anxiety and fear.
" so afraid of losing Wulan..?" tanya Aksara pulls Ilham's arm,
" I'm kapok sa. I'm kapok, I just want my wife..
not another woman..
I want my wife to know..
if I've changed a long time ago, before Ami was born I've changed..
it's because I want to live with him next..
I want to heal his wounds and make him happy.."
" don't just talk..
if you deserve to forgive.."
" begging him. That's the only way.."
" No. Begging it's not the way, please,
where is your intelligent and authoritative mind?!" A little upset, though,
" i don't understand, my brain is dull at a time like this." lamented Ilham really can't think, I can't think,
" Make him love you again." said Aksara calmly.