
This Sunday, at twelve o'clock in the afternoon, Kezia was engrossed in playing around with Tiyas. Tiyas is a Chihuahua dog who has not been in Kezia's house for long. Tiyas was also a child. Still tame and easy to set up.
Kezia occasionally re-read the contents of the Whatsap. It was from Matias, the source of inspiration for the Chihuahua dog's name. Whether to be happy or stay back angry and sad, Kezia was confused. He stared at the contents of Matias' message with teary eyes. Empty look.
"Soof..o.uk..." Tiyas barking. Kezia awoke from his daydream. He suddenly flashed a smile towards Tiyas. He caressed Tiyas. The little dog is getting more and more sulky.
"I'm gapapa, kok, Tiyas," hissed Kezia forced himself to smile, as tears began to drip. "I just miss him again. He's been to Japan for three days."
Suddenly, a busker appeared in front of the fence of Kezia's house. The singer sang a song that was once popularized by Nano. The song is called "My half".
"..live without you.
never fully filled
because you're my half
sharing the joy of grief
fill and perfect each other
because you're my half..."
Kezia stood up and tried to peek outside his house. Kezia's room is on the second floor, but he can see the form of the busker. Although not clear, Kezia found the busker had long hair covered by a skullcap that was often worn by Reggae-drained musicians.
Martin was out of the house. The distant cousin went out of the house to give alms to the busker who did have a pretty good singing quality. According to Kezia, the busker's voice was quite good. His guitar playing is not random either. Kezia was very impressed and made him memorable...
...
God, did Kezia really have to leave Matthias? But, didn't Matias apologize? Moreover, actually Kezia also did wrong by playing accusations like that. Matias has the right to be angry and not apologize. How could Kezia if he did not want to forgive Matias, eh even asked to break up anyway.
Move on, no.
Move on, no.
Move on, no.
Move on, no.
Move on, no.
Should Kezia move on when Matthias apologizes? But what about Thalia? The incident at that time, during a dinner made mess by Matias, surely Thalia was not that easy to forgive Matthias. Not to mention that Matias had quite a negative image in Thalia's eyes. A few days after the dinner, Kezia found out that Matias and Kezia were right. Thalia thinks Matias is a delinquent who likes to play with women's feelings.
Seventeen - I Oath 'I Love You
I swear, 'I love you, ' I'm crazy because of you I swear to death, my heart to you, 'no one else dies my race without you, stop my breath because you Oath to die, I love
Well, what the hell is this, why from earlier a lot of buskers in front of the house, grumbled Kezia in the heart. And, the five buskers (including this latest one) sang a song that managed to stir up his emotions. If the millennial said, the buskers seemed to conspire to make Kezia baper (read: carried away feelings).
God, how am I supposed to? Move on or not?