Rainy Couple's
Shall?
Mahen - Forgotten Temple
I once fell in love
To you with all your heart
I will give life too
Whatever I admit
But I never dreamed
You leave me gone
Without knowing this taste
I want to hate
Suddenly you came
When you've been with him
Increasingly destroyed
My heart
Don't come again love
How could I forget
Though you know how it is
You're not for me
Don't miss the love anymore
I don't want anyone to get hurt
Happy for him I'm fine
Let me pretend
Forgets
Oooh oooh oooh oooh...
Suddenly you came
When you've been with him
Increasingly destroyed
My heart
Don't come again love
How could I forget
Though you know how it is
You're not for me
Don't miss the love anymore
I don't want anyone to get hurt
Happy for him I'm fine
Let me pretend
Forgets
Don't come again love
How could I forget
Though you know how it is
You're not for me
Don't miss the love anymore
I don't want anyone to get hurt
Happy for him I'm fine
Let me pretend
Forgets
Happy for him I'm fine
Let me pretend
Forgets
(DJ-style headsets such as those worn by YouTuber and gamer, MiawAug)
As soon as his mother scolded him, Matthias returned to his room with a cry. His name is also young (let alone the age of Matthias is still under thirty). Well, that, still likes to go in the right ear, out the left ear.
That one, was Nabilah serious? This time Matias was shot by a woman. Usually the initiative to shoot it comes from the men. But it's a woman, and it's a woman who used to just leave her.
Matias has not yet given an answer. His mother got up and called his name in a loud voice. Like karma, Matthias avenged what Nabilah had done. Nabilah left Matthias without certainty. Left behind again, unfortunately. Now Matthias retaliated against Nabilah's treatment. He leaves Nabilah's phone call in need of an immediate answer: could Matias be his pretend girlfriend?
"Shit!" curse Matias. He tries to think positively. Maybe Nabilah's phone is dead. The message has not been sent either. Several times on the phone, Nabilah never lifted.
"Eh, but why am I even freaking out myself gini?" hiss Matias. "Well that's who I am anyway? He also left me without certainty. Now if I'm any cuekin, that's my right. My problem is also Kezia."
Matias's phone rang. There's an incoming e-mail. From someone Matthias loved who is now in Singapore. From Kezia.
👧 Matias, that one I was sorry about, well. I didn't know he was your friend. And not before leaving for Singapore, this has been our talk, huh? Very sad, yeah. I don't mean to lose your trust.
Matias was well-thought. He was confused whether to answer or not. Well, from the Kezia language, suddenly Matthias felt guilty. It was Matias who tried to feed Kezia. Suddenly, he was overwhelmed by the past. Shot by Nabilah, Matthias felt half the world had been grasped. The contents of his prayer were answered by God.
Tangerang, August 10, 2009
Why is it like this?
My lips are always cuddly
Like these lips have been glued
Many times like that
I often meet you
Nabil...
You're it...
What am I supposed to say?
It is difficult to say a word in any language
You are beautiful, yes
Sweet smile, yes
I love seeing your long hair break
This chest is shaking violently
God, god,
why is it so hard to express love?
He was near me only
I want to feel like I said
But even a little can not get out
Why is it like this?
One sentence
Three words
Difficulty asking for mercy
Nabilah,
I really love you!
A moment of poetry flashed through Matthias' mind. The poem Matthias was supposed to give to Nabilah. At that time Matias thought, if it is difficult to state directly, say it through poetry (that is how the claw of Bu Retno, Indonesian teacher at Matias Junior High School). Poetry has been made. Delivering it is difficult. Not unwilling to try, but that was him, all over Matias' body suddenly became stiff every time he wanted to carry out his intentions.
Nabilah was often near Matthias. Playstation often. Study often together. Frequently talking together. Often with other people. But, it still only became a discourse within Matias' head.
🔁🔁🔁🔁🔁
Matias' heart is pounding. The bowl of meatballs was left alone. He continued to look at Nabilah unnaturally. This classmate is beautiful. Anyway he has to say, even though these lips are hard to open.
Come on, look over here, just look at me. There's something I want to say to you. Look at me for five seconds, Nabilah, the inner Matias roared.
Is this his name? Matias was shocked by himself. Pray accomplished? Sontak Nabilah looked at him. The girl smiled sweetly at him. Amboi, the beauty of Nabilah. Deserve to be an idol in the seventh grade.
"Abisin, Yas," said Nabilah who looked pungent. "Do I want a bribe?"
"No, gu-gu-gue can be alone" Matias immediately stabbed one of the meatballs and chewed it.
"Hahaha, just plain. Funny you, dad?!" sahut Nabilah's. "Eh, Yas, play to your abis' house. Continue with the Harvest Moon."
"Can. Uh, you payin' yah? I changed it. Keep teaching me dong. PR mathematics is hard. I'm not looking for anything."
"Beres. But I'll teach you Japanese again, yeah, Yas."
🔁🔁🔁🔁🔁
The head of Matias turned the incident when he and Nabilah were in the school cafeteria. It's always like that. The bullet of love was ready he threw, as soon as Nabilah looked, it's gone.
It's the same now. The difference with the former, it is impossible Matias said. Matthias already has a girlfriend. There's been Kezia. Nabilah is only the past, although shadow after shadow of the past continues to lurk in Matthias' mind.
Be loved, ulam arrived. Just think Matthias, the guy sent a message.
👱 Sori, Yas. Sudden low-bat. How's it? Wanna not? What about that pretend boyfriend?
Well, what does Matias have to do? Poor Kezia. Or put it this way, Matias just accept it first, later Kezia was told about the plan of a pretend courtship with the Nabilah. Will Kezia agree to it? Oh, so dizzy is Matias' head.
