Rainbow Companions For You

Chapter 29. It's Too Late

This morning, with the body staggering like a life that has not been fully collected when he woke up from his sleep, also with messy hair, he said, equipped with super swollen eyes due to crying all night over the incident he experienced in the mall yesterday, inevitably, Tiara had to rise from her sleeping throne to return to the activity of studying as usual.

As much as possible he gathered his spirit to tidy up and prepare for campus. But this time not delivered by Doctor Haris. Of course not, “Doctor Haris right now the same Girl.” Inner Tiara murmured lethargic.

Arriving in front of the campus gate, with the rest of the spirit present, Tiara walked slowly towards her class with a swing of lackluster steps.

With a grim, sad, and troubled face, all the way to the classroom, all he looked at were the hard bricks he wore one by one. Just hang.

Sometimes he turned to the left, towards the campus park bench, where he used to sit together with Girl, his best friend. But this time he only found his shadow, “Gadis was not there.” and the fact that made him again bow his head sluggish.

Still with my face, when Tiara arrived in the corridor of her faculty building, there was a tall man who walked over from her right side. As Tiara looked up to notice the man, “Kelvin..” tiara was friendly.

“Oh, hi.” said Kelvin turned to look at the voice calling his name, “Ra, eumm.. sorry I first.” connect Kelvin just him, <TAG1>Ra, without further ado while passing by just leaving Tiara. It is very different from the usual Kelvin.

Usually Kelvin is always enthusiastic every time he meets Tiara. But this time, not even a thin smile. “Loh, Kelvin kok so anyway. tumben cuek really,” muttered Tiara when he saw Kelvin just waved a few seconds later passed from before him, Tiara confused.

While thinking about Kelvin's attitude, a few minutes into the classroom, Tiara arrived in front of the class. Without a friend saying hello, he immediately sat on his classroom bench.

In his seat, he turned to a bench on the left and behind, it was the seat of the Girl and Vania. “Hmm. I really-ener have no one else.” said Tiara's inner self that makes her sadder, then put his head on the table and then cover the side of his face with the ledger that he had been holding since.

Tiara was silent. Recalling how this all happened to him. Lost everything in such a short time...

Wanting once he roared again to vent his sadness and grief, “But it is impossible to cry anymore.. This is still in class, not in the room.” Tiara spoke for herself.

Then suddenly....

“Eh, Ra.... Have you heard?? Vania is not here anymore loh” chatter one of Tiara's classmates.

The boisterous babble was brightly a shock to Tiara and spontaneously made her re-establish her head from the table, “Haa??? Vania?? Not here anymore, you mean??” tiara asked in curiosity.

“Iya.. he said he had moved abroad so, so he did not menggampus here again deh.” continued the friend of the news anchor.

Tiara had not had time to continue the conversation with her friend, they had to start the lecture because a Lecturer had entered the classroom.

Throughout the lecture, inexplicably Tiara's mind did not focus too much on listening to the lecturer in front of the class. He is still thinking about the news that got this morning, “Deed Vania has moved abroad?? Butwhy?? Not her... Ah, yes already.” thought.

Finally, 90 minutes passed and the lecture was over. Tiara tidied up her books. He decided to head to the library, continuing his book hunt to complete some additional tasks that he had not yet completed.

This time the footsteps he aimed at the library room were accompanied by a slightly lighter mind. No more lethargic facial features and slow motion. Seen once from the small smile that he singsing. The tiny steps also look relaxed powered, not comfortable this morning. He thought about strengthening himself.

Then, he remembered the Vania they were talking about earlier.

 “Vania moved, not here anymore. Hmmmm... Is this all because of that problem?” tiara asked in her heart while thinking about the painful incident they both experienced. “I hope, she lives happily there.”

Upon Tiara's arrival in the library room, from a distance she saw as if someone she knew was sitting alone in the library reading area. He squinted his eyes to make sure that the person sitting there was someone he knew.

Tiara stepped her foot into the library room. At first, he wanted to approach Kelvin to sit with him, after all he was alone, there was no harm if he met one of his friends. But he changed his mind. Tiara abandoned her intention to sit next to Kelvin. Recalling the incident this morning when he passed Kelvin, it looks like Kelvin wasn't so happy to see it. Evidently Kelvin's indifference to the mere response then passed away just like that when Tiara said hello.

“Hmm... yaudah deh, I really do not have a temen now,” while walking towards the bookshelf which is located quite far from Kelvin's seat, Tiara spoke for herself, trying to grow her heart.

Unsettled his heart saw Kelvin's attitude without cause. While playing the fingers choosing a book, Tiara recalls, maybe there was something wrong that he had done to Kelvin to make Kelvin's attitude so cold to him.

“Oh, God.. This must be because of yesterday, right, time in the mall. Ouchhh!” tiara said as she clapped one of the books on her forehead.

This time, Tiara decided to really approach Kelvin.

“Hai, Vin. Can you sit here?” tiara asked politely as she sat slowly on the seat that was on the right side of Kelvin.

“Iya, Ra. Sit aja.” said Kelvin, back with a potluck.

“Emmm, Vin. About yesterday, in the mall, I think there is something I should explain to you.” said Tiara started a chat.

“About what, Ra? I don't think there's anything serious that needs to be discussed. I'm nobody you.” Kelvin said again, with an innocent smile as he looked at Tiara's face deeply.

“Vin..” Tiara's gentle face to Kelvin.

Kelvin turned his eyes. Now, what Kelvin looks at is just a book that has accompanied his silence since.

“I think I should apologize to you. I know maybe my words yesterday hurt you. But I also beg you to understand my position now. Betrayed by everyone I love.” continued Tiara confirmed.

“I'm fine, Ra. It is precisely I who should apologize to you for everything.” reply Kelvin slowly.

“Keep why were you so tired this morning??” ask Tiara.

“Not mean cuek or anything, Ra. Now that I am fully aware, I feel so guilty to you, it hurts you so much, it has made your heart so broken. And I think the way to make up for all those mistakes is to stay away from your life.” Kelvin said.

Hearing Kelvin's words, Tiara was silent to listen. His heart was filled with the confession of Kelvin.

“To be honest I still love you. But I don't want to hurt you anymore. Moreover, after I knew what the true nature of Vania is, I felt more and more useless you, but I also realized that I would not be worthy of you again. That is why, as much as possible I try to avoid and stay away from you. I don't want to hurt you anymore, Ra,” Kelvin continued at length, leaving Tiara stunned.

Now that everything is clear, Kelvin's indifference and coldness is because he has realized his deeds.

 “Vin, why did you just realize everything, when my love is no longer you.

After the scratches of his name which was always beautifully carved in the sand of the beach by the Tiara has been wiped out by the waves. After his name which was always called affection by the gentle Tiara had disappeared muffled by the gusts of wind. The person Tiara loves is no longer devoted to Kelvin.

It's all too late...

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