Rainbow Companions For You

Chapter 21. I'm Not That Weak

“You know? How happy I was when you were in an accident. I really hope no one else disturbs our relationship!” vania felt like she was winning.

Tiara was unable to hold back her emotions anymore without being restrained by her hand drifting towards Vania's cheek. However, Vania can rebuff Tiara's hand.

“Why? Barbie's upset again? Yes?” ejek Vania's.

He knew Tiara was very angry with him. But that's what makes him happy.

“Sorry yes, Ken is already mine.” continued Vania again which makes Tiara's heart more turbulent.

Not yet able to continue his talk, a Lecturer, a middle-aged man entered the classroom. The other students also entered the class. Vania walked back to her seat while showing her happy face. And Tiara sat down weakly after listening to that bitter reality.

Tiara did not focus on her lessons at all. He was still thinking about what he had heard. Vania's voice was still ringing in her ears. The incision in his heart had not disappeared. Now he had to receive another wedge in his heart again. One who had been considered more than a friend turned out to have given a wound in his heart. He had no idea that Vania hated him this much.

A few hours have passed, and the lesson is over. Tiara walked out of the classroom while daydreaming. He's not in good condition. It looked right from his lethargic face. As for the friends who called him he did not listen. His mind is completely fucked. Somehow to spill all that.

“Ra..” greet someone while holding his hand.

Tiara was jolted from her daydream. He looked towards that man.

“Doctor...” he said slowly.

He sees around him. Unknowingly his feet had stepped all the way to the gate of his campus.

Doctor Haris immediately pulled Tiara's hand without speaking again. They walked towards Doctor Haris' white car. He opened the door for Tiara.

From a distance, Kelvin sees Tiara with the unknown man. There was an unusual taste gathering in his heart. He kept watching them until the car was out of sight.

On the way Doctor Haris realizes that Tiara is sad. But he didn't want to question it yet.

“Ra, we go to the hospital first yes. I have a business for a while,” said Dr. Haris while watching the streets.

Tiara answered nothing. Doctor Haris looked towards Tiara, and sure enough he was still daydreaming. Doctor Haris held Tiara's hand. Tiara jerks....

“Humm... What's up, Doc?” ask Tiara.

“I said, we go to the hospital first huh?” Doctor Haris repeated his words.

“Oh, yes,” replied Tiara agreed

Doctor Haris was a little confused by Tiara. Unlike usual, he always asked and wanted to know, but this time he was very quiet.

Arriving at the hospital, Doctor Haris invites Tiara into his room while waiting for him to return from his job.

Tiara sat down. He leaned his body on the sofa. He wants to forget everything. But, I don't know why all that can't go from his mind.

“Vania, why? Why are you like this? Why are you so selfish? You want me to disappear from this world?” Tiara said to herself in a soft voice. “I have paved the way for him to be with Kelvin. And I didn't realize it at all.”

Tiara still did not think at all. He recalled the incident when he talked about Kelvin to Vania.

It's been a few minutes time. Tiara is still stuck about Vania and Kelvin. He put his elbow over his thigh and then covered his face with his palm.

Doctor Haris who had finished with his work returned to his office. Then get the Tiara who had looked very moody.

“Tiara...” greet Doctor Haris while holding Tiara's head.

Tiara flinched from her turmoil. He looked towards Doctor Haris who was in front of him.

They returned to the car and Dr. Haris drove her home. Today there was no smile formed from Tiara's lips. Actually Doctor Haris is worried about him too. Although the situation in the car was quiet, it did not mean that Dr. Haris focused on the streets. He glanced back and forth at Tiara. He wanted to say something, but every time he wanted to say it his lips felt stiff.

A few minutes later they arrived at Tiara's house.  Doctor Haris escorted Tiara into the house. It had always been done since he was believed to take care of Tiara.

“Tiara, you're fine right?” doctor Haris asked gently while clasping Tiara's hand.

Tiara's steps stopped. The soft face was confused worrying about him. Tiara was eager not to show her sorrow. But, hearing Tiara's soft voice increasingly couldn't hold her anymore. His eyes began to glaze over. Seeing that, Doctor Haris pulled Tiara's hand and placed Tiara in his arms. That sadness can't be contained anymore. Tiara cries in Doctor Haris' arms.

What kind of problem is Tiara facing, Doctor Haris would love to know. But, he also did not want to force Tiara to tell him. The warm embrace gave off something that had stuck in Tiara's chest from earlier.

Doctor Haris invites Tiara to sit on the living room sofa. He had still seen Tiara pensively since earlier.

“Ra...” said doctor Haris while kneeling before Tiara who was sitting speechless, “Whatever problems you experienced today, let it be for today aja,”.

He wanted to calm Tiara's heart. However, Tiara showed a confused face, she did not understand what Dr. Haris had said.

“Since you came home from college, you look moody until now. Don't show that face again tomorrow. I don't like it,” explained Doctor Haris, while gently stroking Tiara's hair.

Hearing those words, there was a hint of happiness that Tiara felt. He realized that Doctor Haris was worried about him. He saw the other side of Doctor Haris. Although this was a rare moment, but he also did not want to see the face that worried him.

“Hah... Doctor can be romantic too?” tease Tiara while smiling.

With eyes still reddened by the crying, Tiara tried to show her a smile. But, Doctor Haris did not respond to it. He just looked at Tiara.

“Say you don't want to see me sad. Is my smile less wide?” tiara tried to convince.

Doctor Haris gently pulled Tiara's body and hugged her. Tiara put her cheek on the shoulder of Dr. Haris.

“I'm fine...” said Tiara slowly.

“That's a word to hide your feelings or to not worry me?” ask Dr. Haris.

The question made Tiara cry again. He hugged Doctor Haris. It feels very comfortable and can spill all its gloom.

“Often times God gives happiness, but it is wrapped in sadness. We don't know what it feels like to be happy without feeling pain first. Consider this a common thing so that you do not think about it constantly,” said soft Doctor Haris.

Listening to Doctor Haris' words, Tiara let go of her embrace.

“Sorry, worry already,” said Tiara with tears in her eyes. “This was all beyond my expectations. I don't know who's wrong. Feel like dying thinking about it.”

Suddenly Doctor Haris kissed Tiara's forehead. Of course, Tiara was surprised. His heart beat fast due to Doctor Haris' treatment.

“Udah from earlier you cry. Isn't he tired? Have mercy on yourself too! Yes already, I want to go to the hospital again,” this time, with to his jutekan, while getting up and standing and leaving from in front of Tiara.

While Tiara was still glued.

Doctor Haris' lips still felt on his forehead. Then he recalls every word Dr. Haris said. Yes, it cannot dissolve in sadness. He must also think of himself, not torment himself with such trashy thoughts.

He had experienced something that almost took his life. He had pain all over his body. And now he did not want the pain to continue in his heart.

“Ngak... I'm not that weak!”  tiara said firmly to herself.

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