RAIN, Give Me Love
CHAPTER 7 THE FEELINGS OF RANI
The clock has shown at 21:00 WIB Zantisya and Laras has just entered the house. Several employees were seen taking their groceries from the trunk of the car.
"This is for you dear" said Laras. Give me some paper bag.
Zantisya accepted by frowning her confusedly. "This is what ma?"
"This is a dress for you"
"O Allah ma, why bother buying Tisya"
"Not bothered to buy something for this beautiful mama's son"
"Thank you ma" Laras nodded and smiled.
When Zantisya will climb the stairs. Bima just came home.
"Where are you from?" ask Laras annoyed.
"Hanging out ma.." replied Bima lied.
"Reduce hanging out is not clear you Bim, already have a wife should you newlyweds it quality time or go honeymoon there" angry Laras.
"Yes ma. yes." that's how Bima is.
"Yes, you guys get some rest"
Bima looked at the zantisya with a look of hate. Bima chose to walk quickly to precede his contract wife. When Zantisya entered the room, Bima was sitting on the edge of the bed while playing with her cellphone. He seems to smile occasionally.
Zantisya put the paper bag on the sofa. He chose to sit first.
"Udah started to act yes you" cynical Bima.
Zantisya who had closed her eyes immediately looked at the man who had become her husband now. "What does brother mean?" tanyanya's confused. Who is not confused, there is no wind no rain Bima said cynically to him.
"It's certain that senangkan can live luxuriously in my home. And now you begin to launch the action of blackmailing my mama" said Bima while looking at a paper bag lined up that is somehow contained but has been seen if it is an item from an expensive brand mark.
"Sister, this is my mom who bought it. I did not ask” however Zantisya had to defend himself.
"It is your rich hard man who is dark in the eyes because of which treasure may ngaku. Maling ngaku full prison" ketus Bima.
"I opened my door, brother"
"That's a basic parable of bego"
"I know it's brother but brother as if I'm a thief"
"Rubber. Most first if you please hide not to be found out if the thief is now blatantly married an only rich child" said Bima. "Based on the poor, the boss is living a hard life so find a shortcut" bima's feline is not satisfied. "Your parents must have succeeded in educating you" he said.
"Brother can insult me, may insult me but never insult my parents" although angry but Zantisya's voice still sounds soft, not at all raise his voice.
But Bima's heart is indeed as hard as stone, only because Zantisya wants to marry him he has labeled the girl as 'female matre' He did not know about the agreement between Laras and his wife, Zantisya.
The night was getting late after putting his two children to sleep, Rani put her tired body on the bed. He could only see the ceiling of his room. He seemed to be sighing heavily, recalling his conversation with uno back then.
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"What's Uno?" rani asked in a soft voice.
"When are you going to start working again?"
"Children are young Uno what else is Rania" he said.
"Sorry if I'm selfish but I also have to take care of my own company immediately"
"Is that how you hate me?" rani looked at Uno. His own fate why could foolishly fall for this man, the husband of the woman who became her husband's affair.
"I don't hate it with you Ran" This is the first time Uno has called his name. Makes her happy with that simple thing. "I have to make peace with everything. I also have to move on with my life"
"You can accept everything?" rani and Uno asked. "Are you now able to think again of my words"
Uno understood rani's last words. A few months ago he was caught always sending his homemade cake through Devi. Uno is confused why Rani does it secretly, to use the name Devi who is clearly married. Uno is afraid that something like imi will become a problem for him. Who also wants to be called a man who grabs people's wives. Not very cool.
"Sorry..."
It was just that word that Rani heard from Uno. That means Uno strongly rejects the feelings he had as blatantly as a few months ago.
"I love you Uno"
"It's not Ran's love, you just feel helped because I petrified you" said Uno.
"For I am a widow and have two children, so that you will not try to open your heart to me"
"I'm a widower if you forget. I do not see the status of someone Ran, if indeed I will marry a widow with five children even though I will accept if it is my soul mate. But I really can't equal you ran”
Uno really does not want to live with past memories. He wants a new story without having to involve old stories that hurt. That doesn't mean Uno hates Rani. Who would not be interested in a woman as strong as Rani. But for Uno is not, Rani is the person he wants to live with later.
"I'm ashamed of myself Uno, I don't feel like I have any pride in front of you”
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Uno took a sip of ginger wedang on the balcony of his room. Feelings of loneliness always perch in his daily life. Uno breathed a heavy sigh. Remember the moment directed at Rani the last time they met. He felt a bad person to hurt the heart of a mother who had two children.
However, feelings cannot be forced. For now he does not want to get involved too far with Rani other than work. For now also he does not want to enter into Rani's life more deeply, but if one day he is indeed a match with rani he can not resist fate.
Uno Nampak sip again wedang ya. Suddenly his memory was fixed on the young girl he met, more precisely accidentally met at the supermarket. The girl in the hijab with a sweet smile.
"Zantisya Kemala" muttered Uno. He tried to recall every conversation he had with Zantisya. "Did he stay with his father and now go with his mother because his father is dead" Uno murmured again.
He then gulped down his wedang. "Eeh.. for what I suddenly thought of kemala" he murmured as he shook his head inexhaustibly with his own mind.he immediately entered and closed the balcony door. he went into the bathroom to brush his teeth, washed his hands and feet, and then he put his body on the bed.
It seems that the adult man who is now twenty-nine years old is getting tired of being widowed.
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