RAIN, Give Me Love

CHAPTER 17 SIN IN FEELING

Zantisya just sits on a vast expanse of sand. The night wind calmed Zantisya enough, as if carrying the story of his household that had certainly ended in divorce. Although there was no lighting, the bright moonlight tonight seemed to accompany him.

I don't know what he was thinking, when everyone was late in the dream. He even chose to get out of the room he occupied with Rani. Since the room is full, Radit ends up sleeping with Arjuno and Rani sleeping with Zantisya and Rania on Rani's own proposal.

Zantisya stared at the moon above. He closed his eyes while looking up at the moon. Drifting in his raging mind. Until his sense of smell found a special fragrance that he was very familiar with. The longer the fragrance lasts, the closer it is to the smell.

"What dream is this O Allah" she said with her eyes closed.

"Decks"

"Why call me" he said. He still thinks he is dreaming when he consciously realizes he is not asleep. Where could Arjuno be here, and call him. That was what Zantisya was thinking at the moment.

"Dek kemala"

Only one person called him Kemala. This was not a dream, because he felt that there was a breath of someone on his face and the smell of vanilla was coming out of his tone. Zantisya quickly opened her eyes and was surprised to find Arjuno looking at her this close.

"May I sit down?" Zantisya simply replied with a nod. "Why out?" asked Arjuno after sitting next to Zantisya. Their distance was close to only about two hands of Zantisya. This is first for both because usually they sit a distance of one meter even more.

"Not yet drowsy. Why go out instead of sleep"

"It's rare to get a vacation like this deck so I have to enjoy the atmosphere"

Zantisya nodded then the two of them were just silently confused what to talk about.

Silent…

Silent…

Silent…

The atmosphere that suddenly felt strange present made them dissolve with their respective thoughts.

"Dek" call Arjuno to break the tension in his heart.

"Yes" Zantisya still stared straight ahead.

"Why did I smile when we met. And a unique meeting because it's always unintentional"

"True, I am too" inner Zantisya.

"Since I've been thinking, why do I keep thinking about you. I don't know from when I always wanted to meet you and it seems like God was on my side to bring me to you. As if God showed me that you were for me"

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Hearing the word 'you for me' coming out of Arjuno's lips fixed for him made Zantisya's heartbeat work quickly. He really can't if Arjuno doesn't stop his speech. Zantisya looked towards Arjuno making the gazes of their eyes meet.

"I've never felt this before. Feelings that unknowingly made me fall in love with you"

They keep looking. Netra the two are interlocked as if delivering each other all the feelings that exist. The whole heart that I want to express. I don't know who started, I don't know who came closer. Their faces drew closer to each other, their breaths sweeping across each other's faces. At first only the tip of their noses were in contact with each other but eventually both of them closed their eyes and bi*beer they stick to each other. It didn't take long for them to gently clench each other with feelings. Zantisya who has never done this kind of skinship is trying to keep up with their game.

Zantisya's hands have moved to grip both Arjuno arms. While Arjuno deepened the link of their chewy objects. Arjuno is fully aware that this is wrong. But he himself is more following what he wants to convey with his actions now. The black strokes they did would be the answer to how deep they felt. Those who have never made physical contact during this time even though their fingertips are now in very intimate contact. Right, it can't be two opposite sex without a relationship together in a quiet place. Because after that the mistake happened.

Until they finally end it all. Their forehead fused their breaths still hunting and stinginging due to a long enough lash.

"Married to me"

The whisper of Arjuno asking her to marry Arjuno instantly made Zantisya aware of her status. He became more aware of what he had just done with Arjuno. He immediately shifted to give distance to his sitting position with Arjuno . he also could only lower his face because of embarrassment. Shame can't keep her marwah as a woman. Shame for not being able to hold back to plunge into sin that ushered in his feelings. She also felt a little guilty about her status as the wife of a man named Bima. If Arjuno finds out that she is already the wife of people whether she will hate him or stay away from him.

"Zantisya Kemala, marry me"

The heart of which woman does not flower and is flattered happy there is a man who proposes to you asking to marry her. What else is the person you really want that you love. But the backlash he says love remembers his status. Who's wrong now because he has the same feelings as the man who is still attached to looking at him. Arjuno was the first man to propose to her.

Arjuno continued to stare at Zantisya who continued to lower his head. "I have no preparation. I only risked my heart and body asking you to be my companion.." Arjuno paused his words for a moment. Breathing out that seemed to be stuck in his chest. "Our age is far away. Ten years, maybe you deserve to be younger than me, but I really ask you to be my wife. I'm afraid of missteps if we often meet with my feelings like this. And I promise I'll keep trying to be the right person to be your husband"

"Mas.." said Zantisya. His voice even shook to the point of being barely audible. His tears were shed to hear the words that Arjuno uttered. Could it hurt this guy.

"I can wait for you, wait for your answer" Arjuno said. He had to say that because he felt doubt from Zantisya. He also wants to wipe away Zantisya's tears but he does not want to make physical contact again, realizing what had happened was his fault.

To be honest Zantisya wanted to explain everything and acknowledge his status. But somehow, just to mention the name of the man in front of him makes his mouth locked. He really could not hurt the man who had disturbed his heart and now more deeply because the man loved him, asking him to be his wife. And if only…

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In a room. Someone was crying with a broken heart. He really should be backing out now. Because there is no gap for him to go deeper into the heart and live a widower named Arjuno Andrewiyoko.

The widow with the two children felt that she had already lost a landslide. What else if he remembered his status, how could he possibly compete with a girl while she was a widow.

The words 'Double is getting ahead' did not apply to him to be more confident. Until finally he had to hold back his cries and pretend to have fallen asleep after listening to the sound of the door opening, it meant that Zantisya had returned. The Zantisya that he saw with Arjuno was mixing love on a lonely night, under the moonlight. Just one word to express it all. Romantically.

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