RAIN, Give Me Love

CHAPTER 33 TRAUMA

At around 21:00 WIB Arjuno and Zantisya just entered the hotel room they booked not far from the beach.

After isa' time Arjuno invited dinner. Not a romantic dinner in a fancy place with candles in front of them. But Arjuno took his wife to eat all kinds of seafood on the beach. Even with a makeshift place but so many visitors who arrive queue to enjoy seafood.

"I'll take a shower on deck"

"Yes, um…"

Almost 15 minutes Arjuno just out of the bathroom using a white bathrobe. Zantisya looked at Arjuno unblinkingly as her husband continued to dry his hair with a small towel.

Arjuno smiled seeing his wife gawking at him. He immediately stepped closer and brought his face closer to Zantisya's face.

"Dear boy?" arjuno said with his narcissistic attitude and do not forget the blink of one of his eyes as a sweetener super pedenya.

Zantisya instantly became aware of his own thoughts. "Narsis very mas" said Zantisya shy. Of course he was embarrassed what else his face was getting redder. He quickly ran to the bathroom to hide himself.

Arjuno chuckles at his wife's shy behavior but instead makes her gurgle on her own. Arjuno immediately hung the towel he used on a small clothesline not far from the bathroom.

It's been almost an hour since Zantisya didn't even come out of the bathroom. I don't know what ritual the woman did to feel at home to linger there. Zantisya kept pacing back and forth hesitating to go out or not.

Due to being too embarrassed for her husband, she forgot to bring a change of clothes and immediately ran to the bathroom with lightning fast.

His mind had wandered everywhere if he came out like this. But even a thousand times Zantisya thought, he was wrong if he had to avoid.

Zantisya took a deep breath regulating her own heartbeat. With much prayer, he finally came out of the bathroom.

Zantisya stepped slowly while looking around but she did not find a husband figure that made her hesitate to come out of the hiding area.

Zantisya directly took the hair dryer and connected it to the power line. He then took off the towel on his hair.

"I think I fell asleep in the bathroom deck" said Arjuno who had just entered the room after waiting for his wife on the balcony of the hotel.

"Mas.." Zantisya was surprised. Already surprised because the presence of her husband is now surprised also if her husband does not change clothes and still uses bathrobe, Zantisya's mind so drifted there.

Arjuno continued to step closer to Zantisya. "Beautiful" inner Arjuno. This is the first time he has seen his wife not wearing a hijab.

Arjuno put his phone on the dresser. "This is my deck to help you dry your hair"

Zantisya. Although her heart was getting worse but she steadily stepped towards her husband who looked at her with a different highlight.

Arjuno instantly turned on the hair dryer and started drying Zantisya's wavy black hair. After completely dry Arjuno immediately turned off the hair dryer and took a comb.

Sometimes Zantisya found Arjuno smiling, combing his eyes, staring at his hair.

"Why smile, why?" ask Zantisya curiously as well.

Arjuno looked into his wife's eyes from the mirror in front of them. "You are beautiful deck, and now it turns out to be more beautiful" Arjuno said as he stroked Zantisya's hair. Emang mode men if you want anything yes have to pinter ngerayu. Uh.

"Gombal tau mas" Zantisya chuckled.

Now he is aware that behind his warm, caring and assertive nature there is an attitude that is sometimes narcissistic and also now increases 'combal'.It seems that Zantisya must be prepared for the realities of her husband.

"Serious lo deck" Arjuno assured his unbelieving wife.

"Mas.." Zantisya was shocked as she stood up and wanted to step up to take a change of clothes, now her body landed on her husband's lap.

Arjuno brushed Zantisya's hair back, looking at his wife who was timidly looking at him.

"I have to be ready. May my fear not destroy everything" Zantisya's inner eyes closed as Arjuno kissed her.

"Can our deck start tonight?" ask Arjuno who is full of interest.

Zantisya really appreciated her husband. He even asked first what he wanted to get. A man as gentle as this could-can he thought like a bima. Zantisya felt guilty about her own thoughts.

Arjuno immediately acted gently but surely after Zantisya nodded his head. Not wanting to linger with the position of the stand, Arjuno finally lifted Zantisya's body and spread without releasing the ce* greeting that connects the two.

Zantisya seemed to feel Dejavu with the actions he was receiving at this moment. He continued to strengthen himself as Arjuno began to crawl his body. Zantisya's eyes grew increasingly tightly shut withstanding the fear that was exactly what it used to be.

I-i can...

I-i can...

I-i can...

I don't know how many times he said the word as his own confidence when he said 'Don't reject me, because you are legitimate and lawful to me' ringing his ears as if intimidating him.

The more tightly Zantisya closed his eyes the more concentrated also the scary face of Bima who was so eager to him. Until finally.

"Don't brother, please let me go. By Allah, I do not want you to let me go" said Zantisya, crying until his voice shook.

Arjuno immediately raised his face, wondering why Zantisya called him 'sister' with a trembling and frightened voice.

He thought that because the touch he gave was too rough so Arjuno raised both hands and came down from above Zantisya. But in fact Zantisya was still crying in fear with her eyes tightly closed.

"Astaghfirullah deck" Arjuno choked after realizing something was wrong with his wife.

"Dek open your eyes it's me, Istighfar deck" said Arjuno patting Zantisya's cheeks to wake up and open his eyes.

Zantisya instantly opened her eyes as her body felt light and heard Arjuno's voice constantly calling out to her. Now he is fully aware.

"Mas I'm afraid of mas" said Zantisya looking at Arjuno with a trembling voice. "She forced me I didn't want to, she hurt me, she slapped me, slapped me, she…"

"Ssttt.." Arjuno immediately hugged his wife trying to calm down. He was really not strong anymore to hear Zantisya's words that were increasingly vibrating with heavy breathing as if it felt crowded in his chest cavity.

"Calm down baby, you're safe with me so don't be afraid anymore. There I am"

Zantisya immediately tightened his embrace when he felt the comfort he got now. They hugged for quite a while.

Arjuno immediately stretched his arms as he felt the calmness of Zantisya.

Now Zantisya realizes that he has ruined their moment when Arjuno rewears his bathrobe correctly.

"I'm sorry, I ruined everything" Zantisya regretted when Arjuno finished tying the bathrobe.

"I'm the one who should be apologizing deck. I shouldn't be too hasty and end up making you rich on the deck"

"I was wrong. I shouldn't have imagined that you're the same as him. I'm too scared, I…"

Arjuno cupped Zantisya's face to look at him. "Just look at me, just toward me deck. Forget everything that happened and just look at me. Make me the cure of all your fears so that you're strong. I love you deck so no matter what happens I'll always be for you"

Seriate...

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