Rahim Sewaan's

Mystery giver

Toni didn't come home.

After a fight with Eva about the baby in her womb. Toni couldn't sleep that night. Last night he woke up, thinking about how his life was going to be. Toni feels her life is miserable. He had to work hard day and night every day just for his living expenses .

All day she had to lift heavy weights on her shoulders, working as a pelvic coolie. When he came home, he had to replace Eva ironing clothes owned by her customers until night. Ignoring his tired body, Toni continues to work to make money. Supporting Eva who is nobody to her, as well as the baby in her womb. All he did was his responsibility to Eva, because he had put Eva in her position.

Toni thought last night that she could no longer live her life now, let alone Eva who refused to kill the baby, which obviously made Toni think again to survive. He does not want to raise a child who is the source of his suffering, let alone he has a disability from birth, which will certainly cost more than ordinary babies. The baby will also degrade a little or a lot of the irresponsible nature of his parents, which is certainly very hated by Toni.

Toni wants to escape all the misery of her life now, she wants to live in peace and without the burden she once was. When he did not know Eva, and lived a kara without being responsible with anyone.

Toni looked at Eva who had fallen asleep.

I'm sorry Eva. I can't live like this anymore.I don't want to see the baby...

toni looked at Eva guiltily.

Toni slowly packed all her belongings, including the clothes in her closet. All he put in his bag. That night Toni really intends to leave Eva.

In the morning Eva brought breakfast for Toni and they had breakfast together as usual, just a little chat between the two before Eva finally moved to bring her dirty dishes.

Toni was confused about what way to bring her bag, especially it was impossible for her to say goodbye to Eva. Toni obviously can't and won't have the heart to do it. And when Eva walks into the bathroom, it's a chance for Toni to leave.

He carried all his belongings that he had packed in a bag, carrying a little money in his pants pocket.

Toni also came out of the boarding house while shedding her tears, actually she did not have the heart to leave Eva. But he was no longer able to live life with her.

I'm sorry Eva.I'm sorry.I can't live like this.I'm not a good man for you...whatever happens, may God always protect you....

toni's mind as he continued to walk away from the hostel, and went to where the destination was.

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Ever since the day Eva learned of the fact that Toni had also abandoned her responsibilities. Eva had the day as usual. Make money from washing and ironing the clothes of its customers.

Eva so often daydreaming, lamenting her life now, she was also often sick because of fatigue. Doing everything alone with a growing stomach. Eva also sometimes drives and picks up clothes in her customers alone, on foot to earn money to live her life.

He also has to work hard to make more money for his delivery later. Eva was already confident of giving birth to the baby, the presence or absence of Toni beside her.

The days passed quickly, Eva forced herself to work hard. He had been sick several times and was unable to do his job. Sometimes he also refused the clothes of the customers who had been delivered to his boarding room, because he was unable to do the laundry more and more days.

Working hard every day doesn't make Eva a lot of money fast. Because she has to spend more money also for the needs of her pregnancy, which is increasingly enlarged also the complaints of pregnancy that every day she feels.

No one took care of her, she tried to survive alone in her room. Walking staggered only to order food at the food seller who always went around his hostel.

Unable to cook due to her condition, Eva bought several portions of food for herself which would have been much more expensive, draining quite a lot of her savings for a few days until she recovered.

A neighbor near her hostel who saw Eva always buying food outside, also saw her staggered walk away feeling pity. The woman also approached Eva who was waiting for her meat portion.

"Mbak.mbak why some days I pay attention to buying food outside continue...mbaknya sick yes..."

asked the woman while looking closely at Eva's body.

"Hehe yes mbak..i no longer feel well.gak stoves..."

answer Eva softly.

"Where did her husband go, I haven't seen him in a long time..."

"Emm.he again works far mbak..the return is uncertain.."

quite surprised by her neighbor's question, Eva spontaneously replies that Toni is working away. Eva doesn't want a lot of people to think badly of Toni.

"ohh so it is rarely seen.lah his wife is pregnant even in a long work stay mbak.kok not kasian as mbak.apalagi if sick gini...I'm not taking care of you, right..."

"Hehe..ya because of the needs of the mbak..here is difficult to find a job..."

"Yes the heck mbak.apalagi mbaknya stomach is already big ya bentar again have a baby need more cost as well..."

Their conversation continued, until the meatball portion in Eva's message was ready to be brought home.

In recent days, there was a man who gave food in front of Eva's room. No matter from whom, the food just hangs on the doorknob of the boarding room.

Sometimes the meal consists of several servings enough to eat a day. Eva feels very grateful that there are still good people who care about her, even though she does not know who she is.

Eva had a hard time trying to ask every customer who came to her. But no one claimed to do that. Not intending anything, he just wanted to say his thanks, because it has helped a little more connect his life.

Who is the good man who has given me food every day...

inner Eva who is receiving another package of food in front of her hostel, while looking at 2 servings of rice in it.

Seriate....