Put Your Heart In My Heart

fahri misses nita

" akhh" nita grimaced as her head suddenly felt extremely painful.

" why it hurts so much "he muttered, he kept holding his head with both hands.

" ahhh" the ringing again.

" hold nita resistant, this must be the effect of the operation" he murmured again.

ricko returned from the hospital dispensary and as he was going to his wife's room he saw his mother and sister coming together, he greeted him.

" mother" call her.

the mother who knew the voice was immediately looking for him and smiled at Ricko, as well as aidan.

" kid aren't you working?" ask mother.

" i'm taking my leave " replied Ricko.

" huh, is Nita awake?" ask aidan.

" i already bribed him earlier sis and just took the medicine "answer.

" let's go in" said the mother.

ricko nodded his head and the three of them finally walked together.

when outside the door of the room the three of them heard Nita's moans, ricko and the others immediately worried and just walked in.

how shocked they were at seeing the grimacing nita endure her headache.

" dear sleep first I'll check" said ricko and he helped nita to lie in bed.

" what deck hurts so much?" ask Aidan who was so worried.

" my daughter" said the mother with a sad face, who is a parent who is not sad when she sees her child in such pain

ricko examined him and he gave an injection so that his wife did not feel sick anymore.

" i'll have dr. Melika check the CT scan" Ricko said

" doesn't it hurt anymore? " ask ricko.

" hmm, maybe just the effect of the operation" replied nita who began to calm down.

" dear is it really sick?" ask the mother who is sitting next to him.

" no mother, just suddenly feel dizzy. Mother does not need to worry yes I am fine" replied Nita with a smile.

" how we don't worry 'em, you're in pain like that" Aidan concluded.

" sister is scared? usually big brother always babbles me" taunted nita.

" it sucks" said Aidan, then he sat on the sofa and ate fruits.

" ricko bought it for me, if you spend it then I will ask for 2 times the fee" ketus nita.

" basis stingy ricko alone is not angry "trivial aidan.

" aidan" said the mother with a warning tone.

" yes mother I know" Aidan also put the apple with annoyance.

nita smiled at him, for some reason she really liked to see her brother was upset.

" sister come on don't be upset. I have 2 mint-flavored ice cream in the fridge" said nita.

" really? oh you're so pretty today" Aidan immediately ran to the fridge and opened it.

mom smiled seeing him so ricko.

" hmm this is so good" said Aidan who ate the ice cream.

" dear what pain is really gone?" ask ricko again.

" believe me this is no longer sick" replied Nita.

" dear if there is something then tell us, do not hold it yourself yes .. Mother does not want my daughter to feel burdened" said mother.

" yes mother "nita nodded her head.

" mother wants to say something dear" said mother again.

" what is ?' ask nita.

mother took a deep breath and stroked her daughter's hair and smiled at her.

" mother has decided to divorce" said mother.

nita just gawked at hearing it, she felt it was really very foreign.

" divorced? " said ricko who was equally surprised.

" hmm anyway for what you maintain this, I don't mind and brother Nathan will also definitely agree to this" replied Aidan who felt very relaxed while eating his ice cream.

" are you sure? did you meet dad? who did you choose? " ask nita with so many questions.

" the mother just wants to live the mother feels calm, together you just make the mother very happy.the mother does not need anything else son" replied the mother.

" hmm if you are sure of that .. then I follow your decision" said Nita with a slightly weak voice.

ricko who understands the circumstances of his wife knows if nita is very sad, he is not ready for the separation of his parents. he also grasped his wife's hand to give strength so that his wife remains strong to live all the realities of this life.

.....

in that luxurious house, he sat alone in his room.he had been home since he met his wife and child earlier.he felt very sad because his son now did not like it.

all the things he did were a big mistake, nothing justifies anyone's affair.how could he live on by fooling his wife.

" i'll apologize to him and tell him the truth" he murmured.

the high walls of the room he could see the picture of his son and the family photo, he looked at the large photo that filled the walls of his room.

photographed that everyone looked very happy, he looked at each of his children, starting from Nathan, aidan and continuing the last of his youngest children, the daughter he always treated badly.

" pardon me" he murmured and did not feel his tears dripping down.

and he continued to arrange a picture of his wife who smiled happily.he remembered all the moments when he was with his wife.the wife who was always faithful to accompany him when he was really down. and always show him the way when he's on a dark road.

" i should be grateful, but because of my selfishness, I'm the one who's wrong" he said.

.....

at night when Ricko was taking the results of his CT scan, Nita came out alone without a wheelchair, he walked alone to the park, he wanted to feel calm thinking about everything he was facing.

although the wind was blowing that night he did not care because inside he felt very crowded, seeing an empty bench he immediately sat there.

he looked at everything in front of him.

" alira don't run, baby you fall" said a man chasing his little boy.

" let's go after me dad" said the boy.

" honey don't run if you fall Daddy will be sad" said the man again.

" there is a father who will treat me, you will love me" said the daughter.

" dad loves you so much, son, come here" the daughter ran and hugged her father.

they both look happy, Nita smiled bitterly at the scene.when did she like that? he had a father but never once did he feel his father's affection for him.

and now that he was an adult, he still never experienced it when his father hugged him and called him "my son" .

" when did I feel that" he murmured.

" is I the only one who has never seen love for me in my own father's eyes?" mumbling again.

" nita" call dr. fahri.

" eh doktet" nita immediately glanced at the doctor fahri.

" why are you wearing that shirt? and why your head?" doctor Fahri was sitting next to the chair nita then he examined the head nita very aggressively.

" i. I'm just a doctor" Nita stammered explaining it, I don't know what reason she should make.

" i'm so worried about you because I haven't been in for a week, I asked dr. alex he said you were sick, I wanted to call you but I couldn't reach you" explained doctor Fahri.

" actually I fell down the dock so I had to be treated because that's why I asked permission "answered nita.

" falling? why could it be like that? is it so bad?" ask doctor fahri again.

" doctet rest easy I'm cured tomorrow I'll go home" replied nita again.

" thank God I'm so relieved when I know you. I miss you" the fahri's confession made nita surprised, did she not hear wrong? doctor misses him.

" janngan until Ricko hears this and he can investigate me again" said Nita in her heart.

" yes doctor thank you for worrying about me" said Nita because she did not know what else to do.

" where your room let's go now it's so cold it's not good for your health" said Fahri again.

" i'll go in alone doc. Besides I've never seen a doctor this late still working maybe the doctor has a lot of other patients, I'm sorry doc" immediately nita left fahri alone , fahri only saw the departure of the woman he loved.

" i don't know when I can reveal all this" he murmured.

......

" it's a pity you've been everywhere" said Ricko, who had just found his wife, who was looking for her but only found her now.

" i'm looking for a fresh breeze outside, let's hurry in. I'm already sleepy" nita holds ricko's hand and invites ricko to walk quickly to his room.

" please be careful not to walk quickly later his head is dizzy" said ricko.

" i don't care as long as doctor Fahri doesn't see us" nita thought.