Put Your Heart In My Heart

Put Your Heart In My Heart
pardon daddy



realizing his wife's movements, he immediately checked her condition.After examining her he smiled happily and then kissed her again.


" you're finally conscious, baby" he murmured.


" ricko" call mom.


" uh mother what? oh yes mother my wife has realized " said ricko happily.


" really? my daughter is conscious?" asked the mother and she immediately approached her daughter and hugged her.


" dear mother is here" said mother.


" mother she is already conscious, but she is still asleep because of the digested medicine, wait and soon will wake up" explained ricko.


" thank you son, thank you for saving my daughter's life" she said.


" i won't let anything happen to my wife" Ricko said.


in his office, he felt worried and anxious, it had been a few days since the incident he did not go home.


he did not know how his daughter was doing, he felt very guilty for causing his own daughter almost died because of other children.


" pardon my son" he murmured.


" father was very disobedient to you" he continued.


" if I don't receive the drink it's probably my son's not like this" he said.


.....


next morning


nita woke up she opened her eyes slowly, her head was still dizzy. she did not see anyone in the room, she said, he saw the clock turned out to be this at 9 it meant ricko was working and the others had a lot of work.


he stared at the ceiling of his room, the shadows of the night he still clearly remembered. when his father said that he never considered him a child.


lying if he is not sad, he is very sad.why his father does not want to consider him a child, even though he really loves his father deep down. he thought it was only in the movies but in fact he himself experienced it.


his tears just came out without asking permission.


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his door was open, it meant someone entered but he was unwilling to look at him he still wanted to see the ceiling of that room.


" are you awake?" ask the man.


wait, he knew that voice.a voice that is not foreign anymore.yes, it's his father's voice.whether he is dreaming or just his delusion.


he still did not want to see her, and the man put a flower next to his nightstand.


" sorry" the man muttered.


" pardon me" continued the man.


" dad?" muttered.


he immediately glanced at the man, right.His father came alone but he did not want to see him for too long he did not like it.


" have you eaten?" ask father.


" sorry sir, who are you? you are not her family" the nurse asked.


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" i'm his father" replied Adi.


" but on the guest family list here there is no father" said the sister.


previously Aidan deliberately made rules in the room, he made a list of people who can attend. Besides that name no one can enter.


" but I'm his father" said Adi.


" mady is conscious? the mother said she was coming home to bring clothes. Your sister will come soon" said the sister.


" you said you never thought of me as a child, I don't think I have a father" Nita said without looking at her father's face.


" dad is wrong. Please forgive father, it's because of father's son....."


" son and son father.I don't care who that child is. If you are indeed the father then take him away with you and never see me again. I hate you so much " nita's firm.


" dad did it all because he was blinded by my father's wishes.Dad loves you just as much as he loves Nathan's brother and Aidan's brother" he said.


" kids? only now do you call me son's name, before that you never even called my name. always you, you and you, but with the other daughter you called him with the word dear"


" he is also a child, I understand how much he wants to have a whole family, fulfill his desire.


" dad just wanted to apologize, baby, for that night..."


" stop "cry nita.


' please get out of here ', I beg hiks..hiiks" yelled Nita again he closed both ears, it seems he was very traumatized because of the incident that night.


" dear" she wanted to touch nita but nita moved away, she pressed her hands against her head as if she didn't want to hear anything her father said.


" go I beg go, hyks.hiks...hikss" he cried with tears.


" dear" said Ricko, he came because the nurse who was guarding his wife told him that nita was awake he ran to see his wife. but from outside he heard the sound of his wife's screams he immediately entered.


he ran to hug his wife.


" please calm down I'm here" hugged Ricko.


" hiks.hikss I don't want to see you please come out" isak nita again.


ricko turned his head towards his father-in-law while hugging his wife.


" you better get out first, he just woke up I don't want to make his body weaker" said Ricko.


" hiks.hiks "isak nita .


" i'll come later" said his father as soon as he came out of the room.


ricko continued to hug his wife who was still in shock, saw his wife was frightened and cried it. He was so devastated he had never seen his wife like this.


" it's a pity that I'm here, don't cry" said Ricko, then he kissed the hair of his wife.


but nita did not listen to him, he continued to cry.may want to vent all his sadness that he had been alone.


" dear don't cry, I can't see you like this, I've been waiting for you to wake up for days, I miss you baby" Ricko said gently .


" dear you're awake?" mother just arrived in her daughter's room with Aidan.


he immediately hugged his daughter, ricko let go of his embrace on his wife.


" ricko why is she crying?" ask aidan.


" dad came" replied Ricko.


" what? how dare he come here" said Aidan with annoyance.


" dear you're okay hmm? is anyone sick? mother is very worried about you son. Mother can not live without you" said mother sadly, her tears were dripping not when she hugged her daughter who was crying.


" why did he come ?" ask mother.


" i don't know but when I came, my wife screamed she wanted me to leave" replied Ricko.


" mother" nita grabbed her mother's hand and looked at her.


" why ? is anyone sick?" ask mother.


" is mom okay?" tanya nita her eyes glazed over at her bunda.


" even he was still thinking about his mother's feelings" ricko thought..


" who should have asked that mother, is my daughter okay? " ask mom.


" i'm sorry mommy. for years I never fulfilled my mother's wishes, I'm a bad child hiks.hiks sorry mother" he sobbed again and hugged her mother.


mother also cried to hear it, why this child thinks like that, her daughter is very mature even though she is still not too mature but she only thinks about her happiness.


" why don't you ever see you like this deck, you're the best kid among us" said Aidan in his heart.


" don't say that, baby, you're the best daughter of your mother, just so you know your mother is very lucky to have you as your mother's daughter and your sister's daughter, we're so happy to have a daughter like you" answer mother.


" but I've lied to all of you. I left you alone, I felt like I was a bad kid. When you wanted to see me on the phone, but I never got back, she said, also when my mother begged me to come I never came . I just..."


" hussst "mother covered nita's mouth with her finger, made nita silent and looked at her mother with tears.


" don't blame yourself, my daughter did it for her mother's sake it's enough for you. Don't say anything more dear mother just want you to be happy" said the mother.


" please be healthy quickly, so that we can return to what we used to be. does my daughter want us all to start an early life again with your brother and husband ?" ask mother.


nita heard all the words of her mother, she looked into the eyes of her mother, looking for anything she could find.she knew deep inside her mother's heart was so broken, so much sadness that she hid.


(i see those eyes where my mother is my role model, being the woman who values relationships the most, the woman who is patient, firm and kind. May I always be able to see you continue to smile, I love you mother)