Put Your Heart In My Heart

A Day of Mourning for Dad

" you can't talk to me like that. I won't forgive you"

" my daughter, you've never heard me say your name like that before, you're my best daughter, I'm sorry I always hurt your heart son, I love you so much" she said.

" tell your brothers nathan and aidan ..Dad loves them very much and tell your mother, I love her very much, and please say sorry father for your mother father has hurt her "

" you can't go hikss.hikss" isak nita.

" do you want to grant Dad's request?" ask adi.

" hikss.hikss please don't say that" isak nita.

" hugs your father son"

nita immediately hugged him, she smiled when nita did it, she closed her eyes slowly, ricko saw it "please wake up I'll check on dad first" said ricko.

nita also according to her tears that are still down, Ricko examined both her eyeballs and her pulse.

" dad Ricko's okay, right?" tanyakanya.

" dad.happily father is dead" said ricko in a trembling voice.

" what ? you lied to me. You're still mad at me because of this afternoon, right ? you can't do that to me you're lying" accuse nita.

" honey "ricko held back her tears she was also very sad to see that.

nita hugged Adi again she hit her father's chest "you left me again. Are you not enough to let me alone, I hate you. You keep hurting me, wake up dadhhh " his sobs.

all who saw her had her heart crumpled as well, their tears fell yet they held her back.

" please calm down "ricko hugs nita.

" hikss... I beg you to wake up. I am angry with you but I never want to see you like this. I love you so much hikss....hiks" he fell on the floor and cried as hard as he could.

ricko sat down and hugged his wife "dad be sad to see you like this" Ricko said.

" tell dad I've forgiven him he should go back ricko hikss I beg you" pinta nita.

" doctor ricko do you want us to clean it?" ask doctor fahri.

" well, answer ricko.

fahri beckoned the two sisters to bring adi .

" dadhh" she cried bitterly looking at him.

" honey "ricko kissed his wife's head and she cried too.

...

the next morning, Ricko asked to return with nita to bring his father's body.The hospital agreed , and all the medics are also returned because they have been there for 10 days and will alternate their duties with other medics.

arriving in Jakarta, the body was brought to the residence of his ex-wife, many wreaths and mourners were present from the hospital as well as many and adi employees and other business colleagues.

mother , aidan , nathan , iren and all waiting for the arrival of the body adi . hani looks as beautiful in her eyes , iren also cries she is beside her in-laws to calm her down.

" you haven't even met your children yet, you left so soon" Hani said in his heart.

the sound of an ambulance car has been heard the gate opened wide, the white car entered the yard of the house and stopped right in front of the house. behind him the alphard car owned by Hani who used to pick up nita and ricko has also arrived.

his body was taken down from the car, ricko and nita were also down they were wearing all black clothes.

ricko picked up his crying wife .

" dad.I never thought you'd come back home like this" Nathan said in his heart.

" you haven't said anything to me. We haven't played golf together since you left" Aidan said in his heart.

" father, whatever you do you're still the leader of this family" Iren said in his heart.

" nita" called mother when she saw her daughter walking lethargic towards her, her eyes were very puffy and her gaze was blank.

she approached nita and hugged her "lucky "lirih mother.

" mother...is it forever that I can't feel your affection anymore?" mummified nita.

" no dear .. Your father will continue to love you, do not grieve" said the mother who held back her tears.

" let's go in" said nathan.

ricko nodded his head and hugged his wife's shoulder to walk beside him, as many of the people present were filled with people and also inside.

as her feet set in at the main door, Nita recalls all the moments where she came home and was greeted by this family who, even though her father still did not love her.

" you're evil "he said in his heart.

" dear "murm ricko.

he couldn't stand to see it anymore, he ran past everyone who was sitting and riding the armour, ricko and everyone saw him enter the room where it was his room.

" ricko met him" said nathan.

ricko immediately ran to catch up with nita .

tock.tok.

" dear open the door you can't be like this" Ricko said.

" dear open I want to go in" ricko shouted.

" look adi. you made your son suffer again, didn't you see him suffer enough all this time" mummy muttered as she looked at it.

" please open it or I break the door" ricko threatened.

in that room nita kept crying under her bed, hugging her father's photo "father you know I have a dream when you think I'm a child, you want to bring me to the kids' playground. I don't care how old I am, I want to go there and buy you ice cream"

" please open "cried ricko from the outside but he won't listen to it.

" i'm so wrong with you dad. I want to make up for all can you wake up ? I'm your daughter .. father's only daughter" she swiped the photo .

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the door was opened because Ricko broke into it, he ran to the front of nita. nita raised his face and looked at ricko.

" ricko "he said gently, ricko wiped the tears that fell on the cheek of his wife's face.

" don't be like this baby I don't like seeing you like this" ricko murmured.

" you know .. I feel like God is mad at me. to the point that he never gives me the warmth of father's affection. The loss is like you were given a punishment to enter hell "

" and now I'm feeling my hell.my heart is so hot to see it, am I not a good person? or am I a bad boy ? " he said with a blank look.

ricko immediately hugged Nita again rubbing her hair

" god knows what's best for his people.When he takes something from us he's preparing something bigger for us "

" cry if you want to cry, there is my shoulder and my body that is ready to give you my heart and embrace. get angry if you want to be angry there is my body that will receive your blow, but please do not like this .. don't blame yourself, I don't like to see you suffer like this"

" what else does God want to give me ? take or give ? if he wants to take something then just take my life, if he wants to give me something then don't take any more of the people I love"

" it hurts me "he continued.

" husttt don't talk anymore, calm down everything will be fine" ricko rubbed his wife's back to calm down.

tock.tok.

ricko turned towards door , Aidan was in the doorway.

" father will be worshipped now, after that will be buried" said Aidan.

" wait" said Nita who let go of ricko's embrace.

" why deck?" ask aidan .

" can I see his face for the last time ? I beg you" lirih nita.

from behind Ricko nodded his head so that Aidan could allow it.

" all right, let's go down" said Aidan.

ricko helped Nita stand up and swept her and Ricko down the stairs and followed by Aidan behind her.

everyone saw him down, then Ricko brought his wife before the body of his father was sitting near his father's head and looked at him softly and brought his face to his father's ears.

" i've forgiven you all, I've forgotten what happened between us, but please grant me this request . This is my last request" she could not hold back her tears even though she did not want to cry.

" please be there in my dreams every night and smile at me. That way I can calm down and assume you are happy there" she whispered.

ricko and the others could still hear that whisper, that very taboo request.

" mother.. brother ..before father left, he left me a message.he said that dad loved you both nathan and aidan and the rest of the family very much"

" and mommy dad left me an apology for mommy, dad apologized for hurting you all along, and dad said that he loved you. he loved you so much"

all the family held back his crying let alone the figure hani, deep in his heart he was still in love adi. but his anger made the love was covered . he was happy to hear she loved him but he was sad when the man was about to leave for the night.

" i want to cry and hug you, but I have to be strong for the children including our daughter "murm hani in heart.

waduh readers many bringnya nih , pity really nita author so cry fit for this part . hopefully after this his family happiness can be replaced with other happiness 😢

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