Provision Fate

If we are meant to be together

"Som... Can I ask you a question?" asked Uba who was still hesitant to say it.

"Yes just say Uba, no need to be afraid. Why are you afraid to tell me your problems? Do I look like someone who can easily divulge secrets?" sela Somsi's. "But..." He stopped saying, "If this secret is not to be told to others, what it can do, I'm not forcing you to make a story."

He smiled looking fixedly at the face of Uba who was still silent like a person who was hiding something. Uba why?

"Thank you Somsi for opening your heart to listen to me. I'll share a little story with you about what I've been through all day."

"You know, I really like being friends with you..."

Obviously that looks foreign to Somsi. Is that a very important secret? Very quaint.

"You must be lying" said Uba who had seen the movements of Uba's hand. Like a frightened man. "Why Uba? Just tell me, if you keep holding him it'll make your mind hurt" he suggested.

There was no other choice, Uba felt confident and believed in Somsi's words to him. He did not have to keep everything alone, let alone the person he was with right now was a good person. There was no way Somsi would betray his trust.

"Alright Som, if you insist," he said softly. Suddenly his eyes glazed over. Somsi who saw it felt it. Even though he didn't know what Uba was thinking so he could be that scared.

"Say," Somsi persuaded.

Uba began to tell the events that had happened to him from beginning to end.

"What's? you just sacrificed your virginity to prove that you love your lover too?" somsi said astonishment. How foolish Uba was to give up his sacred crown just for love.

From the story, they were just dating. But why Uba would willingly just give her purity which is not necessarily a companion in the future.

Why would Uba want to? Why doesn't he think of himself?

Why Uba?

A thousand questions that he wanted to ask, but he could not possibly say, Uba would definitely feel offended by his words later.

"But why Uba? Is it for love? It's bullshit! I can't believe what love is."

He remembered what had happened to him lately. If no one had come to help her, her fate would have been the same as that crying woman.

"I love him Som, I don't care about myself, I've never felt this kind of love. All I needed was like her."

"Do you understand what love is? Did he force you to do it?" Somsi's anger peaked. He became very hateful to men. Men who don't appreciate women at all.

"Does he love you too, Uba?"

Uba shook his head bowed, "I don't know."

"How about if you get pregnant? Isn't it in that contract, an ordinary employee like us shouldn't anyone get pregnant?!" somsi Cacam. He can't hold back anymore. How foolish Uba would be to be touched by that man. That guy must have been playing him. Hmh! All men are the same. Goddamn shit!

Somsi was endlessly cursing the man in his heart. No matter how Uba looked at his facial expression. Moreover, many people who passed by were watching them.

"I can't blame him either. He just wants proof Som.he wants me to prove my love for him. I know he'll slowly love me."

Love is blind and deaf, without seeing or hearing. What a true meaning of those words. Love leads us to the path of destruction. I will not believe in love!

"Yes, Uba, if you need me, don't forget to come to me, I'm ready to listen to you." His advice.

It took a few days to get there.

Somsi remembered his parents and his sister, Friska. How much he misses them. From Kualanamu he will leave the city of his birth. He would come to a faraway place, a place he had completely thought of going there.

They were sitting next to each other on that plane. He clasped Uba's hand that was still lingering in his grief. "The patient Uba, all will pass happily later, as long as we believe that we will be happy someday.

For 5 days on the journey they finally arrived at Kuala Lumpur airport, Malaysia. But they didn't leave right away. They are still waiting 2 more days to go there. Because there's so much more they have to sign.

They were placed in a hotel near Kuala Lumpur. Somsi was very astonished by the luxury of his bed in the hotel. White bed linen with 2 pillows, and also with a pink blanket with a neatly arranged Mickey mouse image.

Somsi groped over the mattress. Very cushioned. Slowly he sat on the bed, he smiled and climbed onto the bed and jumped on it.

"What are you doing Som?" tanya Uba surprised her. He was afraid that if Uba was the hotel manager, he would definitely be sanctioned.

"Eh... I-I really like it on this mattress, Uba. let's go up, let's jump together, "suggest Somsi to Gita.

"No, Som? I'm not feeling well."

Uba was about to leave but Somsi first pulled Uba's hand until he got closer to him.

"Come on, Uba, you don't have to worry..."

For a moment he thought and finally he agreed to Somsi's request. 5 minutes they jumped together, until a man came to them.

"Hmm.." the man cleared his throat. Cute but cold.

"What are you doing?" ask the man. He's the waiter who's gonna clean that hotel room.

"We are happy today" they said compactly.

The man looked puzzled by what he heard from the two mouths of the woman. He felt they were very funny.

***

"Bram... Do you want to talk to me about something?" said Ms. Tere very carefully. Don't let her child be ruined after hearing everything.

"Yes, what's up, Ma?" ask Bram. Bram looks a bit fresh than before. Ms. Tere took good care of her.

"Somsi has already left for Malaysia" said Ms. Tere.

"What?" Bram was shocked by the news he had just heard. "Somsi's gone, Ma?"

Deg. His heart stopped beating. His eyes began to glaze over. His face showed that the man was very pitiful.

Unbeknownst to him, the woman he loved had gone far away from him. He couldn't hold back his tears. Then she cried on her mother's shoulder. Hugged his mother tightly.

"You who are patient, Bram, trust God, if you are a match, you will be rediscovered."

I will wait for God's destiny, if God allows us to be together, I am so grateful.