Provision Fate

Accept my love

What happened to Bram today?

Somsi was astonished by Bram's words. Bram has never shown his affection for Somsi. But now, why did Bram instead express his feelings for Somsi in times like these.

"Bram you must be kidding me" said Somsi lowered his head. He must know how a Bram. Bram himself is very difficult to open a heart to a woman.

"Som. I'm not kidding" Bram said sincerely. Seen from the figure of his eyes are cute, indicating that he really likes Somsi.

Somsi turned away from Bram's gaze. He felt awkward with Bram. His heart started beating fast. What he should do at the moment.

Oh my God, how is this? I don't want Bram to be sad. If I refuse, can Bram still accept me as a friend like he used to? or will he stay away from me forever?

Many questions are stored in Somsi's heart. He doesn't know how to respond to Bram's feelings. All the men who shot him were rejected by Somsi.

And now Bram has expressed his feelings for Somsi. Somsi himself was not ready for that.

"Bram-" his speech was interrupted. Somsi doesn't know what else to do. He was confused as to where to explain.

Bram grabs Somsi's chin carefully.

He looked at Somsi's eyes deeply. Today he unleashed all the courage he had on him.

"Som...look me in the eye, do I look like a lying person?" lirih Bram's.

Bram wants Somsi to know that he really likes Somsi. And there was love in his heart.

"Bram.. I beg-" said Somsi decapitated. He no longer knows what to say and what he will give as an excuse for his refusal.

"Why Som? wh why? why are you begging me. Am I wrong to say my love to you?" tanya Bram makes Somsi clumsy at a loss for words.

"It's not so Bram, I-" Somsi's speech again disconnected. Why his mouth could not explain it word for word.

"Why Som? am I still not perfect? am I not among your tastes?"

Somsi glared at Bram's words. He was never too picky in choosing a partner. As long as the man is good Somsi would be willing to accept it. But this is different from Somsi's estimate.

How is this, Lord. I don't want Bram to misunderstand. And I don't want to lose our friendship all this time. What should I do and what should I say to Bram. So that he can accept my rejection later. Please God give me a way out.

Somsi was still busy with all the questions that were in the recesses of his heart.

"Why Som? why are you silent? tell me the truth," said Bram.

"I'm confused where Bram should start" said Somsi with his head lowered. His lips twitched as he said it.

Bram grabs Somsi's shoulder with his two hands making Somsi face him. Grabbing Somsi's chin, raising his head, set his gaze so that those eyes could stare at him clearly. "What's Som?"

Somsi immediately turned his face away. He didn't want to look at the man he was with for long.

"I-I, I. I don't know what Bram's gonna answer" Somsi said. Cold sweat had washed all over his body. Her voice shook and her face looked pale.

Bram looked at Somsi who was starting to pale. He also saw Somsi's hands tremble. Bram grabbed Somsi's hand and held the hand gently. "Why are your hands shaking and feeling cold Som?" bram said as he felt Somsi's hand shake quickly and feel cold.

Somsi pulled his hand. "It's okay Bram."

Bram knows that Somsi is hiding something. But what he had to do. If he doesn't know what Somsi's problem is.

"Som. You know all this time I've never played with women, nor have I ever felt the name of love. On the thing many women want to be with me. But I rejected them. And only you can take my heart" Bram explained.

Somsi who heard Bram's words felt pity. He doesn't know either. Lately he's been thinking about Bram. But he recalls because he remembered all his promises to make his parents happy and his brother happy.

Somsi's heart is beating faster than ever. He can't adjust his pulse position right now.

How is this. My heart is about to be dislodged. How do I neutralize it.

Somsi was confused what else to say. His mind was now dead-end and not concentrated on thinking.

"Why Som, why silence?" bram asked who saw Somsi silent.

"I-I'm fine Bram," he replied.

"What's your answer Som?" ask Bram to the point.

No answer from Somsi made Bram impatient to hear Somsi's answer.

Back he brought Somsi closer until the sound of Somsi's breath hunting.

"You scared?" ask Bram quickly.

Somsi felt awkward as their faces were very close. "No Bram, I'm not afraid."

"Then?"

"I'm just awkward Bram. We're too close" explained Somsi directly pushing Bram's body away.

"Sorry" said Bram. Bram still goes with the same question, "Have you made a decision? Do you want to accept my love? Please accept my love. And be the best boyfriend for me" said Bram.

What is accepting his love? And what is the best ... boyfriend for her?

Somsi's heart seemed to be dislodged when he heard Bram shoot himself. It's very romantic. If only he had no burden in mind, he would have accepted his love Bram. What's more seeing Bram who doesn't like to play with women's feelings.

"Som's? what decision?" tanya Bram makes Somsi aware of his daydream.

"Bram. a-I want you to wait patiently," Somsi explained and left Bram. Lifting his empty trading place to his head lord.

Somsi was walking very fast. He was afraid Bram would pull him again.

Bram was silent. He continued to watch Somsi's body from a distance until it was no longer visible.

I'm sorry Bram. I have a reason why I didn't accept you.

Somsi took his steps quickly. Until he finally reached his home. Somsi knocked on the door so that the person inside the house immediately opened the door for him.

Tok....

The sound of the door being knocked from outside.

"It's a shitty kid...."

Ms. Wati came and opened the door. "Hurry up and your trading runs, too, son" said Ms. Wati.

"Eh, yes ma."

Somsi went into the house. Put down the lord that was in his head. Somsi went to his room and saw that his grandfather had come home. He fell asleep on the floor with a mat.

"Sir.. have you come home?" ask Somsi.

Friska moves to the right moving to the left in a lying position. "Yes, brother."

"Is your lesson today good?" ask Somsi.

"Yes brother. What's the matter? tumben brother asked about my lesson," said Friska with glaring eyes.

"You should be happy on deck. Nobody cares about you. If people are often kept silent, it means that the person in silence is not loved anymore" explained Somsi.

"It's not dear how do you mean?"

Friska was confused by what her sister said. She had a hard time digesting all the sentences that came out of her brother's own mouth.

"Not being loved means the person doesn't care anymore. The language is rude and not human or not alive" Somsi said.

Friska finally understood. "Owh is so. Yes."

Serialize..............

Tbc

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